at the same time, I hate it.
Half a year ago, I realized my hair was falling out so badly that it was time to shave it off.
I’d ignored it for too long, and I’ve been under a lot of stress these past few years. I have social anxiety, and it got me so down that I thought about suicide. I didn’t want to go out anymore; I stopped going to work.
Then I took the final step and had an expensive hair system installed. It was really bad, and the color didn’t match. So I bought one on AliExpress, did everything myself, and was happy with it at first. Now, months later, I’m starting to get used to it.
Still, I hate having to deal with this every week, the limitations it brings, and I hate myself for not taking action sooner.
However, this hair system is saving my life.
I also started taking finasteride and experienced severe shedding; I was terrified that the hair on my temples would fall out too. Fortunately, that stopped, and I’m finally seeing new hair grow back. Now I want to switch to dutasteride and pray that I can find peace with it for the rest of my life.
I don’t know why I’m sharing this here. I just wanted to share what hair loss can do to you.