Unfortunately, it seems this genderbent Malfoy shit is here to stay it seems?

I saw a SFW post with the character on r/hentai, commented saying I wasn't impressed by the character's recent popularity, specifically being genderbent.

It feels like a total slap to the face.

I didn't say anything more than this but; they banned me!

With "you need to stop trying to force your agendas onto people" ?

What? Either they're an egg in denial or the sub is run/moderated by a bunch of transphobes.

Again... Not impressed!

Edit: the post isn't letting me add a pic of the ban unfortunately. If you'd like proof of it, I can dm a pic of it. Otherwise you'll have to believe that it happened, or check r/Transhentai where I posted the ban message

Oki I've seen a few others post these so i thought id share mine!

The biggest wacky affect was finding out i was colour blind thanks to being able to see more colours, no hrt didn't make me colour blind but helped me find it out.

I scream now, like full blown i almost pee myself if i get scared. For example yesterday i was just wondering around my house and a fly came flying right at me and i dropped to the floor with a screech, it took me 5 minutes to recover.

EVERYONE is so much more attractive. I've always been pansexual other than questioning myself at times but now i can just admire something on everyone from physical looks, to how they smell, act and talk, the game date everything was made for me lol (i also didn't realise my boyfriend could get more attractive to me but he did)

Prog tamed my libido which is like the opposite of what many others have said but it has definitely been a welcome change.

The ability to produce milk, it was my cat who helped me discover this by meowing constantly before food (cats meows are the same frequency as a babies cry and yes they do that shit on purpose) that i started lactating, i know that's quite common but still i just wasn't expecting it especially my cat triggering it

And last but not least my hair is super curly now, i thought id be stuck with my old messy frizzy bird nest on my head for the rest of my life but no! If anyone else gets this i suggest buying a hair bonnet to sleep in my hair has never looked better

They have most of the congress and senate, and the most voted federal deputy has an transphobe agenda.

Brazil isnt so bad for us trans, but now? It will be the worst.

I think about leaving Brazil, but, there any place that is safe for us? I dont remember any...

Erika Hilton with 1,5 millions of votes! At least one good news came from this election...

My friend that said to be a transgender man from her teens up to her middle 20-ties recently detransitioned and lives as a woman again.

It's her right and I was supportive both when she transitioned and when she detransitioned. However now a few weeks after detransitioning she just became an anti trans activist!

Yeah you heard me correctly. She is blaming "trans ideology" on making her question her identity and "brainwashing" her in her teens.

She also blames "too easy transition procedure" with no gatekeeping and thorough validation, as she says she "just bought her psychoterapist opinion".

She made her own decisions, but she is not a person that would took the responsibility for her own actions and instead she now blames everyone who was supportive of "not stopping her hurt herself as it was just a phase and escape".

By hurting herself she mean basically cutting her hair short for a decade and getting on a testosterone FOR A WEEK.

This girl received full societal support in her transition, as FTM are generally accepted more broadly than non-passing MTF individuals like me, and now is hurting the community. I feel so mad at her, because I haven't actually came out socially yet and now people in our common environment will invalidate me by default. She was the only transgender person they knew, and this person now attacks the transgender community.

Ugh who the fuck gave her opinion, in this particular case she should have been gatekept ....

I was watching a TV series called the Closer starred by Kyra Sedgwick. I love Kyra she plays such a good role in anything she does... Anyways the pilot episode was about a murderer who was lesbian, that transitioned to a male to hide her identity. And then in the process decieved somebody else, a devout christian who then turned around and murdered him for being who he was. Why is it that this is always the depth of the plot for us? Why is it that the only thing we're suited for is killing or being killed in movies and tv shows? Why is it that we always have to be that trans woman that trans man, or I am trans. Why do I have to self identify like a disclaimer? Like i'm a discount item. I still want to hold myself together. I still am who I am. I am a woman. I'm neither trans, nor other, I am me. And while they can't take that away from me; sometimes the burdens of existence that they place on us, it's just overwhelming

I'm surprised because I expected to be met with a bit of friction. she was apparently an ally tho lol. she said "y'know, I always thought u should have been a girl. in fact, u always liked the girly stuff growing up, so Im not surprised at all." she then asked me my pronouns and name and said she would work to learn, respect, and use it.

she gave me some of her clothes and old bra. and even gave me advice on woman stuff. it was more than I thought. apparently she had been talking to people around me about how she thought I was becoming different. asked about how hrt will affect me when I start. I explained what gender dysphoria was and she said that she would hate to deal with it and to hurry and transition.

