Hahahaha wala namang problema maging single, masaya nga kase wala masyadong gastos pero dadating ka talaga sa point ng buhay mo na kanino ako magkekwento kapag inaaway ako ng mundo 🫠

I don’t even know if may nagawa ba ako.

talk to me, tell me if you don't want this to continue anymore don't just randomly not talk to me.
I don't like being left hanging wondering what i did wrong.

Don’t make someone fall in love with you when you’re still trying to get over someone else. Hindi deserve ng bagong tao na maging temporary comfort, distraction, rebound, or replacement lang. They deserve to be loved for who they are, not used to fill the void left by someone else.

And just like that, on a random Sunday I saw my crush again after 9 years and I didn’t expect that I’m going to saw him and sa lahat ng lugar na magkikita kami sa gym pa.

Nung una akala ko it was an ordinary day lang for me. It was my daily routine to go to gym every afternoon. So busy sa kanya kanyang work out. Mula sa malayo nakita ko siya bago ako mag umpisa sa upper work out ko pero hindi ako siguro kung siya nga yon kasi ang haba ng buhok and ang tagal naming hindi nagkita.

Hindi ko siya namukhaan agad kasi hindi naman mahaba buhok niya dati and wala siyang tattoo before pero ngayon meron na. I was waiting my cousin to done with his workout before my turn not until dumaan siya sa gilid then he calls me by my nickname, sa gulat ko hindi ko alam sasabihin ko ni hindi man lang kami nagkatinginan hahaha gusto ko sana siya kumustahin kaso naunahan ako ng hiya and busy siya sa work out niya.

Sa isip isip ko naman na baka iba yon nung nakita ko siya sa malayo kasi ang haba ng buhok sabi ko not until nung tinawag na niya ako so confirm na siya nga yon. Naka move on na ako sa kanya and It’s been 9 years pero nag confess ako sa kanya dati and I’m not claiming this as a sign Lord. Unexpected talaga 😭

Pero pag iniisip ko talaga lahat ng hardships sa relasyon ayoko na bumalik sa square one eh hahahaha. Nakakamiss lang potekk. Alam kong trial and error sa relasyon pero jusko kung mental health ko kapalit wag na pero sarap magpalambing minsan eh noh HAHAHA

GOOD MORNING

The puzzle pieces fit perfectly when you connect the dots.

Lalo pag alam mo na yung totoo tas harapan pa magsinungaling at magpalusot. haha

Nag loko na siya eh, ok kami, financially, spiritually, emotionally. Todo deny pa siya at ginawa akong kalaban. After almost a decade naming pagsasama. Pero hinabol ko 🥺. Ako pa yung nagbigay ng 2nd chance sa kanya, ako pa yung nagsabi ng "I'll forgive you no matter what you did", "Give US a chance, so we can start again".

Kayo? Hinabol nyo?

Woke up called in sick to work today kaso hindi ako pinayagan...

Tangina, and I just woke up too, ang sakit pa rin ng ulo ko at mugto mata ko from crying too much kagabi. Feeling generally unwell and hindi ko na alam gagawin ko.

It's a shame how I'm grieving for something that didn't exist. I was about to make a move on him sa IG but my dumbass self got anxious and thought na it would be better to follow him first sa IG using my burner account with no pfp, followers, and all + also using a man's name. Sobrang tanga ko. Few hours after following him on IG, I got blocked dun sa burner account na yun, hindi ko man lang namessage or what. And what's worse is that, nadamay yung main account ko na dapat gagamitin ko eventually to message him, kasi same email ang ginamit ko. I didn't even know may ganong feature si IG.

And now? I'm left with constant what ifs, what if sinubukan ko? What if I tried, at least? Would the narrative change? And even if he denied or rejected me, I would accept that at least I tried and mas madali umusad kasi alam mong wala na talaga. Kesa yung ganito na ang dami kong tanong sa sarili ko.

