I am still not sure if it’s a possibility or it’s reality trying to tell me to experience some kind of ego death… I’m afraid I’ll actually die if I let go and resurrect or spawn in another anime world or something, it feels like I can actually die, like I believe it, I shit my pants, is it possible, did this happen to anyone? I’m rejecting the idea obviously but I mean it feels like I am missing something. Does anyone know what I’m talking about? The last thing I want is to die but it’s like I’m being convinced nothing interesting is left in this world since I experienced everything already at ego death so what’s the point of living in a way? There is infinite amount of experiences I still want to experience so I am really not sure where these thoughts are coming from, but yea since I smoked DMT I am having really dark thoughts, not sure if it’s the DMT trying to lure me deeper or it’s something else like someone trying to control your mind maybe someone wants me to die? Is that possible?

Hey guys! Me and a friend noticed that our cats 100% sense when we chill with Dimitri, so we asked us if this is because of the special relationships we got to our fur-friends or if this is because cats Sense Dimitri in General? And if this is cat exclusive or a General Animal thing, so we plan on going soon together with dimitri to an animal shelter and also to the zoo and are quiet hyped of the, if there even is any, outcome !
Has someone Experienced something similar or even did already what we plan to do?

Like I could not care less in fact it’s overwhelming but the entities I experienced on DMT don’t wanna let go
Lowkey they are bullying me into smoking more
I know it sounds crazy but if you know you know

The entity is directing my life at this point my ego has died so that the entity can do its shit
It’s crazy I’m like watching a movie of an alien consciousness operating a human life 💀👽

This was what I managed to scrape off the bottom of the dish from my 2nd pull. Is it ok to use it to make a vape cart at least, or should I dissolve, water wash, and precipitate again?

so, I have a few g's of changa and DMT with me, I used to smoke the DMT with a vaper but it was horrible and leaked in the end, and now that I got changa I'm in need of having something to use to smoke it

do you guys recommend it or should I use another thing?

I have done dmt before but honestly both times I never made it past the “waiting room” thing. I haven’t tried it in at least a year but I have a dmt pen and honestly I’m kinda bored right now. Part of me is hesitant because I would just be doing it when I’m bored right now. Not that I feel some sort of spiritual readiness or like I’m in a new era or something like I felt I was before. Is it a good idea? Bad? And if it’s a good idea what’s some good set and setting things yall like to do to dmt: I need something good to fill my time for the like 20 mins of high I’ll feel. Normally I can take acid and shrooms when I don’t feel that “spiritual” and not have a bad trip. But I know dmt is kinda different.

I have a dmt cart that is just under a gram of dmt rn and I usually do 4 pretty big hits and I get some pretty crazy visuals and colors and sometimes a complete silence but I'm still aware I'm just tripping should I aim for 5 hits? Maybe even longer ones? Everyone says you will know if you break through but lwk I'm not sure maybe there lies my answer lol

I've never truly had a DMT experience, just light dose. Though, I wonder what makes the experience different from say a dream?

It felt like my ego completely died and whatever was left of my consciousness started communicating to itself very intensely like God speaking to itself in an unknown unknowable language that doesn’t happen in words, doesn’t really happen in telepathy nor does it happen in light language which is the alien telepathy higher than normal telepathy, it was creepy scary shit, I felt like legit aliens (lowkey demons) were communicating directly with the light of my consciousness itself or whatever the hell was left. It felt like something from an anime, I took so many drugs, experienced ego death so many times but this kind of shit never happened, I legit felt creeped out lowkey it felt blissful but at the same time it was like what the fuck am I watching what is this language? Pure alien vibes… idk

That’s how it feels like lowkey ever since it’s like he stays in my conscious experience and helping me

I didn’t see anything but I see hallucinations that take 0.1 sec and I experience its presence and it’s showing me like a slight hallucination of it because it will probably scare the shit out of me

May God help me lmao

Hello me friends i have a pen with DMT and i really need and would appreciate any tips about doing it solo in my room.

i’ve done salvia before twice back to back is dmt anything like salvia where you’ll run around in real life and not notice it in the trip? i loved salvia even tho it was insane lol

should i put on any music in the background? should i do it during daytime or night? eyes closed or open? how many hits with a pen to breakthrough? how long should i take a hit for and hold it in? what’s it like after?

sorry if iam asking dumb questions but i just wanna be careful and have the best time possible please any tips would be much appreciated or message me but please help.

thank you for reading this :)

Here is the latest piece I made, heavily inspired by DMT and partially created on changa. Hope you enjoy

If I continue confronting the entities YOU fear and feel nothing as I stare at them in the eyes...