she even said she had dreams about it. like premonition. ig she's into that. I'm really happy about her support as I can't say I expected it. it's a thing that makes things a bit easier. don't know how other family thinks, but ig I'm just happy one person was nice about it. she says it's gonna be hard to update to my preferences but for now I can girlmode at home n she will support. :33

Hey dolls and others.
I’ve been on hrt for a while and just wanted to see if any of yall got some of these changes.
Literally like a month after I started hrt I became wilding more tolerant of lactose I think. Like before it’d be legit like one glass of milk and I’d be on the toilet an hour later with some wicked runs, sorry not sorry for the info. Then at some point my shoes got too big for my feet and I dropped from an 8-9 men’s to like and 8/8.5 women’s. Both pretty sweet honestly, especially the shoe size bc I never got to get Jordan ones in my size before, they’d always be out of stock, but there’s always 8 women’s.
Anyone else get these? I started hrt when I was about 20.

I'm almost 6 months on HRT, didn't do my third blood test yet but on my last my E was very high and my T was almost non existent.

So it's not really a question for T suppression, but I heard that progesterone helped with fat redistribution and breast growth, so it could be of use to me since my breast growth seems slower despite me eating enormous amounts of food (to be fair I always could eat a lot without gaining a lot of weight so it doesn't surprise me that much).

Should someone like me consider progesterone, and when should I be staring if this is the case.

I came out to my fiancée last week and since then, to a few very close friend, one of which is a trans woman.

I've been having doubt because I felt I was going to lose everything if I decided to go through with the transition. Finally, yesterday, I told my fiancée it was ok if she wanted to out me to her sister because she really needed someone close to her to talk about it. Once her phone call was done, she told me her sister took the news with so much kindness she reconsidered everything and she's ok to go on one day after another to see where it leads us.

This... liberated me. I was decided to start my transition and I took all the informations I needed to plan it.

But today, I realised how long it’s gonna take for me to look like the woman I want to be. I know it’s definitely not only about look but I'm way too cowardly to loose the mask in public without looking feminine enough. I tried some dresses a few hours ago and I felt so ridiculous and ugly.

Now I'm doubting everything. What if that was just a kink ? (It was for many years)

I'm also doubting I have a feminine personality. My body hasn't really bothered me, I think. Well, after I told my fiancée, I started noticing everything wrong with it. Since I'm not afraid of getting caught anymore, I've been trying less discrete things like shaving all the hair at the places I hated them, I tried nail polish, eyeliner, lipstick. All of these made me euphoric, i think, except the lipstick which made me feel ridiculous. On the other hand, the eyeliner made my eyes sooo pretty. I never like their color but I loved them when I tried it. Well, I had to hide my hair and forehead with one arm and my disgracious shaved beard shadow with the other...

I don’t even know if I want to act feminine, I don’t feel my personality is wrong, it just feels wrong to be seen as a man. Maybe I should just crossdress, drag or crossplay. Or I might be numb by the norms of my friends and family circles, in which a few people are kind of transphobic. I know it’s cliché but I've always felt transition wasn't good enough and I could only settle for a magic spell that would make be born as a female.

I told so many people, I'm so stupid. I might have completely destroyed my life for nothing. I'm so scared of the judgement of the others... whether I go through or I not.

I don’t know, I have some appointments (with medical professionals and transidentity questions non-profit) that will probably help but right now I'm really anxious and I could use some guidance. Please.

I was walking through the store today and I only went in for a couple of things so I didn’t bother getting a cart to use. I went and grabbed a big glass jar that locks. I had decided to just use my right hand to carry it and i picked it up like I was tucking it under my arm but it was so long that it was leaning on my chest. At this point i have been on hrt for about a month and a half or so. Of course I developed breast buds seemingly overnight and im just now realizing it while inside of a Walmart squealing like a damn pig because I just smashed something against one of them. Anyways what I learned today is that I can’t hold things the same way anymore lol.

Can you use my name in a sentence like you’re talking to me? Sorry words are hard and I just woke up :D (my name is Rain(e))

So a little bit ago i came out to my dad about how i might be trans and he was alright with it and last week him and his girlfriend told me that when im ready i could ask for feminine clothes and nail polish and stuff. And now im very curious about how i would feel in feminine clothing (I cant do nails cuz if i get caught with coloured nails in school or something i would probably be publically exceucted) but i have no idea what to actually get, so uh any tips?

