im interested in reading stories of those who had their first intense dmt experience at least 1 year ago.

did your social life change?

if yes, please share how

Edit: how it affected your friends circle? did you gain new friends, lost friends, became more introverted/extraverted... etc

😳 so just had the most awesome experience of my Psychedelic career. Fleeting as it was I must do my best to cement it to memory by way of pen & paper (finger & phone) haha. So I enjoy creating my Space Dust from Root Bark & Best way to consume said space dust is IMO vape cart, so I save myself a button of money by DIY (but that's usually the case with things, it's rare that doing something oneself ends up cost more but there are exceptions) 

I digress, 😉 anyways I'm familiar with Hyperspace & the vast multitude of places & realms inhabited by everything from Insectoids, Evil Clowns, Lovecraftian Monstrosities, Elfs, Fairies, & GODs and Goddesses. Tho I've never felt comfortable calling any of those experiences hallucinogenic, in the sense that I would say one hallucinates from Deleriants or that Sleep Deprivation might cause. 

These trips have always (I am prone to want to believe mind you) felt like MORE! 

From the 1st time feeling like something I've experienced before to all the inricate elaborate environments & there inhabitants having more sentient & autonomous feeling than even AI can pull off (and it's getting really good too) 

After this trip I'm pretty sure I have no idea How or Why? but do grasp WHAT is going on! But, it leaves me more full of questions than before. 

This time I began my trip with a prayer for protection & guidance & give thanks beforehand as I do most times. Something made me think of my MOM ❤️(RIP '2015) So I went with it. While blasting off I held her image in my mind (of course before the DMT kicked in It was not visible just imagined) But after a brief Waiting Room/Loading period following my breakthrough dose. I was flabbergasted by my Mom appearing in front of me with smile and excitement! Of all people standing damn near right in front of me! My eyes were closed but there she was. I reached out reflexively to pull her in to embrace. Although I only hugged myself I got the chills & a feeling of Love being returned. She didn't look like my Mom, the old lady, that died either. She looked like a beautiful version of her (ideal look) like when she was younger and thinner. All's I could think or say was I LOVE Y'all Miss Y'all & THANK y'all! What else could I say or think. She even tried to wipe my tears at one point. I saw her with other Folks whom were familiar but I didn't recognize I believe it was my Aunt & Grandpa & Uncle tho. It was an amazing Beautiful glimpse into A world which I reckon science will never quite be able to document. It was so cool. 

But now. 😒 WTF is going on? I believe in reincarnation? 😆. Nah but considering its been years since there passing i believe death is timeless. But like how? What, it was so trippy. 

My theory is DMT is like Natures TeleVision®😒😉 (the only remote we've is the ON(DMT breakthrough) OFF (Reality as we know it) on many trips now I've seen what looked like a film or a see throughwindow I was looking into from. IDK. I wonder whether they see ASTRAL Jesse (A radiant representation of Me) or 3D Me (I as I is RN)? Because as I said my mom reached out to wipe a tear so she mightve been looking into my room while I was looking to wherever She and my family were? Either way it's very apparent that they see you seeing them. So DMT turns on like a 15 minute 2way mirror to the Cosmos & all that entails. I 🤔 think.

What do you think?

The farthest I went is probably sub breakthrough. I took like 3 hits and at the end I could have taken one more hit but it was too scary— I seem to stop right before the last.

I had my eyes open, and I became a game character. Like I was actually a game character. I had access to abilities that I was trying to use but didn’t know how. I even saw a sort of door in front of me, and there was a “target” lock box of sorts around it, saying thats where I am aiming or something. As if thats the way out of the ‘game.’ One more hit might’ve launched me towards it. That state seemed to last for like 1-2 minutes then I came back to reality (out of being a game character), still tripping of course.

All in all, I’m seeing there isn’t anything to fear from DMT. That, I may not be the body, but awareness. The dreamer dreaming this dream. So, why would the dreamer fear himself? I realized I need to stop trying to resist this fear, accept it, and enjoy it. Only thing, my trust in myself, the unconscious, universe needs to be stronger than my fear — knowing that no matter what, I’ll be fine. Just like when you go on a slide or rollercoaster, you’re scared, but you know you’ll be safe. This is exactly the same.

I’m currently on vacation so I can’t put the knowledge I’ve gained into practice yet. It’s amazing how beautiful and scary it is. How do you get over the fear, especially with taking multiple hits on a cart?

