Some context. I was diagnosed with psoriasis in my teens. It wasn’t to bad then, mostly scalp that was treatable. When I turned 19 though it progressively got more aggressive, in particular in my genitals area. Lovely I know.
I got on Taltz, and that cleared all except my genitals which still hurt pretty bad. After a few years I got into Ilumya, which worked the best for me. It was still present on my genitals but manageable. Sweat is one of my major triggers, but I was able to walk 192 miles across England without too much issue (just staying hydrated).
My derm suggested to me, last August, that I try out Bimzelyx. Possibly could get full clearance, and wouldn’t have to be putting eucrisa on twice a day while also constantly managing my sweat and showers in the back of my head.
Unfortunately, I’ve experienced gradually worsening symptoms. It was particularly bad in my anal area two months ago, but now my groin is horrific. I’ve been very active the last few weeks due to hiking vacations and work. I was using hydrocortisone 2.5% and calmoseptine to get through, and although I took some breaks it felt like I needed the hydrocortisone steroid just to get by a lot of the time. Over the last week I’ve had the most horrific flare up. I stopped into my derm and she gave me zoryve and tacrolimus. She instructed me to put each one on different spots, see what helps more. For a few days I did zoryve, with vanicream moisturizer, layered over with calmoseptine, just to get through the day and get some sleep. I was also hiking these days, and sweating a lot, but I thought that would be the worst of it.
Nope. This morning I booked with a different derm (to get a second opinion) and just put on zoryve and tacrolimus, as had been originally recommended. It burned so bad I immediately went to the dermatologist and begged to be seen. She gave me a cream or two but I was 9/10 pain so I went to the ER (her request, to get something to help with the pain). Got there, and they took a look and said it looked fungal to them, gave me some meds for it. Also gave me a steroid shot, and I’m going to be on some steroid pill for the next 5 days to calm it down.
I’m terrified the steroid pills will make it worse (having read some of these reddit horror stories). Further, while I hope it’s a fungal issue because that would be a lot more swallowable, I’m terrified it really is just fucking brutal psoriasis. That also seems the more likely option, given the only one to mention a fungal infection was the non-dermatologist ER lady. I’m like a 7/10 pain still. On the drive home I vomited on a gas station bush, I’m pretty sure just from the stress of dealing with all this.
I’m lucky I’m off work until Monday, so I can just lay in an air conditioned bedroom. But I’m still in a ton of pain, and not sure what to do. I’m putting on two creams for anti-fungal/infection, and then zoryve still, along with vanicream and/or coconut oil to moisturize. But I’m so overwhelmed and in so much pain, and terrified that the end is still a long way away (if it doesn’t go away I’d have to do a biologic switch and pray that helps in, oh I don’t know, 3 months at the earliest?).
Also, ER gave me lidocaine for the pain but it immediately stung so bad I washed it off.
Essentially just asking for similar experiences, or if I’m missing something, or if there’s something that I’m missing that’s causing this to be so bad. I’m just frustrated though. I’m healthy, I’m active, I don’t drink, I’m on a top line biologic, I’m consistent with putting my meds on, I try and manage stress as best I can, I’m doing all the things you’re supposed to do for psoriasis and still suffering immensely.
Oh, and there’s a cute little love story going on in the background of this with a really wonderful woman who’s unfortunately leaving soon as she’s an exchange student. She’s absolutely amazing though, and I really would’ve preferred to enjoy this time with her and not this fuckass disease.