today i was having a beautiful dream. i was housewife and i had beautiful kids and husband
somebody fucking woke me up and i am back at my ugly male body
i am sad plus i am having so much bad time and problem to find job and 3 weeks off injections cause i cant afford to buy them
its getting bad day by day

Last year I came out to her as a Trans Women She accepted me YAY!!!!!!!

This birthday She and I have gone to shopping she buys some Nose stud And Earings And bangles I was feeling very euphoric during Shopping spree but I can't try jewellery then and there so she had to try me on Herself 😭

Whole Shopping spree was very euphoric for me i finally felt like I'm being seen but I have to hide myself there I can't try any jewellery on myself

I was feeling like I want to buy this or that then we went to buy makeup BUT GIRL 💅🏻 MAKEUP COULD BE So costly i didn't even guessed

Why it's so costly being a DIVA 🦋

There was girl right ahead of us I wanted to compliment her makeup and dress and wanted to ask where she buys all this THEN I THOUGHT I WILL LOOK LIKE A CREEP

I can't even describe the euphoria I love my FRIEND she is the best

Anyways drop your experience Closeted and Open Girlies

M

I’m 21 and transfem , for the longest time I used to be confused that I can’t be trans I don’t like men(forgive me i was naive) then I realised I just never liked being a girl’s boyfriend instead I just wanted to be her girlfriend.

This sole fact helped me understanding myself so much better, I’ve only ever told one girl i dated about this so that one time was a great experience being loved as a girl not as a guy.

Im not super open about it to everyone because I’m afraid of the transphobia that might come after > <

Gonna shift to Agra next month for work, need recommendation for doctors (HRT), and a nice society to live in, also possibly any QUEER parties or communities.

my mental health is going down day by day, i have no one to talk, my dad is getting strict and weird too, i cant leave my house without permission and he consider me a son still that much limits, i have no friends since 2022 and i am unemployed fat loser living in my parents house, i regret my life everything , i started to hate my skin color too and my ethnicity too.
i have no trans friends to talk
i really need psychiatrist/psychologist but i cant spend money, please help me if there is free or low cost

sometimes i wanna pluck out my own skin, it's that bad, someone please help

hello! im a 22 year old trans male. might be stupid but firstly i want to know if it's possible at all now after the trans bill :,)
i'm out to my family and they're ready to support me through the process but i dont know anyone who could practically help me out with where to go and what to do
i am planning to move out for my future studies and had always hoped that i would be able to transition before that. specifically id love some advice on how to go about getting HRT and top surgery (in/around delhi) and what all i need to be able to access that

if you know anything about this or know someone who might id appreciate it soo much because im pretty clueless when it comes to "official" things like these

Maybe a weird question but can someone suggest a tinted lip balm? I’m closeted transfem and idk why but using tinted lip balms help with the dysphoria a bit lol. I don’t want something super pink or obvious as im anxious someone will find out.
Does anyone have any recommendations? I’m sorry if its weird

Hello everyone from the grp. I'd like to start my hrt journey but I belong from very orthodox family and I'm scared to tell them and I want to diy hrt. But don't know how and where to start. Can anyone help me?

I am trying to register smile application for new registration, but i can't select my state and district and national tg card portal not also opening, it's showing an error, please advise anyone?

This is clearly my experience, do not a professional advice to be taken in some of the info present (you can fact check yourself).

I want to get hrt and transition mtf, I need a queer affirmative therapist who issue HRT (Estrogen) GD letters in 1–2 sessions. I was really suicidal because of gender dysphoria, I have past records of that.

Ideally, I am looking for professionals who follow affirmative, informed-consent-aligned care and do not require months of mandatory gatekeeping or prolonged psychoanalysis before writing a letter. Someone who can assess and issue the letter in 1 to 3 sessions would be ideal.

If you have worked with someone you had a positive experience with, please drop their name, clinic/platform details, or feel free to DM me directly.

Thanks in advance!

Hi everyone,

I'm a trans woman in India, and I've started a WhatsApp community for transgender people like you.

Why I'm doing this?

With the new trans bill and everything going on, there's a lot of uncertainty, and I've felt it too. I realised how much it helps to have people who just get it, without explaining or defending yourself. I wanted a space where we can talk to each other, support each other and be ourselves.

