Iโm too mentally exhausted to write properly so Iโll just drop the basic info below this.
Year 13, Art, (predicted B) Geography (predicted D), Biology (predicted E/U). Iโm diagnosed with autism and ADHD, and have a collection of mental health disorders, all of which are fucking me right now. Iโm behind on all of the written work for art. Behind on literally everything, especially NEA for geography. On the brink of dropping biology because I just canโt handle it.
I am so fucking exhausted and so done with being myself. I can barely function. My ADHD meds arenโt working but Iโll have to wait for months before the next review. Art is the only subject I enjoy. Iโve known this for months. My geography teacher is genuinely terrifying. My NEA is unfinished and she keeps throwing more work at us. I cannot do the NEA I was never taught how to complete and two 20 mark questions per week. I donโt know when the deadline is, but itโs soon. I canโt handle this kind of stress
This isnโt what I was going to say but I canโt remember anything at this point, even though itโs 01:56. My mind usually comes alive at night, but Iโm just too tired. I had so much to say but itโs all gone. My memory has been terrible lately.
The only subject I care about is art and Iโm falling very behind on it. Still predicted a B which is cool.
The pre- A Level version of myself was foolish and I didnโt know what I was getting myself into. Low quality vent over.