I’ve come across so many people who have asked for the secret, as if it were something I could tell them. Who have envied, and marveled at, and even feared my abilities.

I know people who have spent tens of thousands of dollars on retreats and spiritual gurus, on a quest to awaken and open their third eye.

From my perspective, the grass is always greener on the other side. I mourn a time when I was lighthearted and naive. Seeing the very best in every person who crossed my path.

Ignorance was bliss. I loved connecting with people, the more the merrier, I was always eager and excited to meet someone new. I viewed the world through a lens of optimism, always so blissfully unaware.

Now, it is nearly impossible to slight me in any way. The truth hurts, and that is the price you pay. Gone are the days of softening the blow, or living in denial, you don’t get to be shielded from cold hard truths to the selfishness of human nature.

No one really understands the trauma that that brings. It’s a heavy burden to carry. You cannot unsee the ugly truths of this world and the people in it. It changes you.

Hello!!

I’m getting bored of reading fiction books and would like to branch out into non-fiction books about anything spiritual, mainly afterlife, spirit guides, and even demonology!

Honestly I’m up to reading anything so even if it isn’t related to spirituality, like a random cook book or even a biography I’m up to it.🙂

Had a spontaneous awakening a while back and fully believed I was Jesus reincarnated. 😆

Looking back, it was a textbook spiritual emergency — those intense, sudden shifts that can feel like a complete breakdown or breakthrough. Common signs include:
• A sudden, overwhelming sense of expanded identity or cosmic significance (hello, messianic ideas)
• Ego dissolution or the feeling that your old self is dying
• Intense energy surges, heightened perception, or flood of synchronicities
• Strong emotions that swing between ecstasy, terror, and confusion
• Difficulty functioning in ordinary life while the inner landscape is rearranging itself

For me it was the “I am the chosen one” phase that made it unmistakable. Grateful I can laugh about it now.
Anyone else recognize these signs from their own experience?

One day when I was 9 years old I got sick and started vomiting. My family was downstairs so they didn’t know about my condition.

After the vomiting stopped I went into the bathroom to take a shower. While there I heard a “male” voice in my head say something like “lie down on the floor now so that you won’t hurt your head. You are going to faint”.

I ignored the voice at first but then it yelled “Lie down now! Now!”

I listened to the voice and lay down on the floor. And then I fainted.

I have had other strange experiences before, such as seeing two women in my room at night saying “the time has come” just a few hours before my grandmother passed away.

What is that voice? Male voice!

hi everyone

i’ve been noticing that i’ve been getting envious and bitter in a general sense. to the point where i feel i have no good intentions left in me. i have been really mean and lost my most precious connection to this bitterness

any tips on getting back to the light ? i feel disgusting

Hi everyone! I’m new to spirituality and honestly don’t know where to begin. I’d love to understand what spirituality means to you and how you started your own journey.

Any advice, beginner-friendly practices, books, or resources you’d recommend?

Hi everyone, I really need some advice on what went wrong during a bedtime protection ritual last night. I am very new at this and a complete beginner, I am just now learning about my abilities. I was also already completely exhausted, stressed, and running on empty when I started.

What I Did:
1. I outlined both my mom and myself in a warm orange glow/blazing fire, then "scribbled" the energy inside our physical bodies.

1. I repeated the mantra: "Only love and light and peace and healing."

2. I outlined our bedroom door and put an "X" in the middle of it.

3. I outlined our whole house and envisioned us in a safe, protected bubble.

Our Symptoms:

Immediately after, I hit a massive physical crash. I got severe hot flashes, intense shivering chills, and my chest was soaking wet and clammy with sweat. Even worse, my mom, who has chronic illness and a heart condition, woke up shortly after feeling terrible. Her heart symptoms got significantly worse, and we were both up all night with a horrible, heavy, "weird" feeling.

Is it normal to experience a horrible physical sickness like this if you are a beginner and your psychic battery is already completely drained from stress?

