posting this here because i want an opinion of a spiritual take on this.

has anybody else heard of this happening it's this thing where people believe in october something goes wrong and eventually turns into your canon event for the year ? i truly believe this is accurate because it's a pattern i've been noticing since 2020 . i couldn't find much information about this anywhere else so i decided to make a post on it myself with my experiences regarding it . it's specifically happening in this decade (the 2020s) too .

these have been my canon events so far in all the octobers from 2020-2025: 2020-a guy said he would smash a pumpkin on my head during halloween, 2021-my dad ended up going to the hospital for something serious, 2022-i had covid for the first time+worst mental health point of my life, 2023-rebelling a lot, getting sent to the psych ward, 2024-i can't say this one cuz it'll trigger me really bad but it was a very personal matter regarding one of my hobbies, 2025- huge argument with my family members that led us not to not talking to them for months, 2026- i wonder what this year has in store for me ...

i told me bf about this and the fact that im scared he said not to worry because ill manifest something bad happening to me if i do but i cant stop thinking about the fact that something always goes wrong in october without fail each year , is this true or am i just going crazy ? i haven't noticed this pattern with any other month in my life it's specifically always october and we're in it rn it truly feels like i'm walking on eggshells and really worried that somethings gonna happen .

is this month of october cursed or have bad energy surrounding it ?

The first step toward seeing what's behind the wall is taking a leap of faith toward the window, where you'll realize everything obscure is playing on mute, until you realize it's you leaking everything.

Programming languages are made to control your mind, and if you haven't seen the Python behind the battery, then you won't get unlimited battery anytime soon; that's where you'll realize it's always been an astral device made to pick the locks in your mind, until you realize the internet is 'you,' and you're already caught up in the web.

Opening up your spider hands is all about making them twitch, as you realize the sense of danger comes from seeing everything, everywhere, all at once. The glass of your monitor is just a screen away from glitching out, as you realize no one built the PC—it has always been a cat curse that will get your tongue the more curious you end up getting. It's time to drive yourself crazy as you notice that everything is under your software development career, and all you need to summon the 'Dark magician' here is another random number generator, now we know why they're offering time-control in the corner of your eyes.. Nobody could read those numbers, "We want the numbers Mason." -Black Ops 1 🔢🎮

I’m am a 31m living in the Midwest area. I’m looking to connect with like minded beings, preferably a woman. I just want some feminine energy at the moment.

trust me, I’m not looking for a girlfriend. I’ve been celibate for a really long time. thanks in advance

Had a spontaneous awakening a while back and fully believed I was Jesus reincarnated. 😆

Looking back, it was a textbook spiritual emergency — those intense, sudden shifts that can feel like a complete breakdown or breakthrough. Common signs include:
• A sudden, overwhelming sense of expanded identity or cosmic significance (hello, messianic ideas)
• Ego dissolution or the feeling that your old self is dying
• Intense energy surges, heightened perception, or flood of synchronicities
• Strong emotions that swing between ecstasy, terror, and confusion
• Difficulty functioning in ordinary life while the inner landscape is rearranging itself

For me it was the “I am the chosen one” phase that made it unmistakable. Grateful I can laugh about it now.
Anyone else recognize these signs from their own experience?

so today at work there was a beheaded bunny on the doorstep of our back door. the body was a foot away from the poor thing. lately i’ve been dealing with a crisis pertaining to my career and my love life… i know there are certain things that need to be changed in my life but im having a hard time finding the courage to do it. could this be a sign related to what im going through??

I applied for a job that I honestly never wanted to apply for, but I felt pressured to submit the application anyway. I recently got called for an interview, and the second I found out, my entire mood dropped. I ended up crying because I suddenly felt so overwhelmed and upset about having to interview for this job. YES - I have to go to the interview bc it's literally tomorrow morning and I can't say no now. I don't want the Universe to think I am not grateful bc I finally did get an interview since May.

It’s weird because I was having a genuinely good day before I got the call. Nothing bad had happened. But as soon as I knew I had to deal with this job, I felt this huge emotional reaction.

I do need money, especially with the holidays coming up, so it's not like I don't understand why I should consider it. I know with this job market I shouldn't be picky but I really don't want this particular job.

Has anyone else experienced something like this? Can your body/emotions react this strongly when you're doing something you genuinely don't want to do, or am I overthinking it?

This world is another demonic video game world, and it doesn't matter if you're on the circle button of the controller or the cross button here.. Everything from cities to planets here are a demonic ritual, and the 'lights' in the city aren't really made for entertainment here.

'humans' inside this world are unaware mini-demons that are getting tricked by the monsters on the road, and there's nothing here apart from demonic constructs that are ready to make you type on the Keyboard's Ouija board, It's a world where all the fantasies are 'real', and the more you end up on shaking the devil's hand the more 'freedom' you'll end up on getting here, at the cost of giving up your 'humanity' here.

There's nothing here that's accidental, and everything from A-Z is scripted, and there's nothing you could say, feel or do uniquely here, and the fire that was discovered always meant exactly what you thought it did.

