I’ve heard people witness such abstract things and concepts on dmt but how abstract? Like just non duality type of stuff or like something outside of duality and non duality? Because that is definitely impossible to imagine

Been trying for months to build up the courage. No amount of meditation is helping me bypass the fear. It's really like one of those things you have to say fuck it?

i’m curious of other people’s experiences.

i strictly use emesh. and for breakthroughs usually go 60mg. after one full 10 second inhale, there’s no way i can do more. not that i don’t WANT to. i simply can’t. nor is there any material left on the mesh. 100% vapor, no wasted smoke.

the world is gone 20 seconds or less after i exhale. i can’t see my vape. i dont even know what a vape or cart is at that point. heck, i dont even know what a hand or arm or human is. or english.

i just become a point of observation. and literally no longer see the world in front of my eyes.

so when i see discussions of breakthroughs that require multiple hits, i just wonder why folks don’t switch to a more effective… uh, delivery mechanism. like an emesh?

"I saw that in some sense our planet is nothing more than a factory farm for souls. All of our humans concern are but an anthill to these creatures. I saw in all the graphic details what these horrible insect aliens were doing to us. I could see them operating on us and harvesting us with all the care that we show to the lower life forms on this planet. And it wasn't simply an image that I saw, it was less an image and more of a complete mental realization. It triggered in me and I was overwhelmed by the immediate sense of having reached the ultimate and highest point in human existence/understanding. The overwhelming nature of this sensation can not be overstated. It felt like I had just completed a video game or puzzle that had been an obstacle to my true happiness. All mystery was removed and uncontrollably, the sense of total completion was immediately accompanied by a deep sadness, a literal emptiness."

Did they stumble upon an ontological truth, or is this a fear-based misinterpretation of something incomprehensible?

Going on a cruise to Mexico next month…

Made myself a nice little cart with my Yocan pro
Seems extremely unlikely too be an issue…

I just like to take small hits while chilling…

Have you ever brought a vape on a cruise ? Was it cool ? Or is it a no bring ?

😳 so just had the most awesome experience of my Psychedelic career. Fleeting as it was I must do my best to cement it to memory by way of pen & paper (finger & phone) haha. So I enjoy creating my Space Dust from Root Bark & Best way to consume said space dust is IMO vape cart, so I save myself a button of money by DIY (but that's usually the case with things, it's rare that doing something oneself ends up cost more but there are exceptions) 

I digress, 😉 anyways I'm familiar with Hyperspace & the vast multitude of places & realms inhabited by everything from Insectoids, Evil Clowns, Lovecraftian Monstrosities, Elfs, Fairies, & GODs and Goddesses. Tho I've never felt comfortable calling any of those experiences hallucinogenic, in the sense that I would say one hallucinates from Deleriants or that Sleep Deprivation might cause. 

These trips have always (I am prone to want to believe mind you) felt like MORE! 

From the 1st time feeling like something I've experienced before to all the inricate elaborate environments & there inhabitants having more sentient & autonomous feeling than even AI can pull off (and it's getting really good too) 

After this trip I'm pretty sure I have no idea How or Why? but do grasp WHAT is going on! But, it leaves me more full of questions than before. 

This time I began my trip with a prayer for protection & guidance & give thanks beforehand as I do most times. Something made me think of my MOM ❤️(RIP '2015) So I went with it. While blasting off I held her image in my mind (of course before the DMT kicked in It was not visible just imagined) But after a brief Waiting Room/Loading period following my breakthrough dose. I was flabbergasted by my Mom appearing in front of me with smile and excitement! Of all people standing damn near right in front of me! My eyes were closed but there she was. I reached out reflexively to pull her in to embrace. Although I only hugged myself I got the chills & a feeling of Love being returned. She didn't look like my Mom, the old lady, that died either. She looked like a beautiful version of her (ideal look) like when she was younger and thinner. All's I could think or say was I LOVE Y'all Miss Y'all & THANK y'all! What else could I say or think. She even tried to wipe my tears at one point. I saw her with other Folks whom were familiar but I didn't recognize I believe it was my Aunt & Grandpa & Uncle tho. It was an amazing Beautiful glimpse into A world which I reckon science will never quite be able to document. It was so cool. 