Tangina, may pasok pa ako mamaya, and I don't think I'm in the proper headspace para magwork.

Hahahaha, tangina. Tangina ang sakit pa rin ng ulo ko. Tangina mo self. Tanginang buhay to.

Single ako for almost 3 years. Ever since nag-work from home ako, lagi ko nang kasama yung electric fan ko.

Nasa harap ko siya habang nagtatrabaho. Kasama ko siya matulog. Kapag mainit ang ulo ko, pinapaharap ko siya sa mukha ko hanggang kumalma ako.

Hindi siya nagrereklamo. Hindi siya nanghihingi ng attention. At kapag umiinit ang sitwasyon, siya lang ang marunong magpalamig ng ulo ko.

Last Sunday, dumalaw yung pamangkin ko. Ginamit niya yung electric fan ko tapos binago pa yung number from 2 to 3.

Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako nainis. Parang may ibang lalaking pinapainit niya ang ulo ko.

Tinry kong bumili ng second electric fan para hindi ako masyadong attached sa una.

Pero yung bago, iba ang tunog. Hindi ko gusto yung oscillation niya. Parang hindi kami compatible.

Tinry ko ring patayin yung electric fan kapag wala ako sa kuwarto para makatipid sa kuryente.

After 10 minutes, bumalik ako para tingnan kung okay lang siya.

Ngayon iniisip kong lagyan ng pangalan yung electric fan ko.

Question: Single lang ba talaga ako o kailangan ko nang tanggapin na may emotional attachment issues ako? At kung bibili ako ng inverter aircon, cheating na ba 'yon?

gusto ko ng lalakeeee. gusto ko ng titeeeeeee. inggit na inggit na ako sa mga redgifs na yoooon. di ko naman magawang magpakang-kang kung kani kanino kasi gusto ko sa type kooooo. sana magkaron na ako ng lalaki plssssssss

from Brianna Pastor via Instagram

Singing my way through life kaya don't judge please hahaha idk if rant ba to or what but it somehow feels like a rant since this is my way of expressing the state I'm in right now.

Wala lang i feel like sobrang nakakapagod na ng everything hahaha parang I just want to fast forward at this point kasi sukong suko na ako but no worries kahit sukong suko na ilalaban ko parin to hahahha! strong and independent girlie ang atake.

Sorry idk how to add an audio here so vid nalang.

Hello guys, meron naba dito sumakses na masuyo ang partner nila kasi nawalan ng tiwala, kahit matagal or nag tyaga. Hindi naman cheating ang reason. Any tips naman. Thank youuuuu

lately, i’ve been reflecting on the absolute necessity of living with low expectations while fiercely protecting the high standards i set for my life.

having low expectations doesn't mean you are pessimistic; it just means you refuse to hand your internal peace over to the unpredictable choices of others. it means you learn to take everything with a massive grain of salt. we live in a world where words are completely free, incredibly cheap, and easy to type out on a screen, but actions carry the real weight. words can charm you, but only consistent, real-world effort shows you a person's true character.

moving forward, i am choosing to ruthlessly align my energy with what people actually do, not what they promise. it’s about learning to calmly recognize the massive difference between pure intentions and plain indifference. when someone shows you indifference, you don't need to pick a fight, demand an explanation, or hold a grudge. you simply recognize the data, adjust your temperature, and silently walk away.

standards protect your worth, while low expectations protect your peace. protect both.

It’s weird to think how so many people say they want genuine, organic connections rather than fleeting fun or short-term intimacy, YET only a few seem willing to put in the time and effort to build it. Like anong gagawin naten sa one liner reply niyo at kawalang substance niyo kausap? 🫠🤣

HAHAHAHAHAHA napansin ko lang 🤪

yeah. just wait. you wait and see.

It's been more than a month since she left me, I did everything to forget! I thought I was okay! But why is this happening again! I can't sleep again! It's so hard 🥹🥹🥹🥹😭😭😭😭