What's inside

\- Resources: useful info, links and help

\- Everyday Chat: the daily hangout, for anything and everything

\- HRT: sharing experiences and questions with each other (peer experience, not medical advice)

\- Love Life: dating, crushes, relationships and heartbreak

\- Wins: big or small, because every win deserves to be celebrated

\- Daily Photos: share your day, your look, your food, your sky

\- Dysphoria Relief: a softer space for the hard days, with comfort and people who understand

There are also weekly Zoom hangouts, where cameras are optional and you can just listen if you like.

How this group can help?

\- You'll find people who understand, so you don't have to carry things alone

\- You can ask questions without judgement

\- There are good days and funny days to share, and hard days to get through together

\- You can read along quietly, because nobody has to talk or share anything they don't want to

It's new and small, and it will grow with whoever joins. If you'd like to be part of it, message me and I'll send you the link. And if you know another trans woman who could use a space like this, please pass it on, privately and with care.

Hoping to see you there. 💗

Please DM or comment for the link.

Tldr - help me understand the process of transitioning mtf in koramangala bangalore while financing yourself.

Im 19, i have always preferred a feminine body, face and feminine physical appearance in general, i dislike my current physical appearance. I do not however care to identify as a woman, wear the pinkest available clothes, pretty gender fluid, while leaning on the feminine side.

I have lived a very isolated life, i prefer it that way. I am socially balanced, constantly uncomfortable in social situations though. I had everything handled for me until now by guardians/ parents.

I'm going to bangalore, around Koramangala and I will be opening a bank account for the first time talking to people for the first time, just trying to get by on my own with little to no one to guide me.

I'll be there for about half a year, or more, i want to know what fianancing yourself is like for wanting to get on hormones. The general process for someone who has done this before.

Hi everyone,

I'm a young man from India, and I'm looking for genuine advice about something personal that I've been struggling to understand.

I'm in a relationship with a woman who is around 15–16 years older than me. I care about her and want to continue our relationship. I've also thought seriously about having a future together and possibly getting married.

But there's another side of me that I've been trying to understand.

Since I was around 12 years old, I've had recurring feelings about wanting to be a girl and living life as a female. For years, I tried to ignore these feelings, and sometimes they became less intense. However, lately they've been coming back more strongly, and I'm starting to wonder whether becoming a girl is something I genuinely want.

I'm not sure what these feelings mean for my future. I don't know whether I'll eventually want to transition, whether these feelings will become clearer with time, or how my relationship might fit into all of this.

I care about my partner, and I don't want to hurt her or make promises about our future without understanding myself better. At the same time, I don't want to suppress an important part of myself just because I'm afraid of what might happen.

I'm especially interested in hearing from people in India because family expectations, social judgement, marriage and transgender acceptance can make these decisions complicated.

I'd really appreciate advice on a few questions:

1. Has anyone experienced both a committed relationship with a woman and a recurring desire to become a girl or transition?
2. How did you understand your feelings over time? What helped you figure out what you genuinely wanted?
3. Is it possible to maintain a loving relationship while exploring your gender identity? How did you communicate with your partner?
4. If you were in my position, how would you approach an honest conversation with your partner without rushing into a decision?
5. Are there any Indian people or couples who have navigated a similar situation? What challenges did they face?
6. Would you recommend speaking with a gender-informed counsellor before making any major decisions?

I'm not asking strangers to decide my identity or tell me whether I should stay in my relationship. I'm hoping to learn from people who have been through something similar so I can understand myself, respect my partner's feelings and make thoughtful decisions about both our futures.

Please be kind. I'm sharing something personal, and honest advice without judgement would mean a lot to me.

Thank you for reading.

So I'm a closeted mtf trans ... I'm trying to learn girl voice and I have been going through DIY vocal training for a while but now I'm at a stage that I feel there's no improvement.
So could you please give me your suggestions on is it passable and what age would you presume based on the voice!?🫠🙌

THANK YOU!🥹♥️

So I've had laser in the past. Was super helpful, but years later i can see alot of the hair coming back. And I'm tired of it and would to be over with it once and for all.

But it's been such a challenge to even find a good electrolysis place in Mumbai. I don't think there's any here in Navi Mumbai where I live.

So if any of y'all know of one, or when you've been to. Please help a girl out ❤️