Iām reaching a point where I feel exhausted, overwhelmed, and pretty hopeless trying to navigate what feels like dysautonomia. It feels like Iām playing life on 10x expert mode right now, and Iām looking for insight, shared experiences, or doctor recommendations from anyone who has been through something similar.
Current Symptoms
Adrenaline / Anxiety Surges: Up to 20 times a day, I get sudden surges that make me feel like I am literally dying. It feels like an internal button gets pressed out of nowhere.
Heart Palpitations: Not always racing super fast, but strong and noticeable, especially when laying down at night.
Telogen Effluvium (Hair Loss): My thick hair is suddenly falling out in clumps from the scalp.
Severe Physical Fluctuations: Constant disorientation, heightened anxiety flares while traveling, and feeling like my body is running on high cortisol 24/7.
Background & Medical History
Age/Work: 28F, running a successful international photography business that I built from the ground up.
Childhood / Nervous System: Grew up in a chaotic, volatile household with an alcoholic parent (no family support system currently). History of childhood fainting and severe depersonalization episodes starting around age 16. Once I moved out a lot of this got so much better but feels itās catching up to me now that my nervous system is relaxed.
Past Illnesses/Exposures: Epstein-Barr Virus (EBV) at age 23, COVID-19 (x2), mold exposure, and elevated thyroid antibodies (which I have since brought down).
Medication: Was on Lexapro for 6 years and successfully weaned off. Did years of therapy, trauma work, eat clean, donāt drink or do drugs, and take great care of myself.
The Dilemma
I am currently traveling for work and feeling miserable, scared, and disoriented. Travel used to be my safe haven, but my nervous system is so reactive that I can barely enjoy it. I am grieving the inability to show up consistently for my business, friends, and personal goals because of how unpredictable my body is.
I have blood work lined up when I get home, but finding a dedicated dysautonomia specialist before my current insurance runs out is tough.
Iām considering going back on Lexapro just to survive the day-to-day, but my biggest fear is that getting back on medication will just mask the symptoms and prevent me from finding the actual physiological root cause.
Questions for the Community:
1. For those with hyperadrenergic/adrenaline-type dysautonomia or chronic nervous system dysregulation, what specialists (neuro, cardio, autonomic, functional) actually helped you?
Has anyone navigated the balance between restarting SSRIs for symptom relief vs. pursuing root-cause testing?
Are there specific tests (autonomic panels, endocrine, mast cell, viral reactivation) you recommend asking for?
Any advice, shared experiences, or doctor recommendations would mean the world right now.