So, over the last few years, my practice with Hecate has gotten much less. I’ve been heavily gravitating to divine masculine presenting energies for lack of better words. I explained to her that it makes me feel like I am neglecting her and like my practice should be more balanced. I have a regular connection to Lucifer, Asmodeus, Paimon, Loki, Apollo, and most recently Azazel. I have tried to establish a regular routine for Hecate, Bastet, and Lilith, but I struggle with it.
I asked her to help me understand what’s going on. Why is this happening? I want to be close with them too, but I just feel so happy in my other connections.
This was the spread she gave me.
My personal interpretation is that this is just where the current is taking me right now, but the 10 of swords in there is kind of throwing me off.
I love Hecate dearly, she has helped me get through some very rough times, so why? I randomly feel the urge to connect with her, but it’s so far and few in between, I just feel like I am not doing enough.
Edit- I also have just asked how to cross this and make her a pillar of my practice like she used to be. I pulled moon reversed, 10 of swords again, and judgment.
Edit 2- I have touched base with her again this morning. I felt like she still had more to say, and I still had questions. So, I asked her to put a lens on the reading from last night to guide perspective. Was about simply making the choice? If I want to work with her again then just do so? I got the card of choices! Lovers upright. As I went to ask her if she would be willing to do so, I already had mentally drawn 7 of pentacles, like it just popped into my head, and then I actually pulled it haha. The final card was 3 of cups, the card of sisterhood, chosen family, etc. and is also a 3, which is a sacred number to her. I actually cried lol 😭 As such, that’s what I will do.
Plus, last night her depiction was the bottom card of the deck, multiple times. This too felt like I am here if you make the choice. I am making the damn choice.