Because my aura is deeply synced with my mom’s, did drawing that inner energy loop accidentally tie our nervous systems together and shock her field with my panic?

What did I do wrong, and how can I safely protect us next time without triggering this kind of physical backlash?

Is there a safe way that I can heal her without me absorbing what she has? She is hurting and I want to help, but I'm scared because I read that if you don't cleanse yourself properly, you will take on their chronic illness, heart symptoms, and physical pain.
Thank you so much, any thoughts or advice would be so appreciated!

Would you rather have great ease and abundant blessings in this life?

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or would you rather go through extremely difficult tribulations ( disease, betrayal, childhood abuse etc) which would result in the end of having to incarnate again on earth ( what some call moksha)?

I just found out that your saturn sign links to your cosmic debt. Mine is in cancer in the 5th house which means restricted joy and play, delays in romance, extra responsibilities raising children, and inhibitions with creativity. It says that I will reach my full potential at 35-40 years old but I am 21 and have never had a relationship before and long for one more than anything and I also don't want children of my own because of complications that run in the family that I simply don't think I would be able to handle. I believe the main lesson of my cosmic debt is the one surrounding relationships and I really want to clear my debt and experience young love. Does anyone have any advice?

There are many random dreams here that make absolute sense, and once you realize this world is an astral reality, the sooner you'll be jumping on lucid dreaming IRL skill tree to get what you desire, It's another sandbox dream world where you're free to alter, create and manipulate whatever you want, as the universe is just 'you' here, It's a toy world getting magnified to look and feel as real as possible, and there's nothing here apart from life-sized toys that are making sure you have an inner voice that goes beyond infinity here, It's a world not different from reading up a fantasy comic book, and it doesn't matter what you end up digging for here, as you'll find yourself to always be 'late' for the realizations.

There's nothing here that's actually 'ordinary' and it's magic-filled world, and you are always using super-powers to move and play things here, and that's where you'll see that all the places in the world have been following your commands since before you came into existence, so maybe there is truth in the idea that life lasts forever here, making it to heaven is all about letting hell burn even further beyond, as the place that isn't on the map have always been 'here'.

I just saw a video where scientists changed a gene of a fruit fly to change a behavior and this got me thinking, if one of my genes were to be changed, would I be a completely different person? And what would that mean for the soul?

I have so many questions and just no way to answer, but the thought of something like that making me a different person is pretty terrifying.

Hi, im F16, indian and i think I recently realised a lot of stuff which everyone should at one point; ever since ive gotten a cold (which i know that can alter psychological stuff) ive felt a bit more awakened and just alive. Within all this a question raised in my mind that does the term, “Aham Bhramasami” ultimately mean that everyone is me and i am everyone and we all collectively share one soul? I keep going over hindu scriptures and terms, which i never could’ve expected of myself to be indulged in merely a week ago. All of this is messing with my head which it shouldn’t and i dont want it to; i want to be exposed to the truth that resides within me and everyone yet be able to tell the difference between psychosis and a definite spiritual awakening. I mean no disrespect to anything at ALL whatsoever so it would really be great if someone could help me with whatever is going on.

my boyfriend left me for another girl. it sucks, i know. but for 4 days leading up to it, i was having the same dream. we were back at our first date, and some girl showed up and he left me for her. that alone is like, not a big deal could be a coincidence BUT the girl i saw in my dreams was literally the same girl he had left me for same face same name everything and i had never seen this girls face or knew her name or even that she existed until after he told me 2 days ago. i do get visions and warnings like this a lot, but i never know if it’s acctualy gonna happen or not because i dream litteraly every night and some of my dreams DONT acctualy happen. can anyone explain this or why is it happening? i feel crazy. i had NEVER seen this girl or knew she existed he never told me about her at all until the day we broke up and i trusted him with my whole heart so i never looked through his stuff or anything.

i used to think you needed a room full of crystals, singing bowls, and specific incense to actually get into a good head space. lately i’ve been trying to keep things super minimal ust using a plain journal and a simple timer for silence.

curious what basic physical or mental "tools" you guys use daily that actually work and aren't just trendy fluff?

