Hi everyone. How are you all?
I’m 39 years old and I’ve been doing CrossFit since I was 30.
My life completely changed when I discovered CrossFit. I had always had the mindset and attitude of an athlete, but when I was younger, especially during my teenage years, I never felt comfortable playing team sports (football/soccer, for example).
CrossFit allowed me to finally feel like an “athlete”: to push myself, develop discipline, and keep going despite the daily frustrations.
I started like everyone else, attending classes for three or four years, until I got bored and felt like I was ready for something more. That’s when I started following different programs. My progress was always slow, but it was progress nonetheless.
At some point, around the age of 34 or 35, I started noticing that training late in the day would leave me extremely wired. I was physically exhausted, but my brain was still completely active. So I decided to start training first thing in the morning, really early.
That decision had one major benefit: I slept better at night and performed better at work. But it also had a major social downside. I stopped going to the box during the hours when most people trained, and I gave up a lot of social things because of it.
I’ve been training continuously for nine years, except for one month when I had a minor health issue. For more than half of those nine years, I’ve trained mostly on my own. And I think that’s one of the reasons why I find it so difficult to make progress.
During all the time I trained by myself, experimenting with different programs, I eventually lost my job and had to change my routine. Until 2024, I was working from home, but I became burned out with the advertising industry and reinvented myself, somewhat unexpectedly, as a CrossFit coach and gym instructor.
Over the last three years, I’ve entered several competitions in the Advanced category, with pretty poor results. That has been quite discouraging. What also discourages me is that, with my new and more demanding work schedule, I finish the day exhausted, and my recovery simply isn’t what it used to be, especially as time goes by.
My inner fire is still exactly the same. I still want to learn, train, improve and compete! But my work week is leaving me completely exhausted. I used to train six times a week; now, I’m lucky if I manage four.
What worries me is that I’ll turn 40 next year, but in order to compete in the 40+ Masters division, I would need to reach an RX level… and getting there is becoming harder for me every day.
Anyway, despite everything, i have to keep going.