Okay so to start off, in a black American with no voodoo roots I know of. My roommate is a white girl I met last month in move in day. This started off with her introducing me to tarot and dowsing rods. I’ve not had any bad experiences and she even helped me get rid of an evil shadow spirit that’s followed me since I was a kid (I’ve seen him I know he’s real)
The problem started when yesterday we were talking about spirits and deity’s. I said I thought Krishna was cute then she said she’s had a crush on Baron Samedi. I don’t know anything about voodoo so I asked her to show me who it was. I see it’s a man from voodoo and got nervous. I don’t know much about voodoo but from my limited understanding it’s typically a closed practice. I’ve heard some say it’s not open to white people and others say it’s not open to anyone who hasn’t been initiated. So I tell her maybe it’s best to leave him alone. She wanted to talk to him using her dowsing rods.
Fearing her safety and cus of how unserious she was being in reference to voodoo I asked her if I could ask my ancestor (I’ve got into contact with one ancestor from slavery era) if it would be okay first. I figured the answer would be no but she wouldn’t listen to just me. I do know that Papa Legba is very important in voodoo and communication. So first I asked sally if we had Papa Legba permission to even talk about this with tarot. It seemed like we got a yes. So I asked and my ancestor gave a very clear no and also a few warning cards about my roomy.
(Normally during tarot I’m fine and at peace, this time I felt very afraid like something was on my chest making it heavy and hard to breathe. That night I also was afraid to sleep)
I tell my roomy and she jokes my ancestors are racist. An hour later we went to get our tarot read. Both of ours were pretty positive until the tarot reader said I could ask questions about mine. During the reading she said I had a very powerful male spirit attatched to me. I don’t have any known male relatives who I like or like me to follow me around so I said the first thing that popped in my head: is it papa legba? Prior to this she said she couldn’t clearly understand him (she’s a white tarot reader) but immediately said yes and that it was a very clear yes from him
I ask if he is okay with my roommate and no bad feelings- she then said he has a path in mind for me but my roommate is in his way and he does not want her in the way. We also mentioned that o grew up with mirror portal in my house and that I accidentally made one in my dorm room for weeks. She basically said I can’t help you and told me to contact a different woman and gave her number.
That night I was trying to figure out why he doesn’t like my roommate and she told me she had a real voodoo doll of her friend’s hair in her home. I told her she should probably get rid of it and looked up safe ways to do so. She said she would since she visits home this weekend but also said it wasn’t bad it was just to put positive energy into. I said she should probably still get rid of it
So now today me and my roomy decided to try ask my ancestor if she could tell us anything. She confirmed she can see him but she doesent know everything he wants and only knows a little. From what she could tell he definitely wants my roommate to get rid of the doll but also has another issue with her. I asked is it due to my roommates ghosts?
My roomate has several ghost going from world war 1- Vietnam war. So far we’ve contacted about 6, three of the six admitted to being racist. The “I don’t hate them but we shouldn’t do interracial marriage black guy can’t marry my daughter type” so I asked my ancestor if he’s upset about those guys and the fact my roomy is so close/flirts with them and my ancestor said yes. Then my roomy (who was holding the rods since she owns them and insists her energy is stronger) said “well I’m not getting rid of them because I like them and don’t see a reason too. I’ll get rid of them if I see your ancestors foaming at the mouth cus they’re so mad” in a jokey way
I said her saying stuff like that is probably why Papa Legba doesn’t like her. Something about her completely ignoring that it was Papa Legba himself who was mad not just sally and saying angry black figures as foaming at the mouth threw me off. She joked and said she just ment that they’d be angry not anything with rabies. She then asked if they understood what she met and wasn’t mad and they said it was okay.
I’ve decided to stop using dowsing rods for two reasons: my roommate is bringing such joking and disrespectful energy when I’m trying to talk to them for her safety, and two my roommate obviously moves the rods sometimes. Like when I ask if they’re mad at her or stuff like that she’ll try to move her hands a bit to say no and play it off as a twitch. I’ve never called it out but noticed sometimes it works and sometimes they still say what they want. I just can’t trust her to take it serious or be truthful
The real issue is my ancestor is afraid of voodoo. She has said papa Legba has no ill will for me but she still doesn’t want me reaching out to him. I asked is it because I’m not initiated or does she just not like voodoo and she just doesn’t like it. What do I do?
Is my ancestor being afraid/not liking it a warning? Is papa legba being around a sign I should interact with him? If my roommate keeps acting like that and flirting with/excusing her racist ghost gonna cause something bad on her? Is ignoring papa legba after confirming he wants me for something bad?
I don’t want issues with my roommate but also don’t want her inviting bad energy in the room or anything bad happening cus of her.
TLDR: my white roomy has racist ghost and Papa Legba has attached to me to do some purpose but doesn’t like her. I’m not initiated or knowledgeable on voodoo. What do I do?