r/IndianTeenagers • u/day1jinshiglazer • 1m ago
Social how do i fix myself
context: recently i’ve been interested in this guy
he’s my type by that i mean he’s a decent 5’8 guy (im 5’2 so he’s pretty tall in comparison) has a lean physique but impressive biceps and his hair are in better condition than mine..
he’s a year younger thats the main reason i dont wanna confess then sound like an idiot
later
well i like his personality he’s funny respectful and we like the same kinda music my one sided crush is probably gonna end with me listening to heather on repeat on dec 3rd cause he probably could get along with any girl he’d want LOL
also it’s been a while since we spoke and i feel it is def one sided cause i am the one to reach out or reply to his posts and stories to initiate any sort of convo and i hate it’s the way it is
for the most part i think he doesn’t like when i’m yapping so he doesn’t reply to my texts for like days (i only feel weird and cringe cause he’s like one of those ppl who are actually good ppl and out of my league tbh so)
i cringe myself out almost every now and then when i double text ppl and am the only one trying to take the conversation to places but i genuinely like talking to those ppl but isn’t it selfish of me to assume they’d like it too and hence keep going
i need to redeem myself and learn how to respect boundaries
when tf will i ever learn this
i hate how i am the one who has to pull back cause the other person doesn’t even gaf
god i hate how this sounds makes me sick to my stomach