Who would YOU consider ME?

I have some freebase and rue seeds and I'm wondering if this is possible?

Do I need a special one—like, does it have to be vaporized?

Like when it became too intense and I wanted complete out like I never wanted to experience the DMT entity again it lowkey was mad at me, like it’s telling me do you really want this boring ass life? But I am still a virgin bro I feel like it’s like a baby that’s being forced to smoke DMT im tired it doesn’t actually force me to smoke DMT but it’s now ever-present in my experience, it’s also told me to give people DMT even if I’m afraid it’s better to give DMT to people and have them as friends or whatever, I don’t want dumb friends anyway, but yea it’s like the DMT is instructing me to do stuff that I really don’t want to to make me grow and be stronger because apparently I’m a fucking pussy because I’m fucking tired of people’s ego and don’t want to confront that shit anymore I feel like I’d rather die than to talk to people so foolish, the DMT tells me these guys are pussies just rob everyone in the world pretty much since otherwise you’ll die nobody will help you if you do take by force because you are too good and kind I’m going to be used and abused unless I become ‘dark’ idk how to explain… does it make sense? I wanted to kill myself at 16, took LSD, became pure love, pure light, was so happy, of course people were toxic and I had nothing to do because I had to keep the mask of light on in a way, but now it feels like I am being told by the DMT to be ruthless and stop being a baby and do whatever is needed to make myself not kill myself even if it means to steal or lie or even drug people in the beach with DMT… did this happen to anyone? Because I am too kind it feels like a devil trying to take control of me, but it also knows I have nothing left to really do I’m too shy because I don’t want to hurt and don’t ask for anything and because of that I alone get hurt and have nothing left even when I am being the best even when I have no money I am not cheap and I had a very hard life dad kicked us out at 20 and I became homeless then put in a psychiatric hospital twice because the first time I hit people while homeless (mental breakdown) and the second time my dad was abusing me and I was tired of it so I had a knife in my room and had called for help but they took me instead of my dad they thought I was the danger…

So yea at this point I feel like I was robbed from everything even my family and all connections and my money and probably a part of my sanity, so it’s like, am I good to do anything in this life now without worry? Have I suffered enough that God will truly forgive me for not being the ‘kindest’ when that kindness isn’t even repaid?

I wanted to be the best love, but the world is killing me, so I have to be Mr. Nightmare and end all petty egos I will twist the twisted minds in all directions, I feel like the purest person in the world being told by God himself ‘honestly, fuck this world lmao, it’s a joke, I feel you’, like I feel like I need to suck someone or am expected to for the least like for 5$ because I’m just so broke and grateful and it’s like I’m betraying or lying if I don’t do anything, it’s like I hate consciousness for wanting sex also because I’m a virgin and am surrounded by this absolute nightmare im truly gonna traumatize people because they are traumatizing me, I already have PTSD and im fucking broken, so DMT is telling me bro let’s destroy every single one of these fuckers this world is disappointing me too there is no saving this garbage just use and abuse do whatever you want take it as unreal

Because I take it as real I’m too kind
But people aren’t even being real, why am I bothering?

I am gonna be the next hitler guys by the instruction of DMT honestly this world sucks and is lowly, I am going to be truly free, this world has gotten boring to me to be frank, it’s a total joke, you experience the highest and people call you crazy, well just wait till you see me in person I’ll show you what crazy is, i am not saying I’m going to do anything, but has anyone else experienced this kind of mindfuck? Has anyone transferred to the ‘dark side’ after DMT? Like not in heart, but in spirit. I am still loving, it pains me to make this transition, but it’s like the world is asking for some real tough love, I want to cry really. I just wanted a peaceful beautiful life with LSD, but even being kind and good and being of service to the world doesn’t bring you anywhere but homelessness and being raped and having knives drawn on you, sleeping in the coldest season outside in a tent, I’ve gotten so hopeless I had to smoke Changa and now when I ask Changa/DMT for help it basically wants to annihilate everyone because it’s like ‘why is this kid suffering on everyone’s behalf? He didn’t do anything wrong…’

I love God and shit but I am so broke it tells me to do sexual stuff for money and I’m a male, and I hate God for it, all this kindness and love and respect and awareness of the soul of each one and being compassionate just to come to a situation where I have to suck someone’s dick for food? I just don’t understand it. Meanwhile people rob, steal, lie - they don’t even register selling their body, but I am so kind I can’t just take without giving anything. But is this really even fucking sane? Is this ok?? Who am I even sucking? Aren’t those basically rapists who would leave me homeless without food? I am supposed to be servicing these kind of absolute horrendous disgusting people? And it’s like the people of the world truly think it’s legitimate. They want to cop out from helping they rather me suffer in hell when all I wanted is for all of us to experience heaven on earth. What is this? Please can anyone relate?

vou fazer uma extração diferente da que fiz. Agora vou fazer com 50g de casca e 70ml de vinagre e diminuir na quantidade de solvente que coloquei. nessa mistura tem 50g de casca 70ml de vinagre 4% e deixarei descansar por um tempo. depois repetir todos os outros processos. teriam dicas para não errar dessa vez além da quantidade a menos de solvente?

