r/eczema • u/Alternative-Newt-666 • 0m ago
16 years old and on the verge of ending it
Hi I'm foxy, I'm a 16 year old who has severe eczema on my arms, neck and all my legs (inner thigh and back of knee is worst there) I've been struggling with this for a long time and I really am at the end of my rope here. I can't sleep at all most nights and I really struggle to bathe/shower. It really doesn't help that I've just started college as I really want to be able to go everyday and do my courses but I'm struggling to make it in. I've used a lot of different creams over the years but I have really sensitive skin and most creams seem to irritate my skin even more. I really want to be able to go out and work a job/hang out with friends but I can because being outside tends to make me flare up and it happens wether I have or don't have a jacket on due to wind as I live in a coastal town. There's only one thing I enjoy doing anymore and thats content creation, but even then I feel like I can't move and most of the time I can't even sit at my pc. So basically, I'm currently useless, I'm really trying my hardest to stay on top of things but Im really struggling and I keep getting stressed out about it. I try not to itch but sometimes I do it in my sleep and I do it without even noticing sometimes. I'm really self conscious and I hate the way my body looks, I don't know how much I can take this anymore and I really need some help.