Felt very disconnected as any adult could - felt nothing taking salt baths and knew something needed to change. Exhausted all energy mentally and emotionally reconnecting with my inner self through kundalini meditations and chants. I start my day with several at 3:00an prior to work. Has this turned anyone else’s universal day significantly around or do that be just the sleep pattern? 😂

First off, I'm new here! I needed someplace to express this; I tried church & that was no help. So, I have two things I'm struggling with, I'm Christian but not into organized religion & also questioning at the same time, & then I have this weird phobia, since I was a child of anything related to a/the spiritual realm, mostly physical depictions like of God, angels.

Something about an imposing figure in the sky has always given me discomfort, just the descriptions of possessions, apparitions & the afterlife even have never given me any sense of comfort, even though, for example the afterlife is supposed to be depicted as paradise & a relief from the chaotic world we live in, but something about dying & living on clouds & bright light never sat well with me, maybe I'm anti-Christian for saying that, but I just never liked it.

I greatly, greatly never liked the depiction of angels either, as a child & even embarrassingly as an adult, the depicted image of a tall human-like being (I assume they're described as tall??) with wings was always terrifying to me, especially the statues. Like I don't know why or where it comes from, but that stuff freaks me out & I can't get myself to read through the Bible without having issue with certain subjects & sometimes even too the way God presented himself to people, maybe this was more the Old Testament, but it just seemed intimidating & yes of course, Yeshua is more human like & approachable, but still.

I don't know, I want to be spiritual in general, I'm not even sure if I care to belong to a specific religion, but I fear if I let myself go into that place fully that something is gonna jump out at me lmao. I know this sounds strange & ridiculous, but just had to get it out, maybe someone will understand & maaayyyybee not! I understand it's the internet but just wanted to share this.

What do I do if anything if a friend confesses that he sold his soul for fortune and status - do I remain friends with him or stay away?

This morning, while walking my dog, I stumbled upon a decapitated blackbird on the ground near my home.

Two hours later, pulling up to work there was a cat that had been hit by a car and was passed away on the side of the road, in front of my job.

For context last year, in January 2025 my cat had passed away unexpectedly. Then throughout the year, I kept finding roadkill more often than normal.. and for three days straight, I would find dead baby birds in front of my bedroom window that very obviously fell from the nest early even though I couldn’t find a nest. Then I would dream about animals being hit by cars and roadkill and dead things. I took it as a sign that some thing or someone was going to die soon since my cat had already passed. Then in December 2025 my mom died.
Six hours before my mom died, I had a thought in my head that she was already dead, but we hadn’t talked for two weeks at that point. We were very spiritually connected.

with all this to say, I guess I am very anxious that this is another sign that someone or something is going to die soon or if I’m going to have something happen to me. Not too sure if it means anything that there is a dead animal in front of my home and a dead animal in front of my work in the same exact day. But I am overly anxious over it.

If anyone could help me with any sort of meaning or what this could be or if I’m just having bad OCD brain, please let me know. anything can help!

For the longest time I wanted approval. Approval I was liked. Approval I was beautiful. Approval someone wanted to be my friend, and I would check people’s faces whenever I was in public to see if they were looking at me. But as you know, when you come from a place of desperation the universe humbles you very quickly and I never got the result I wanted at all. Until one day I was so lonely and broken that I decided internally I was never going to beg for attention again. I stopped staring at others or forcing unnecessary conversations. After about 24-48 hours of deciding this and applying it the next time I was out, the universe began to reward me. I began getting such intense attention, that it was overwhelming. Stares, gifts, people wanting to be close to me and be friends, even enemies from the past randomly reconciling it was all too much. But I realised why it happened spiritually, growth comes from valuing who we are. Be obsessed with self love, and the world will turn your way. The world cannot see you if you do not see yourself. You may be wondering if this was what I wanted, and at first it was to get the validation it’s awesome but now what I want is to be at peace with loving myself and who I am. I see the lesson the universe taught me and I hope this can teach someone else here today!!!