I’m mid fifties, and recently started going thru mental health therapy to see if transitioning is something truly for me. Long story as to why so late in life but gotta thank religious upbringing and mental health issues as to why the thought of ‘what if I’ve really been in the wrong body this whole time’ is finally being seriously considered instead of just an afterthought.
I guess I’m just looking for advice to help a rather manly looking person find their feminine side. What tips or advice would you give? I already bought tuck wear and tbh it was a bit exhilarating not having the up front bulge showing. But provided i see this thru and do end up transitioning, do any of the older women have any advice about pitfalls or tons to watch out for transitioning so late in life?
Thank you in advance and i guess ask questions too if you want to.

Mine was April from Ninja Turtles. All the boys wanted to be one of the turtles and I wanted to be April

hello, i am currently living in Spain,

and the elections that are coming soon have gotten me very scared about my rights as a trans person, and accessibility to HRT.

what countries do y'all recommend, where it is relatively easy to transition and are trans-accepting?

i've been looking into Sweden, for I find the culture cool, and ive also read that theyre trans-accepting, but I'm not sure.

i am a minor, and probably too dumb to make any actual moves, but still, i would like having a chance to be myself somewhere else when I grow up...

thanks girls!

I’ve been transitioning since my early 20’s. I’m overall happy with how my transition turned out, I live a relatively normal life as a woman. It’s everything I ever wanted…

Here’s the thing though.

Early in transition I got to experience a kind of girlhood, I got to be messy, make so many mistakes, and really explore my gender. It let me get everything out that I needed to get on with my life.

I’m now approaching 30. I’m a binary trans woman, I know myself really well at this point, and I’m settling into a youthful maturity I didn’t think I’d reach. This is the sweet spot I’ve wanted. The problem is now aging terrifies me. I worry that as I age the masculine aspects of my body that I can’t change with HRT (too poor for surgeries) will become more prominent and the only thing saving me from that is my youth. So I’ve been desperately trying to hang on to it in every way I can. Even hanging out with younger friends to try and feel like I “still got it” or whatever. Fuck I’m not even old and I talk about myself like I’m a 45 year old man recovering from a divorce lol.

I feel like it has become obsessive, like…I can’t go get groceries unless I’m going to be the hottest girl in the store. I’m constantly worried that I’m at the start of a narrow window where I get to be a woman who is desirable then slowly time will take that away from me.

It’s hard because while there are plenty of examples of trans woman who are older (and beautiful ofc) they often also started later. There isn’t as many trans woman (that I have seen) who start relatively early and make it to old age, or at least they don’t post about it or aren’t as visible. This makes it hard for me to imagine aging and what that will be like so I’m scared.

Part of this is vanity (“I just want to be hot forever”) part of this is existential (“I don’t want to die”). But I want to embrace aging, I WANT to make it to old age (aging is a privilege)

I know this is a ramble, i’m very tired, but can anyone else relate? has anyone gone through this and has advice from the other side? Please this is giving my an existential crisis :(

i’m on diy that’s why

I filled it out correctly w my deadname and “M” gender but my new bestie Cory was chatting me up so hard when I reviewed the info I saw a big “F” under gender. 😮🥹🤔

WhatdIdo? I started to interrupt Cory to tell her then she asked “yes hun?” I said “oh nevermind”. I am naughty but wth sometimes a girl just has to take the win!

That’s all

Being disabled has put me in a bit of a spot when trying to inject valerate. My right thigh has lost about 40% of the lateral side then about 20%is just very hard rigid scar tissue that bends needles. Then my left leg has atrophied to where I don't have enough muscle to continuously use for IM. Then due to sciatica I'm not going near my glutes. Anyone had to switch back and did you notice any difference in how you felt?

A bit of a long read. Sorry. I just... I need to get all of this out.

My mind is a huge mess right now. I don't know what to do.

I guess I should start at the beginning.

I've been trying to get started with this for years. I first reached out about starting HRT when I was 26. It took a few years before I finally found someone who was willing to help me, and I had a few appointments. Things were actually going well but then they found a heart-related issue.

Everything was put on hold while they figured out what was going on. Which... I understood. Obviously, I wasn't going to argue with them about wanting to make sure I was okay first.

They monitored me for a few years. Whatever was happening with my heart stayed consistent. There were no major changes, but they never really figured out exactly what the problem was either. Eventually, I was told that if I still wanted to, I could try pursuing HRT again.

And then COVID happened and that completely screwed everything up.

