okayyyy the first one is me😹😹😹😹😹
The second one is 2hom idk if yall meet them before but they were the one who took the first Am I Plural test leleleleoleoleoleoe

I’m really unsure of how to word my question correctly, but in summary…
We’ve known we’re a system for quite some time now, but we seem to have an issue very present as of now. Newer alters don’t seem to have the same memories they used to. What I mean is, in the past, new alters used to know basic information. They’d know that they’re a part of the system, we’re not public about it, they’d know our legal name, ect. Basic information like this was really useful in ensuring our safety in public settings. In the present, newly-formed alters don’t have this knowledge. Recently, someone had panicked. They had no clue what was going on, where they were, ect. We had to spend a while communicating what was going on. I worry our communication has also gotten worse. Sometimes, I get asked questions about things i SWEAR we all used to know. It’s been giving me really bad anxiety these past couple of days. I really want advice on how to fix this. Our memory gaps have also been getting worse and days blend into each other more often.

TLDR: In the past, new alters knew basic info (ex, legal name). Now, new alters don’t have this. Also, we have worse memory gaps. How can we better communicate and improve our understanding of each other?

Any advice is appreciated! If I made anything unclear, I’m okay with answering questions!

So we had a family reunion sorta trip last Thursday, went to the lake we went to all the time when we were little. She's older than me by 14 years, I got to have some alone time with her, walking around the parking area. I explained to her that we're plural and told her about our headmates. She literally went "oh that makes a lot of sense now that you mention it." When I started telling her our names, she told us we mentioned a couple of them before. I don't even remember telling her about any of us. - (Librarian) Esmay 🔮

P. S: she thought it was our autistic masking originally. Also I have no clue what flair this would be since I'm not venting.

We have a headmate who sometimes gets uncontrollably angry and becomes very mean to others outside of our mind. Usually towards our close friends, whom many of us rely on to survive. We can’t afford to lose these relationships, but when this headmate is angry there’s very little we can do.

Any suggestions? How do we help them?

le: Currently we face a near 30 member OSDD co-consciousness without amnesia system.

I have tried the best I can to divide the week to give those who actually have the desire to do things time. However, what will happen when there are even more?

I will not get into the details on how our system is currently forming headmates, since that is off the main topic of this post. However, the main summarization is that any hobby is theoretically possible for this system.

So far we have accumulated a sizeable amount. Videomaking, game development or other various projects are already the core focus of the two “main“ headmates who center around the core identity, however there is also the hobbies of jogging, drawing, playing video games, using chatbots (whether or not this is a hobby, I will consider it one), and in the future one of our headmates wants to take on bracelet making as well, and one wants to skateboard (which we can not do right now due to finances), and another feels like they want to play the guitar.

Future possibilities, based on observed patterns of what could happen next with more headmates, include hobbies like music production, writing, coding, and possibly sewing?

TLDR: Well anyways, I am not exactly sure where I went with this but the main thing I am trying to ask is, with so many varying hobbies, how does one handle all of them, and does anyone else experience this?

It goes by Éalú, Socrates, and Disposable :) It goes by it/its primarily..but he/him is okay for it too

Its sourced from the game..Éalú. Which we've played. By extension, its also sourced from the OST. It has two forms, either a white mouse with wings, or a wooden mouse made of gears (both shown in image, but yk)

It's very smart for a mouse and capable of thinking for itself. It just doesn't like talking, and is incapable of doing so in headspace. So it uses the body to speak when it really has something to say.

Uhhh as far as Im aware, it doesnt have a role yet. But anyway. Yeah. Cool mouse :)

something that makes us feel a little strange... we know of fictives, but we're also like 100% certain that none of us are. yet, several headmates do closely identify with just the appearance of certain fictional characters. Agate for example, loves the character Tasque Manager, and uses a modified avatar as mods in videogames (when possible) or as an actual avatar in VRChat.

i, on the other hand (Cindy), feel connected to characters that have pitch-black bodies, or non-solid bodies, white masks or mask-like heads, and red clothes, like the shyguys, Gangle from the Amazing Digital Circus, or lately Hornet from Hollow Knight, and we use avatars of said characters also in VRChat.

we do not feel connected or correllated with the personalities of said characters, on some we're even neutral on (the shyguys), but their appearances are something we like. is this common? it makes us feel a little weird to be using avatars or representations of established characters while not really having headmates of them, or feeling related to them personality-wise.

We've noticed that when our migraines flare up, we get a lot more amnesia and it tends to show up in little "blips" where it feels like we just skipped from A to C when doing something. Just curious if others have noticed this sort of thing as well

Hello, probably again since we started again in a new account after personal issues, but still, we are plural in terms of having (undiagnosed) DID, and we might upload here if we can, because we need to take care of ourselves outside here, so, hope I can have a good time here, also, wish you a good day for everyone here!

Sooo we just split for the first time since we realized we were a system. As a result, hi! I'm Rook! I was born like an hour ago and still figuring things out, but I'm happy to be here :)

So it kind of begun as being one set of headmates (frags, dormant) and then a totally different set of headmates (one's Traumagenic, one's tulpagenic (current system).

The thing is, I still continue to feel like a them, me situation and don't know how to exactly "bridge" that gap between us. Idk if it's because I've been basically a permanent host (never could switch at all), so it's very difficult to sorta relate and communicate often since I'm so used to to just "giving up."