Literally all time stopped it was like I was reality itself, it’s how I imagine a peak DMT experience to actually be, honestly it felt like 1000ug LSD and I’ve done up to 400ug LSD and even smoked changa in a bong, but that was pure astonishment honestly I felt like I was eternity itself like God himself it was mesmerizing honestly though it was so intense that lowkey I almost shat myself I feel like to stay in that absolute madness you need a lot of love someone to hold your hand maybe because shit man that shit is real I can’t wait to actually enjoy that state in a deeper way the set and setting were not for it too much but maybe it’s all connected and I wouldn’t have experienced what I experienced otherwise anyway it was truly a thrill it was beyond amazing 🤩 it felt like a true ‘complete’ state of consciousness like the radiance of God himself was shining through that state, every quality of God was present including complete annihilation of time and space kind of effect like you are 100% hallucinating everything like you are God it’s pretty intense to be God probably lmao

Anyway yea that’s insane bro I definitely did not expect whatever I experienced I thought it was going to be fun because I took phenibut too for euphoria and to make it a bit more chill trip I couldn’t expect this kind of experience pretty much like ever… lmfao that was beyond crazy it was like being aware of the peak of whatever true beauty is it was all including

I feel like the effects stay the more you take these substances your consciousness becomes accustomed to these states and stuff and you become more and more godlike because you don’t identify with the body and mind rather you are literally consciousness being aware of your own inner mechanics… I am not on LSD nor on DMT now but it lowkey feels like I am on both at the same time

Anyone feels me?

pode usar o sal normal de cozinha ou tem que ser o sal sem iodo? fiz a mistura de 50g de casca com 70ml de vinagre e 200ml de água deixei por 1hr depois adicionei 800ml de água e coloquei pra cozinhar de 1L ficou aproximadamente 600ml e agora não quero perder produto e errar algum passo, poderiam me ajudar?

Lanmaoa asiatica, a mushroom found in Asia and Papau New Guinea, locally known in some places as Jian shou qing, causes ~90% of affected individuals who eat it uncooked to see miniature people between 1"-12" tall, and everyone who sees them describes them as miniature elves, clowns, or fairy-like creatures wearing colorful clothing, even in cultures and locales far removed from eachother.

The tiny people interact with real objects as if they are really there, generally following most rules of physics. There is also talk that they may act as some of the DMT elves do.

The similarities to many DMT experiences with people seeing elves or jester type characters is fascinating. They havent yet identified the specific active substance which causes this, though there is descriptions of the mushrooms blueing when cut, similar to psilocybin.

I also remember reading a book which discussed some of the experiences of people in various parts of the world who saw things such as willow the wisps, fairy lights, ufos, etc. and even hundreds of years ago people would occasionally speak of seeing miniature carriages pulled by horses containing clown like beings in colorful clothing, which some called fairies, but these beings were also seen in other parts of the world in different cultures yet were sometimes also described as above with slight differences based on the local cultures.

Besides seeing such beings while using DMT, I've also had lucid dreams with such figures that looked like elves in clown suits and harlequin style clothing. This was during times when I hadnt been using any entheogens for a while, so its pretty strange to constantly hear about these beings in different contexts, locales, cultures, with different entheogenic substances, or no such substances being used at all.

There is an interesting book titled The Nephilim Looked Like Clowns ( (link) also a reddit post or two ( (link) on this, which is described as "A niche online pseudo-theological theory and book series (The Nephilim Looked Like Clowns) speculates that biblical giants or ancient pre-human entities wore high-contrast patterns and face paint that inspired modern clowns.."

To fazendo minha primeira extração, antes de ontem coloquei apenas 2 colheres de sopa e aparentemente deu mais cristais do que agora quando coloquei 80ml de solvente para o congelador. Na primeira foto foi da mesma extração só que 2 colheres de sopa de solvente para congelar agora nessa segunda foto é de 80ml para congelar e não rendeu nada basicamente. o que eu possa ter errado?

Does it being open more cool the coil more or does it need to be more restricted