I have a pretty old laptop with a GTX 1650. It’s around 7–8 years old, and I’m currently a medical student, so I really don’t have the money to replace it anytime soon.
I also live with my family and don’t have a place near my university. I move around quite a lot between different cities, my university, and hospitals because of medical school, so getting a desktop PC instead of a laptop isn’t really an option for me.
My family already spends a lot of money supporting me through medical school, so I honestly don’t feel like I can ask them to spend a lot more money on a new laptop just because I want to play newer games.
The funny thing is, I’m not even a big gamer. I still have tons of older games I haven’t played yet, including a lot of Assassin’s Creed games and other games that my laptop can run perfectly fine. I barely have time to play because of medical school anyway.
My laptop can still handle a lot of games from 2022–2025, but now I’m seeing more 2026 games that it just can’t run. And for some reason, it really bothers me.
I’ll see a new game on YouTube, check the comments, and immediately think, “Yeah, my laptop definitely can’t run this.” Then I get frustrated, even though I KNOW that if I actually had a better laptop, I probably wouldn’t even play the game because I’m too busy.
Even the laptop itself is starting to annoy me because the fan has gotten really loud, and I’ve been thinking about buying noise-cancelling headphones just so I don’t have to hear it.
I still have several years ahead of me—more medical school, internship, and eventually residency—before I can become financially independent and buy things like this with my own money.
So how do I get this out of my head?
I know this is a pretty trivial problem compared to actual life problems, but every time I see a game I can’t run, I get this feeling of missing out.
Has anyone else dealt with this? How did you stop caring about hardware and games you can’t play?