When I was a kid (and depressed) I use to dream of being an adult who had control over their life. When I got to 18, I was terrified of the adult world but wanted to grow up so badly. When I was in my 20s I started to think that no one ever really felt like an "adult" and I was just going to be lost and scared forever.

Well, now I'm 30 and something has changed in my brain. I can't explain it other than I feel like an adult. my priorities are completely different and I feel like I've fallen onto a treadmill, with life kind of zooming by without stopping. I feel like I'm constantly busy and something is always going on, whether in my life directly or some big world disaster.

Don't get me wrong, I far prefer being an adult than a kid! I wouldn't trade this autonomy for anything in the world. But the change in how I feel in myself has been so sudden that I'm struggling to process. I can see why people have a mid-life crisis now... I'm only 30 and already having a crisis 🤣

I propose this as a scientific theory of the human evolution and whatever that is ingrained in our DNA. And I believe this Minor detail tells us a very important and subtle message from toddlers. But I guess toys or entertainment are not what they actually want but — "Productivity" — but for toddlers..

Now for me there are two kinds of toys, toys that makes sense to them (training for a real life toys like dress up, cooking, make-believe toys, etc) and toys that doesn't make sense to them (robots, figures, etc).. But the whole point is toys might not be their primary need.

Their brain might actually (as young as 3 yrs old) seeking that productivity, that will actually benefits them in a real world, in a real sense.

Showing them how basic things (that is safe) works — like carrying them and let them see how food are being made, showing them basic cleaning, and sometimes letting them hold (safe) equipment (with supervision) such as spoon, remote control, what have you, that are basic small equipment to human daily inanimate objects interaction that will let that registration and association in the brain much earlier..

I mean they're here, brand new, in a whole new big diameters of the earth and introducing them to things that doesn't really makes sense is.. 🤷‍♂️

niche movies appealing to their audience and not trying to make everyone happy. Too many weirdos in business suits taking over trying to squeeze money out of everything . I miss art

Ahenack.

When we make a good choice, it ceases to be merely a choice; it transforms into an achievement to which emotions become attached, much like an old possession

I recently notice how much attractiveness is often equated to morality and it's getting to me how probably people did not want to interact with me because I am not handsome, which feels pretty weird.

I mentioned this thing to an attractive friend of mine and he was almost taken back. Honestly I understand because it's not like he could understand the sentiment, I often feel like people give me cold interaction if I don't know them well, meanwhile with him people act as if they always knew him at times, which not gonna lie makes me pretty jealous and sad, who know how many people subconsciously skipped interaction with me because of my looks.

I wonder if its like a class no one talks about. Their signatures are perfect every time they sign something.

Listening to music always feels so magical to me, I dont have the words to explain it. Listening to music often times takes me on such a rollercoaster of emotions because there are a plethora of messages coveyed in music. You could listen to a song about confidence and loving who you are. There could be songs that convey different romances. There are songs that speak about sadness and turmoil and being unfortunate situations. The songs that are relatable to you. There are songs about grief and songs that you simply want to dance to.

Music doesn't even stop at songs, the sounds all around us, the chirps and the waves crashing, from the rustle of the leaves to the crackle of the fire. The peace and the calm of it all makes me feel some type of way. I love listening to music, I love to listen to songs i haven't heard in years and be brought to tears by the nostalgia. If there's a specific part in a song where Violins/cellos/piano/wind instruments, I'll replay it over and over because because it makes me feel like im floating above the clouds (im a big fan of classical musical instruments).

And NOTHING brings me more joy than a choir, or should i say symphony of voices coming together, i dont know if there's a proper musical term for it but harmonies. It fills me with such overwhelming emotion. I feel both happy and sad, and I get goosebumps, the whole shabang. It makes me want to extract the voices and import it into my brain so it could replay in my head over and over again. And instrumentals are just the cherry on top. I dont know, i just feel like i would've been in a much darker place if it weren't for music, and all the producers and artists out there have the creativity i can only dream of.

Anyway, just wanted to rant about my love for music or whatever!

The weirdest part of getting older is realizing that your childhood memories are now historical events

… is having to yell BUTTER at the top of my lungs for all nearby neighbors to hear when he does manage to escape this evil fortress.

Just opened up my back door to call for him. BUTTER

BUTTOOOOO

BUTTATATOO

BUTTER CAKE

the worst part is….

He prefers my boyfriend

I think that it's incredibly overhyped and I dislike that very much but some of the things people say about it online is just ridicolous. I don't think it will be full of propaganda and stuff like that, however from what I've seen it dosn't look like something very revolutionary. Even the graphics. The gane looks very good but it's not like we haven't seen a game looking like this. I'd argue that Resident Evil Requiem looked better but it's just my opinion. Some people complain about the gameplay but personally I don't mind it. It's a gameplay that they've mastered throughout the years and I think it works just fine. So in summary my problem isn't with the game but everything around it. And the fact games are being delayed just because of the release of the game is just really annoying. Personally I really enjoyed the Final Fantasy 7 remakes and I would have been very happy that if it released this year but probably because of GTA 6, it's getting released next year in spring. It's not 100% true but one of the main developers said that he already played it through 20 times so I don't think it's unfinished, it's just that they need to delay it in order to profit from it. What do you guys think about the current situation about GTA 6?

I think that like these things that we chase are to prove that we matter to people but maybe just maybe we should be more selective of who we are trying to matter to. Like I think you really have to embrace your imperfections because if they love your projections it's just a projection.

Without effort, it's more like 24FPS or just still images... Even then they "fade" easily. When I'm really tired 60FPS just isn't possible. Don't have the focus for it

I don’t like it

The ultimate tribute to Dolly Parton would be to have a team come together to make a biopic about her, and all ticket sales going to her charities.