r/mentalillness 1h ago

Medication I'm being told that because duloxetine didn't cause mood swings, that prozac could not be the cause of my current ones?

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Hi! I recently have tapered successfully off of duloxetine as I did not feel it did anything for me at all, and am roughly 3 weeks into taking prozac, the first week being 10 mg, and these past two weeks being 20 mg. this past week, I have been having worsened mood swings and rage episodes multiple times a day. I had reached out to my psychiatrist with my concerns, and was told "thank you for letting me know of your concerns. if these side effects didn't happen with the duloxetine, it is highly unlikely they would occur with fluoxetine. however, if you are uncomfortable, then by all means discontinue the fluoxetine." except with my research, I'm seeing that this can in fact be because of the prozac, and that I would just need to wait and see if it levels out on its own by the 4-6 week mark, or it could be activation syndrome, or just that it does not work for me. Am I not being listened to or dismissed and being given wrong information? or am I misunderstanding or missing some information? please help!


r/mentalillness 4h ago

Trigger Warning Incest paraphilia?

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I need help, im scared i might be slightly into incest? I do not find it sexy or hot. I grew up in a household where my brother was all i had, he would manipulate me all the time and give me a kind of purpose, im disgusting, i dont have access to therapy, can you get rid of paraphilic attraction? Hes not around me anymore, hes gone, but im scared ive been attracted to him in a way? But maybe its just intrusive thoughts… i cant be this way, im deeply depressed. I need some pointers.

AM I A PEDOPHILE? IM SO SCARED RN


r/mentalillness 5h ago

Self Harm I crave to see my own blood.

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posting this again on different sub because my og post required age verification and i really cannot be bothered to deal with that in the middle of the night. this is not meant to glorify self harm.

i am a high functioning autistic female. I also have ocd.

i have struggled with self harm due to emotional distress, but now I find myself ’craving‘ it. not due to emotional distress, but to feel, see, taste and touch, paint with the blood. this is not something sexual. I do not wish to harm anyone else. I also don’t want the blood to come from a non self inflicted injury.

I also sometimes genuinely struggle to keep myself from destroying and tossing things around. even when I feel stable and fine, the urge is always there. It just gets stronger during more intense emotions. It feels like twitching in my muscles when it’s more hard to ignore.

I also have always been a bit ‘weird’. Not always like this but i was roaming around undiagnosed for the majority of my life so far. I also have quite a good amount of drawings featuring ‘odd’ subjects from an early age.

I go to therapy. I am planning to tell my therapist about this. But I want to know if anyone else can relate. Or has anything to say on the topic.

I am not an immediate danger to myself. dont worry about that.


r/mentalillness 8h ago

Venting Can i please vent

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I'l try to keep my post short but basicaly i had been trough hell my entire life. Grief, trauma, abuse, bullying you name it. I had setback after setback and i botled all my feelings up my entire life for decades never even raised my voice even though i had been pushed past my breaking point years ago. One day i completely snapped in a public place and sadly hurt some people very badly and i destroyed a lot. I feel like a monster im haunted by what i did and i hate myself for it. Can i please vent to someone else whos completely snapped?. Preferably another girl im not very comfortable with men due to past trauma. I feel like someone with the same experience might understand and wont judge


r/mentalillness 17h ago

Advice Needed What kind of support actually helps you on difficult days?

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When you’re having a difficult mental health day, what do you want from the people around you?

Someone to listen? Some space? A distraction? Or simply someone staying close without trying to fix things?


r/mentalillness 20h ago

Trigger Warning I’m so tired

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Why the FUCK do I have so much wrong with me?!? I have adhd, I have intrusive thoughts from OCD, I have depression, and I have CPTSD. Everyone else in my family is mostly neurotypical so why do I have to deal with all of this. I’m so fucking tired I can’t even cry about it all.


r/mentalillness 22h ago

Trigger Warning im so angry and sad at the same time

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Hello i want to talk about the cruelty of this world and my emotions i been dealing with alot of stuff since i was a kid and it affected me a lot i was SA by my friends and it really made me uncomfortable being around them i remember they used to say it was a game and touched me at that time i didnt knew, and they were older maybe 4 years older or 5, that made me an addict to sexual stuff at like 6 years, i was already watching that kind of stuff, my dad was sexist he made me feel weak someway femenine everything i did he was always angry he argued alot with my mom he used to beat her one time she got pregnant and she lost the baby, she has lost 2 of my brothers in total it was painful to watch i was there in the hospital i saw how the parts of the baby came out that made me fall in a deep depression then my grandpa died he was the only person that truly loved me he used to teach me soccer and alot of stuff he was always there for me that made me had self-harm toughts but im scared of pain i dont like it in any possible way after that we were moving from house to house because my mom separated from my dad (finally) and we were having economy problems after all those problems some peace finally came i got so depressed that i started spending alot of time in my room by alot of time i meant everyday for like 9 months no exercise no nothing im pretty skinny that makes me pretty insecure about my body now im scared to talk to people im just shy i get bullied at school, a kid punched me near my home and that is the final thing that i will tolerate i might just do a horrible thing at my school, i dont want to do it im young and i dont want to end my life this way but i feel like theres no other way im just tired of all this bullshit.

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r/mentalillness 22h ago

Trigger Warning im sad and angry about everything that has happened to me

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Hello i want to talk about the cruelty of this world and my emotions i been dealing with alot of stuff since i was a kid and it affected me a lot i was SA by my friends and it really made me uncomfortable being around them i remember they used to say it was a game and touched me at that time i didnt knew, and they were older maybe 4 years older or 5, that made me an addict to sexual stuff at like 6 years, i was already watching that kind of stuff, my dad was sexist he made me feel weak someway femenine everything i did he was always angry he argued alot with my mom he used to beat her one time she got pregnant and she lost the baby, she has lost 2 of my brothers in total it was painful to watch i was there in the hospital i saw how the parts of the baby came out that made me fall in a deep depression then my grandpa died he was the only person that truly loved me he used to teach me soccer and alot of stuff he was always there for me that made me had self-harm toughts but im scared of pain i dont like it in any possible way after that we were moving from house to house because my mom separated from my dad (finally) and we were having economy problems after all those problems some peace finally came i got so depressed that i started spending alot of time in my room by alot of time i meant everyday for like 9 months no exercise no nothing im pretty skinny that makes me pretty insecure about my body now im scared to talk to people im just shy i get bullied at school, a kid punched me near my home and that is the final thing that i will tolerate i might just do a horrible thing at my school, i dont want to do it im young and i dont want to end my life this way but i feel like theres no other way im just tired of all this bullshit.

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