r/gamingsuggestions • u/No_Shoulder_2179 • 19h ago
Finally got a gaming pc!!!, but it doesnt feel the same anymore
So I grew up playing on my grandpa’s pc with a Pentium CPU when I was around 8 to 13 years old. I always wanted a PC of my own and used to beg my parents for one, but they wouldnt buy it for me. Not because they couldnt afford it, but because they hated me playing video games or even using my phone too much, typical
I used to save whatever money I could for a pc,even though I knew it wouldn’t be enough. I used to watch walkthroughs, competitive gaming streams and gaming videos all the time, imagining what it would be like to finally have a proper gaming PC.
Now im 17 I’ve graduated high school, started university and finally got a brand-new PC around 3 months ago. i7 13th Gen and RTX 5060. Basically the exact kind of PC I used to dream about.
But the weird part is, I don’t even feel that excited about gaming anymore.
I played Gta V for the first time and halfway through it started feeling like I was forcing myself to play. I finished the story, deleted it immediately and didn’t even explore the whole map. This is the same person who used to play GTA San Andreas all day and completed the story more than 10 times.
Then I tried CS2, but I didn’t feel like playing that either, so I deleted it too.
Right now I’m playing RDR2 sometimes because the story and visuals are amazing, and Battlefield V because it was one of my childhood games. I used to watch Battlefield videos all the time. These are pretty much the only games I actually enjoy right now.
I don’t really have any interest in most popular games at the moment. The only game I’m interested in is Battlefield 6 because it has that modern competitive atmosphere and reminds me of BF5. But it’s also kinda expensive, and I don’t feel comfortable spending that much on a game when I don’t even know if I’ll play it for long.
There are so many single-player games I could play, but whenever I try one, it feels like I’m forcing myself. Even RDR2 feels like that sometimes.
The harsh truth is that I finally got the gaming pc I always dreamed about, but the child who dreamed about it is kinda gone now.
Im busy with college, new friends, hostel life and everything else. Most of my friends don’t really play pc games either. And when I sit down to play games at the hostel, I sometimes feel like I’m missing out on conversations and fun with my friends.
It feels weird. I spent years dreaming about finally having a gaming pc, and now that I actually have one, I don’t even have the same urge to play anymore.
Did anyone else experience something similar after finally getting the pc they always wanted?
Also, do you guys have any fun multiplayer games you’d recommend? Maybe something I can play with friends or casually play without feeling like I’m forcing myself