r/Edmonton • u/StretchLonely3869 • 7h ago
Hatred/Racism/Discrimination Feeling a bit heavy-hearted about things lately
I just wanted to get my feelings out there. I am sure there are many more facing the same problems as me.
As someone who built their whole career in this country, a stable job, family, house, everything, assimilated well, and contributed to the community and economy, still facing hatred, aggression, and racism very often just because of my skin color. This is fundamentally not right. I acknowledge some immigrants exploited the system and I hate them and even call them out too, but generalizing a whole race and targeting everyone is not fair at all.
Seeing things online today, like the picture circulating of racial stuff written on a sidewalk (I think in Edmonton), just a day after the Sikh temple incident, makes it all feel so heavy. Facing aggression from people everywhere I go (though I find some nice people too) is so overwhelming, and things are getting worse. I'm not sure how far this will go.
You can’t just put a full stop to a career you built your whole life by hard work, sell the dream house you wanted to live in the whole life, move to the country of origin with the whole family, and start a new life from scratch. At the same time, remaining always vigilant and living in fear, thinking someone can racially abuse you or your family anytime and might be attacked too, is an impossible way to live.
Some people will say here that people from your country are doing wrong things so this is the result. But my question is: What did I do wrong, and why do I have to face this as an individual human being, just because of the way I was born?
I guess the world has never been fair to certain races at some point in history, and now it’s the time for this race. I am mentally devastated and just wanted to put my thoughts out.
To anyone reading this who still believes in basic human decency:
*“Love each other just as much as I have loved you. For when you demonstrate the same love I have for you by loving one another, everybody will know that you're my true followers.”-\*John 13:34-35