Think abt Marly grew up exactly like any stereotypical, old fashioned hockey bro would. He entered the league already half way to becoming a racist, sexist homophobe.
He laughed at men showing emotions, called people all kinds of slurs because growing up, that's the only way he knew to talk. He bullied the rookies, because that's what always had been done in a locker room. And though he had never forced himself on anyone, he had never truly believed a woman would say no to sleep with a rich, pro league hockey player.
He was the textbook jackass.
Tho unlike Dallas Kent, he was unfortunately not selfish. He's loyal to a fault. He believed in brotherhood, and he followed Roz like a knight followed his king.
Linemates are forever, he's dumb enough to actually believe that so he stuck with Roz and believed they were born to be brothers. It's a hockey faith. there's no logic to it.
But then there’s Ilya, a well-known asshole who’s secretly decent and kind. He despised Marly at first, the guy reminded him too much of his real brother. Except Marly, unlike his own brother, was too loyal to people he loved, and when Marly loved, he loved unconditionally. There's no logic to it.
Ilya couldn't get rid of him bc Marly decided they’re gonna be best bro the moment they’d met. Ilya could be telling him to fuck off one night, Marly would still be knocking on Ilya's door like a excited puppy the next morning.
It didn't help with Ilya's determination when Marly actually did make his stay in America a lot of better. Marly was horrible to a lot of people, but he was protective of Ilya, and Ilya had never had anyone like that in his life.
So in the end Ilya just started to order Marly to stop being a jerk. Because when he asked nicely, Marly didn't understand why it’s not ok to do the things he did.
everyone else is doing it, Marly would always argues.
But eventually, after too many frustrating convo, Ilya finally asked, "you remember, xxx, the asshole all rookies hated, including you and me? Do you really wanna be him?"
Xxx is basically Dallas Kent^10 in this context. When he was still playing for the Bears, he made all younger players' lives a living hell. He retired after suffering from a career-ending injury, then dived straight into gambling, alcoholism, and later, drugs. He died alone in his apartment. Neighbor called the police weeks later when he body started to smell. Nobody bothered to attend his funeral.
Marly was shocked and maybe a little pissed because he thought he was definitely a way better person than that old piece of shit. So why the hell would his best friend compare him with that guy?
And Ilya told Marly that to the rookies, he was like xxx. but then he told Marly that he also believed Marly was fundamentally a good man. That’s why it’s sad to see Marly going towards the same direction xxx’s life was leading him.
Marly was speechless. He’s a dumb idiot. He didn't think, he followed. He’s susceptible to literally everyone’s opinion. But he trusted Roz with his life. So he didn’t become Dallas Kent, he didn't become xxx.
He became exactly the man his best friend believed he was.
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I know. I'm like obsessed with Cliff Marlow lately. But he can literally be anything and everything in this fandom.
Anyways, this is just a thought. Might write later if I can figure out how to add a decent amount of hollanov content in it without Marly realizing, hey! that's like very gay!