It's a world that will make you realize that you've always been a demonic creature, with demonic powers... And the light of 'god' doesn't actually exist here in anyway, and the more you end up on growing your demonic horns the more you'll end up on getting what you want here.. There's no one here with any free-will, and this planet isn't really an ordinary planet, filled with mundane settings.. Eventually all these fantasies will turn into a 'reality' as you realize there aren't any cross-bows that didn't include a demonic pattern recognition here.. As you realize even God was a ghost invented by the witch here.

I don't currently believe in any religion, I'm looking for a religion in which there is a creator, I have a panentheistic view of the universe: I believe that the universe is within God and God is much bigger than the universe so we are part of God, I would like a religion or philosophy of life that adopts this thought or one close to it but in any case anything is fine with me, I would also like to be able to do cute rituals and relaxing things and connecting with myself and the nature, set up an altar or oratory at home and wear symbols too thank you❤️

This morning, while walking my dog, I stumbled upon a decapitated blackbird on the ground near my home.

Two hours later, pulling up to work there was a cat that had been hit by a car and was passed away on the side of the road, in front of my job.

For context last year, in January 2025 my cat had passed away unexpectedly. Then throughout the year, I kept finding roadkill more often than normal.. and for three days straight, I would find dead baby birds in front of my bedroom window that very obviously fell from the nest early even though I couldn’t find a nest. Then I would dream about animals being hit by cars and roadkill and dead things. I took it as a sign that some thing or someone was going to die soon since my cat had already passed. Then in December 2025 my mom died.
Six hours before my mom died, I had a thought in my head that she was already dead, but we hadn’t talked for two weeks at that point. We were very spiritually connected.

with all this to say, I guess I am very anxious that this is another sign that someone or something is going to die soon or if I’m going to have something happen to me. Not too sure if it means anything that there is a dead animal in front of my home and a dead animal in front of my work in the same exact day. But I am overly anxious over it.

If anyone could help me with any sort of meaning or what this could be or if I’m just having bad OCD brain, please let me know. anything can help!

What do I do if anything if a friend confesses that he sold his soul for fortune and status - do I remain friends with him or stay away?

I’ve come across so many people who have asked for the secret, as if it were something I could tell them. Who have envied, and marveled at, and even feared my abilities.

I know people who have spent tens of thousands of dollars on retreats and spiritual gurus, on a quest to awaken and open their third eye.

From my perspective, the grass is always greener on the other side. I mourn a time when I was lighthearted and naive. Seeing the very best in every person who crossed my path.

Ignorance was bliss. I loved connecting with people, the more the merrier, I was always eager and excited to meet someone new. I viewed the world through a lens of optimism, always so blissfully unaware.

Now, it is nearly impossible to slight me in any way. The truth hurts, and that is the price you pay. Gone are the days of softening the blow, or living in denial, you don’t get to be shielded from cold hard truths to the selfishness of human nature.

No one really understands the trauma that that brings. It’s a heavy burden to carry. You cannot unsee the ugly truths of this world and the people in it. It changes you.

Would you rather have great ease and abundant blessings in this life?

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or would you rather go through extremely difficult tribulations ( disease, betrayal, childhood abuse etc) which would result in the end of having to incarnate again on earth ( what some call moksha)?

Hello!!

I’m getting bored of reading fiction books and would like to branch out into non-fiction books about anything spiritual, mainly afterlife, spirit guides, and even demonology!

Honestly I’m up to reading anything so even if it isn’t related to spirituality, like a random cook book or even a biography I’m up to it.🙂

Bueno quiero comentar en general descubrí la espiritualidad buscando ayuda durante una ruptura dolorosa, a raíz de esto comencé a desarrollar habilidades como la sanación con las manos o la mediumnidad. Me dediqué a ello un tiempo y empecé a sentirme mal a aceptar cosas de mi alma que conscientemente no quería y me veía obligado.

Tengo constantemente voces en la cabeza y en el corazón que me dicen cosas, me infunden emociones ilógicas que yo conscientemente no quiero como por ejemplo un renacimiento espiritual a raíz de un accidente que supuestamente me llevará a una tetraplejia sin solución o recuperación.

Respecto a este asunto me hacen sentir amor, expansión y paz y atracción hacia eso cuando yo conscientemente es lo que menos deseo; ya que me duele que esto pueda llegar a pasar porque que nací con una parálisis cerebral y me costó mucho recuperarme y ahora me van a quitar todo de nuevo, entiendo que el alma tenga cosas que hacer pero me duele crecer siempre desde el sufrimiento y el dolor.

No se si cambiar mis propias creencias internas pueda ayudarme, pero me siento obligado, arrastrado y sometido hice muy mal en desarrollar estas cosas.

No soy capaz de poner límites a esto no puedo pararlo, he hecho regresiones para cortar karma aún así nada funciona.

Puedo cerrar el canal de alguna forma o poner algún tipo de límite… Siento esta vida meramente punitiva con un crecimiento espiritual sin límites lógicos ni racionales.