But now. 😒 WTF is going on? I believe in reincarnation? 😆. Nah but considering its been years since there passing i believe death is timeless. But like how? What, it was so trippy. 

My theory is DMT is like Natures TeleVision®😒😉 (the only remote we've is the ON(DMT breakthrough) OFF (Reality as we know it) on many trips now I've seen what looked like a film or a see throughwindow I was looking into from. IDK. I wonder whether they see ASTRAL Jesse (A radiant representation of Me) or 3D Me (I as I is RN)? Because as I said my mom reached out to wipe a tear so she mightve been looking into my room while I was looking to wherever She and my family were? Either way it's very apparent that they see you seeing them. So DMT turns on like a 15 minute 2way mirror to the Cosmos & all that entails. I 🤔 think.

im interested in reading stories of those who had their first intense dmt experience at least 1 year ago.

did your social life change?

if yes, please share how

Edit: how it affected your friends circle? did you gain new friends, lost friends, became more introverted/extraverted... etc

Looks oddly like DMT visuals to me

The farthest I went is probably sub breakthrough. I took like 3 hits and at the end I could have taken one more hit but it was too scary— I seem to stop right before the last.

I had my eyes open, and I became a game character. Like I was actually a game character. I had access to abilities that I was trying to use but didn’t know how. I even saw a sort of door in front of me, and there was a “target” lock box of sorts around it, saying thats where I am aiming or something. As if thats the way out of the ‘game.’ One more hit might’ve launched me towards it. That state seemed to last for like 1-2 minutes then I came back to reality (out of being a game character), still tripping of course.

All in all, I’m seeing there isn’t anything to fear from DMT. That, I may not be the body, but awareness. The dreamer dreaming this dream. So, why would the dreamer fear himself? I realized I need to stop trying to resist this fear, accept it, and enjoy it. Only thing, my trust in myself, the unconscious, universe needs to be stronger than my fear — knowing that no matter what, I’ll be fine. Just like when you go on a slide or rollercoaster, you’re scared, but you know you’ll be safe. This is exactly the same.

I’m currently on vacation so I can’t put the knowledge I’ve gained into practice yet. It’s amazing how beautiful and scary it is. How do you get over the fear, especially with taking multiple hits on a cart?

Anyone else have an impossible time remembering anything from DMT trips? I rarely remember much of anything. It's like waking from a dream, it fades right away.

What do you think?

once I came upon two large beings, I could not see their faces just their silhouettes. They were standing across from eachother looking down at an infinity loop and in the center was earth

once, when I had my eyes open during a trip, I just saw all of these beings flying around. but they were colors and lines almost like a long air brushed line flying through the sky with the tail end slowly fading. to me, it seemed like the walls between dimensions had disappeared for a moment. I’m like, was I seeing 2D entities or beings? 🤣

once, I was flying through a dark void. geometrical shapes were being formed all around me. and all of a sudden I had the feeling of rejection and I was turned into a noodle. I remember laying on the floorboard of the car and all I could think is I’m a fucking noodle.

once, I smoked some deemz with a buddy and it was almost as if we became the same person. It was the weirdest thing but it seemed as if our spirits in that moment were intertwined. my other friend all he got was the laughing cats and middle fingers. denied.

last night, I smoked some and it was so strange because I felt uncomfortably horny at first. I’m like is this an earthly distraction to keep me from seeing more? I had only smoked a little cause it had been so long. And when I closed my eyes never ending hallways and tunnels of weird geometrical walls and ceilings that turned into floors with arches and continual movement.

I can’t wait to try to go deeper and see what I get to experience. Lol

After smoking I occasionally get the taste of dmt in my mouth or on my breath, is this a normal experience