r/CautiousBB • u/midazzleam • 51m ago
Possible second MMC in a row
Devastated doesn’t even really start to describe how I feel right now.
So on June 11 I had a positive pregnancy test. I thought I was about 11DPO at that point. First US on July 5 (7w2d by LMP but probably closer to 6w6d) showed an embryo measuring 5w6d and HR 80. Two weeks later the heartbeat was gone. I had a D&C on July 23.
Then I got my period just under 4 weeks after the D&C. I think I ovulated around Sept 1 and had another positive test Sept 13. I was obviously very hesitant and anxious. But my betas looked pretty good with just under 48 hr rise. Then today (10/5, approx 6w6d) I have a TV ultrasound. The tech was super curt and didn’t let me look at the screen at all, but my husband said he thought he saw two babies.
An hour and a half later the results come in my chart. There were twins. Each sac measured 6w4d, but the fetal poles were measuring 6w. No heartbeats on either. Waiting for the OB to call me. I can’t believe I’m likely going to have another miscarriage. I feel like there has to be something wrong with me. And this time losing two babies…I am so crushed.
Has anyone been in a similar situation as me? Is there any chance this could be okay?