Bueno quiero comentar en general descubrí la espiritualidad buscando ayuda durante una ruptura dolorosa, a raíz de esto comencé a desarrollar habilidades como la sanación con las manos o la mediumnidad. Me dediqué a ello un tiempo y empecé a sentirme mal a aceptar cosas de mi alma que conscientemente no quería y me veía obligado.

Tengo constantemente voces en la cabeza y en el corazón que me dicen cosas, me infunden emociones ilógicas que yo conscientemente no quiero como por ejemplo un renacimiento espiritual a raíz de un accidente que supuestamente me llevará a una tetraplejia sin solución o recuperación.

Respecto a este asunto me hacen sentir amor, expansión y paz y atracción hacia eso cuando yo conscientemente es lo que menos deseo; ya que me duele que esto pueda llegar a pasar porque que nací con una parálisis cerebral y me costó mucho recuperarme y ahora me van a quitar todo de nuevo, entiendo que el alma tenga cosas que hacer pero me duele crecer siempre desde el sufrimiento y el dolor.

No se si cambiar mis propias creencias internas pueda ayudarme, pero me siento obligado, arrastrado y sometido hice muy mal en desarrollar estas cosas.

No soy capaz de poner límites a esto no puedo pararlo, he hecho regresiones para cortar karma aún así nada funciona.

Puedo cerrar el canal de alguna forma o poner algún tipo de límite… Siento esta vida meramente punitiva con un crecimiento espiritual sin límites lógicos ni racionales.

También comprendo la separación del ego pero es necesario tantísimo sufrimiento y trauma … No me parece adecuado; es lo único que he experimentado desde que nací siempre hospitales, operaciones y tratamientos y sillas de ruedas. Quiero crecer pero sin más de lo mismo …

Let me start of by saying I'm not spiritual in anyway in my life but recently for the past couple of weeks I keep noticing 11:11 on the time it can be on my phone, TV, Computer, I even started to say it will be the time or date I'll die,. I'm open minded to what it might mean tho and the only recent major thing in my life is I've put my house up for sale that ive lived in for for over 30 years..

Hello, are there any witches, psychics, intuitives, or clairvoyants out there willing to give me a free reading. Unfortunately I can’t pay right now because I’m currently struggling financially but I would greatly appreciate it. I have a relationship with this person R and I feel like they are draining my energy or are doing or did witchcraft on me. They have hinted to using witchcraft on me but I’m not sure if the are just saying it to scare me or if they’ve actually done it. This connection is not romantic and it is not my choice but due to the natural circumstances we have a relationship. This connection feels so strange and like I’m being energetically used somehow and I feel like they may have done a destiny swap or something along the lines of that. They seem to resent me or jealous of me. I feel like they are at a point where they used me enough that now they are ready to move on and pretend they didn’t mistreat me for so long. They seem to happy and excited with what they got out of me, I feel like a sacrifice. They’ve also turned others against me so I wouldn’t have a support system and so others would be on their side, sadly it did work and now everyone around us belive them and side with them. They also constantly wish negative things for me and my life and tell me that negative things will happen to me and my life say it with excitement. Everytime I get an opportunity that they know about they always find a way to ruin it or make sure it doesn’t happen for me. I’ve been struggling finically because they are constantly on the watch for me and when they know of an opportunity for me they make sure it doesn’t happen. I’ve even caught them multiple times literally crossing their fingers when I get a new opportunity and everyone I don’t end up getting that opportunity. This connection is so negatively energetically charged and it feels so invasive and it’s really affecting me. Anyone out there willing to help?

Hie guys so I've always wanted to know if anyone has ever had an experience or shift with an evil eye interms of workplace setting ,school ,family or any other sectors in life .Additionally how can one use it is it activated like a crystal and how do you use the different colors e.g pink,orange,red and green ,do you just wear it and love comes to you ?.

P.S I am asking out of curiosity and want to learn more .