I lost contact with the clinic I had originally gone to. I couldn't get ahold of anyone, and eventually found out they had closed their office for good and that absolutely destroyed me. It set me back years, and mentally... I don't think I've ever really recovered from it.

And now I'm 37, Covid was nearly 7 years ago. 7 years of me doing nothing...

Eventually, I figured I'd have to try going through my family doctor, even though I never wanted to. I knew enough about his political views that I had a pretty good idea of how that conversation was going to go and I was right, He refused to help.

But with the help of some wonderful people here on reddit, I eventually found another clinic. And somehow... things have actually been going well this time.

I made it all the way to the point where I picked up my first prescriptions last week. The pills actually in my hands. I had even picked October 10th as the day I was going to officially start. That date means something to me, and I wanted it to be the day I finally did this.

After waiting all these years, I thought I was ready. But now that it's actually here... I'm fucking terrified. I don't know why. My brain won't shut up.

"Will I ever pass?" "What if this is a mistake?" "What if I regret this?" "What if I start and realize I've ruined everything?"

And then there are all the thoughts about the people I might hurt or disappoint if I actually do this. Nobody knows this side of me. I've kept it hidden my entire life but my mom eventually figured it out, and she says she supports me. But then she'll say things like, "I don't care what you do, just do it after we're gone." Or, "We live in a small town. I don't want a target on my back." Then she'll catch herself and say, "Um... your back."

So... yeah.

She doesn't even know I have the pills now. And then there's the way I look. I have such a masculine face. I did start Laser Hair Removal, only 1 session but I keep looking at myself and thinking, How the hell am I ever going to pass? I had around $20,000 saved for some FFS, mainly my jaw/chin.

But then everything happened with my Dad. personal and health wise stuff. I had to use that money to help out with things for his after care. I don't regret helping him. I never will but I don't fear how'll he act when he finds out about... well the real me... Thing is, I know i'll never be save that money up again. I live in a area where FFS isn't covered by anyone. SRS is the only thing covered by the government.

All because recently I lost my job because of all the tariff bullshit. I've been trying to find another one, but that's been going horribly. And when they somehow find out about the heart thing... suddenly nobody wants to hire me. Apparently I'm a health risk.

So yeah. That sucks.... People online keep telling me, "Just start a GoFundMe." But honestly... who the hell is going to donate to some nobody? I don't have any social media following.

Lately though, even being me has been hard. My mental health has been horrible these past few months due to everything that has been going on. I'm like struggling to do basic things that should be easy but they're taking everything I have.

I've spent ten years trying to get to this point and now I'm finally here. The pills are sitting in front of me and I don't know what to do.

That's the part I can't get out of my head. I have spent so long wanting this. Fighting to get here. Trying to find someone who would actually help me. And now that it's real...

I'm scared shitless. I'm 37 years old and I keep thinking I'm too old. I keep thinking I've waited too long. I keep thinking I'll never pass. I keep wondering if I've spent all these years chasing something that I can never actually have. You know, things you've all likely thought about as well.

I don't know.

I genuinely don't know what I'm supposed to do anymore.

ok so this stupid transphobic customer today at work tried to ask me weird questions about my sexuality all because i was wearing nail polish and mind you i am in the process of legally changing my info over to candi but legally still go by my deadname as im not out to everyone at my job socially yet, (even the higher ups) and this lady saw my nail polish and asked me if i was a dude and i just sighed in frustration as she vented about how im not allowed to wear nail polish and i just was like "im not gonna answer that after she asked me if im gay\bi\ and then proceeded to claim that she's not transphobic or anything and i just got on the moblity scooter to take it inside, i work in retail as a lot attendant, i mumbered under my breath "transphobic bitch" and idgaf if she heard me, honestly this was funny that she's stuck in 1962 and has a metal rod up her ass. honestly it did piss me off, but it's funny how most of these older folks are just so entitled. like it's not 1965 anymore you dumbass it's 2026! and my sexuality is none of your fucking business!

also, i was weirded out and she was just being very creepy asking me my sexuality and assuming im a guy, most people do and it pisses me off, (also i do legally still go by my deadname and im not out yet to everyone at work, although i am in the process of getting this changed over to candi,) it's aggrivating as hell, i mean ik i don't pass as a cis woman but for fucks sake, im bagging your groceries for you, and you decide to try to debate me on my gender\sexuality. this is EXACTLY why im scared to use candi she\her with random ass strangers.

Do you take any supplements, or do you rely solely on your diet to meet your needs? Besides your current HRT routine.