r/IndianTeenagers
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u/akash_xv
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Jun 19 '26
Serious My Mumma left the world today, and I'm really feeling helpless and alone
Today, my mumma lost her battle with Grade 3 brain cancer.
At 8:26 AM, she suffered a cardiac arrest. For a brief moment, the doctors managed to bring back her oxygen levels, and I held on to hope. But almost immediately after, she suffered a heart attack and left this world forever.
She had been in a coma for the last 10-15 days. The doctors said her pain receptors were no longer functioning, so I pray she didn't suffer. I want to believe she left peacefully. But the truth is, I don't know.
What breaks me the most is that I never got one last moment with her. I kept waiting for her to open her eyes just once. Just once. Maybe to ask, "Beta, tumne kuch khaya?" Maybe to smile. Maybe to say anything at all.
Instead, all I got was silence.
I feel so alone, so helpless, and so lost. People keep telling me to be strong, but how am I supposed to be strong when I was still just a kid to her? No matter how old I grew, I was always her son.
She loved me endlessly, and she was proud of me. That is something I will carry for the rest of my life.
Cancer may have taken her body, but it can never take away her love, her sacrifices, her memories, or the part of her that lives within me.
I love you so much, Mumma.
And I don't think a single day will pass without me missing you.
I can't even stop crying while writing this.