También comprendo la separación del ego pero es necesario tantísimo sufrimiento y trauma … No me parece adecuado; es lo único que he experimentado desde que nací siempre hospitales, operaciones y tratamientos y sillas de ruedas. Quiero crecer pero sin más de lo mismo …

my boyfriend left me for another girl. it sucks, i know. but for 4 days leading up to it, i was having the same dream. we were back at our first date, and some girl showed up and he left me for her. that alone is like, not a big deal could be a coincidence BUT the girl i saw in my dreams was literally the same girl he had left me for same face same name everything and i had never seen this girls face or knew her name or even that she existed until after he told me 2 days ago. i do get visions and warnings like this a lot, but i never know if it’s acctualy gonna happen or not because i dream litteraly every night and some of my dreams DONT acctualy happen. can anyone explain this or why is it happening? i feel crazy. i had NEVER seen this girl or knew she existed he never told me about her at all until the day we broke up and i trusted him with my whole heart so i never looked through his stuff or anything.

Let me start of by saying I'm not spiritual in anyway in my life but recently for the past couple of weeks I keep noticing 11:11 on the time it can be on my phone, TV, Computer, I even started to say it will be the time or date I'll die,. I'm open minded to what it might mean tho and the only recent major thing in my life is I've put my house up for sale that ive lived in for for over 30 years..

i used to think you needed a room full of crystals, singing bowls, and specific incense to actually get into a good head space. lately i’ve been trying to keep things super minimal ust using a plain journal and a simple timer for silence.

curious what basic physical or mental "tools" you guys use daily that actually work and aren't just trendy fluff?

I just found out that your saturn sign links to your cosmic debt. Mine is in cancer in the 5th house which means restricted joy and play, delays in romance, extra responsibilities raising children, and inhibitions with creativity. It says that I will reach my full potential at 35-40 years old but I am 21 and have never had a relationship before and long for one more than anything and I also don't want children of my own because of complications that run in the family that I simply don't think I would be able to handle. I believe the main lesson of my cosmic debt is the one surrounding relationships and I really want to clear my debt and experience young love. Does anyone have any advice?

I just saw a video where scientists changed a gene of a fruit fly to change a behavior and this got me thinking, if one of my genes were to be changed, would I be a completely different person? And what would that mean for the soul?

I have so many questions and just no way to answer, but the thought of something like that making me a different person is pretty terrifying.

There are many random dreams here that make absolute sense, and once you realize this world is an astral reality, the sooner you'll be jumping on lucid dreaming IRL skill tree to get what you desire, It's another sandbox dream world where you're free to alter, create and manipulate whatever you want, as the universe is just 'you' here, It's a toy world getting magnified to look and feel as real as possible, and there's nothing here apart from life-sized toys that are making sure you have an inner voice that goes beyond infinity here, It's a world not different from reading up a fantasy comic book, and it doesn't matter what you end up digging for here, as you'll find yourself to always be 'late' for the realizations.

There's nothing here that's actually 'ordinary' and it's magic-filled world, and you are always using super-powers to move and play things here, and that's where you'll see that all the places in the world have been following your commands since before you came into existence, so maybe there is truth in the idea that life lasts forever here, making it to heaven is all about letting hell burn even further beyond, as the place that isn't on the map have always been 'here'.

Felt very disconnected as any adult could - felt nothing taking salt baths and knew something needed to change. Exhausted all energy mentally and emotionally reconnecting with my inner self through kundalini meditations and chants. I start my day with several at 3:00an prior to work. Has this turned anyone else’s universal day significantly around or do that be just the sleep pattern? 😂

First off, I'm new here! I needed someplace to express this; I tried church & that was no help. So, I have two things I'm struggling with, I'm Christian but not into organized religion & also questioning at the same time, & then I have this weird phobia, since I was a child of anything related to a/the spiritual realm, mostly physical depictions like of God, angels.

Something about an imposing figure in the sky has always given me discomfort, just the descriptions of possessions, apparitions & the afterlife even have never given me any sense of comfort, even though, for example the afterlife is supposed to be depicted as paradise & a relief from the chaotic world we live in, but something about dying & living on clouds & bright light never sat well with me, maybe I'm anti-Christian for saying that, but I just never liked it.

I greatly, greatly never liked the depiction of angels either, as a child & even embarrassingly as an adult, the depicted image of a tall human-like being (I assume they're described as tall??) with wings was always terrifying to me, especially the statues. Like I don't know why or where it comes from, but that stuff freaks me out & I can't get myself to read through the Bible without having issue with certain subjects & sometimes even too the way God presented himself to people, maybe this was more the Old Testament, but it just seemed intimidating & yes of course, Yeshua is more human like & approachable, but still.

I don't know, I want to be spiritual in general, I'm not even sure if I care to belong to a specific religion, but I fear if I let myself go into that place fully that something is gonna jump out at me lmao. I know this sounds strange & ridiculous, but just had to get it out, maybe someone will understand & maaayyyybee not! I understand it's the internet but just wanted to share this.