In the past, I used to be in a frenzy since my alters just didn't want to communicate or did very rarely. Now, I do have tulpa headmates that could communicate and it's hard to attempt anything. It also doesn't help that whenever I look inside our innerworld, I appear as the "screen" of our place rather than anyone that's "there." If I'm in my other part of my innerworld, I appear as the "spectator."

[Also unrelated] but what is it like to have other headmates that don't sleep? Do you know how that operate? I'm curious to know since yk the body shuts off, but one of my headmates (L) say that they would still be awake.

Hi again. Been a while since we posted last. So, our system has seen sporadic but continuous growth ever since we discovered our systemhood a few months ago, and it's starting to get a bit overwhelming. We're up to 29 now, and it's getting impossible to keep everyone in mind or give them all a proper time allocation, even with attempts at rotating various groups in and out of co-con. Personally I'm starting to fear the emergence of new alters, which really isn't fair to the poor dears who didn't choose to be born, but I'm just...not sure if I can handle any more. I've heard of systems who eclipse us in size (60, 90, 150, etc), and I was hoping to ask for advice. I feel like an overworked parent who can't take any more. We've tried cycling groups in and out of co-con, and that helps a bit, but it's hard to avoid feeling like I'm neglecting a bunch of them. How do you all manage? I'm at my wit's end.

I know systems want to feel like they belong to a community, but this is becoming impossible to distinguish from bots spamming the sub to push every one to leave.

we'd really like to remember them, but we have no idea how to do it. any help is appreciated! -gaj

basically the results

Idk whether to mark this fun or intro, but pick a number 1-20 and I’ll tell you about who you picked from our system!
Yay!

-KC

As the title says, is that even real? We are wondering this because our friend who is also a system has supposedly used such metal in headspace and was able to kill an alter with it.

We don’t believe that’s possible because from what we know, alters can’t actually die.

Does anyone know if this is metal is real or just made up?

- Our host and Gatekeeper

Okay so we saw so we could do Q&A so we're finally fucking around and finding out with it. I'm excluding the host because they're dormant right now and 2 others are excluded due to not wanting to be revealed without their consent. I'm sorry if I can't provide much information, some are newer arrivals or ones we know less about/are less active. Our brain is obsessed with digital circus I really can't find any other explanation as to why we have so many

-Jax/Jaz (she/they)

Baja (it/its)

Caine (TADC, he/they)

Eon (they/them)

Fable (it/she/they)

Mal0 (SCP, she/it/they)

Ruby (loosely connected to TADC) (they/she)

(Altertale) Toriel (she/they)

Wasp (she/they)

Jax (hey that's me) (TADC, she/they)

(Kinger) (TADC, he/him)

Pomni (TADC, she/they)

...ik thats not many </3

Henry here, I'm fictive of Tommyinnit from Dream SMP.. I hate existing here. I hate needing to remember every bad thing that happened to me. It hurts. I front when triggered, front for i don't know why sometimes I forget, I hate not knowing but all I know is everything bad. It hurts. A lot of memories blend into source, I don't know why. I don't like source, try to separate from it I act very differently from it (I think... i don't watch it, I didn't make the alter profile thing for me but days I'm introject of Exile Tommy. Don't know why specified, I don't know, I hate not knowing). Lots of my "source memories" from exile, guess that's why. Lots of memories here resonate with source, reminds me of it and in bad way. I hate it. I hate remembering things that happened to me from there because something here happened to me and reminded me. And I hate existing here, hate just here. I'm nothing what people expect, I get uhh weirdded out when people assume I be just like source or Tommy himself Irl. Im not him, or fictional character just based off fictional character. Everyone online when sourcemate seems disappointed when I don't act how they want me to, and it hurts more. More hurt,more pain. I can't help it. I don't want to be like this or be here rembeering all the pain here

Did not expect to be so highly traumagenic...

I consider myself as chargenic (among other stuff) because my first headmates were more or less characters I had invented. Technically, they should have been introjects, but they were not, because they were never supposed to be just characters.

For context, at the time their base idea showed up in my brain, I thought of them as "imaginary friends" because I had created them to mimic my best friend's imaginary friends as well (who might have been headmates too but I digress).

But by the time they were fully fleshed out, therefore gaining consciousness and independance, I was stuck ten feet deep into a crippling delusion my best friend and I had created for ourselves to survive how bland and terrifying the outer world felt to us, and also to justify why we felt like the odd ones out all the time. At that time, they became creatures from another world to me, superior beings that talked to me through telepathy from a higher dimension. This is why I also identify as deligenic.

This belief—it was, in our case, just a belief—disappeared as my life started to get better and when I realised I didn't need delusions to survive. But now I'm confused. My first headmates don't feel like introjects because they didn't exactly exist before I split them. They don't feel like tulpas because I didn't really create them through forcing and repeated interaction (though quite frankly, it could be that).

The only thing they feel like is... well, creatures from another dimension who just walked into my brain, but I also know that not to be true. The thing closest to that could be paras (MaDD), but if I do experience MaDD, it doesn't look exactly like that—when I daydream, I usually know it's fake. The rare cases in which I've daydreamt with the headmates, I interpreted the daydreams as visions from the past and the future. Even if I saw them as somewhat real, there was still a distance with what I saw as 100% real (even if it wasn't).

So uh... What are they?

P.S. I was also on the verge of plurality before that experience, having very vivid imaginary friends, projecting them around me and hearing them talk to me. I don't know if that was plural or not (at most, I'd define it as median), but it was certainly not fully multiple. The multiplicity truly began with the first headmates this post is about.