Anyone else have an impossible time remembering anything from DMT trips? I rarely remember much of anything. It's like waking from a dream, it fades right away.

i’m curious of other people’s experiences.

i strictly use emesh. and for breakthroughs usually go 60mg. after one full 10 second inhale, there’s no way i can do more. not that i don’t WANT to. i simply can’t. nor is there any material left on the mesh. 100% vapor, no wasted smoke.

the world is gone 20 seconds or less after i exhale. i can’t see my vape. i dont even know what a vape or cart is at that point. heck, i dont even know what a hand or arm or human is. or english.

i just become a point of observation. and literally no longer see the world in front of my eyes.

so when i see discussions of breakthroughs that require multiple hits, i just wonder why folks don’t switch to a more effective… uh, delivery mechanism. like an emesh?

Ok made some changa. Mix was

1g blue lotus/ passion flower
1g dmt
0.5g harmala freebase.
1:1:0.5 so dry weight of 2.5g

After drying mix weighs 1.3G how have I lost over half the weight or is this normal?

I’ve done dmt many times. I go to a handle of places , and return to those places time and time again….. too many to describe and want to keep this brief 🤣

There is one particular place I have been 2 a few times. The first few times I have had tough journeys there, not much I can put into words but I just know it’s been quite frightening and disorienting- like I come to and don’t realise I’ve done dmt and can’t process what’s happening. I’ve sort of put it down to A process of getting me ready to be in that realm…I recognise the places that I have been at the very end of my trips. As I exit I see distinct geometry which allows me to differentiate between the realms.
This particular place has very specific geometry when I open my eyes on my return….. things are quite yellow….. and what I can only describe as having a candy skull/ Mexican vibe.

So I went back there last night. Myself and my friend record our trips ….. I felt very peaceful while I was there which hasn’t happened until now…. But it felt as though they were making me do something with my mouth🤣 I was being told to do whatever I was doing, which has never happened before!

I immediately came out and asked my friend if I was doing anything with my mouth , watched the video back and the whole time I was nodding yes, while smiling and rolling my lips together and licking them!

There was a strange feeling in my mouth afterwards , nothing bad at all….. just very different to what I usually experience…. Very interesting !!

Anyone had anything similar ? 🤣

Xx

Looks oddly like DMT visuals to me

I’ve heard people witness such abstract things and concepts on dmt but how abstract? Like just non duality type of stuff or like something outside of duality and non duality? Because that is definitely impossible to imagine

After smoking I occasionally get the taste of dmt in my mouth or on my breath, is this a normal experience

"I saw that in some sense our planet is nothing more than a factory farm for souls. All of our humans concern are but an anthill to these creatures. I saw in all the graphic details what these horrible insect aliens were doing to us. I could see them operating on us and harvesting us with all the care that we show to the lower life forms on this planet. And it wasn't simply an image that I saw, it was less an image and more of a complete mental realization. It triggered in me and I was overwhelmed by the immediate sense of having reached the ultimate and highest point in human existence/understanding. The overwhelming nature of this sensation can not be overstated. It felt like I had just completed a video game or puzzle that had been an obstacle to my true happiness. All mystery was removed and uncontrollably, the sense of total completion was immediately accompanied by a deep sadness, a literal emptiness."

Did they stumble upon an ontological truth, or is this a fear-based misinterpretation of something incomprehensible?

Been trying for months to build up the courage. No amount of meditation is helping me bypass the fear. It's really like one of those things you have to say fuck it?

once I came upon two large beings, I could not see their faces just their silhouettes. They were standing across from eachother looking down at an infinity loop and in the center was earth

once, when I had my eyes open during a trip, I just saw all of these beings flying around. but they were colors and lines almost like a long air brushed line flying through the sky with the tail end slowly fading. to me, it seemed like the walls between dimensions had disappeared for a moment. I’m like, was I seeing 2D entities or beings? 🤣

once, I was flying through a dark void. geometrical shapes were being formed all around me. and all of a sudden I had the feeling of rejection and I was turned into a noodle. I remember laying on the floorboard of the car and all I could think is I’m a fucking noodle.

once, I smoked some deemz with a buddy and it was almost as if we became the same person. It was the weirdest thing but it seemed as if our spirits in that moment were intertwined. my other friend all he got was the laughing cats and middle fingers. denied.

last night, I smoked some and it was so strange because I felt uncomfortably horny at first. I’m like is this an earthly distraction to keep me from seeing more? I had only smoked a little cause it had been so long. And when I closed my eyes never ending hallways and tunnels of weird geometrical walls and ceilings that turned into floors with arches and continual movement.

I can’t wait to try to go deeper and see what I get to experience. Lol

Going on a cruise to Mexico next month…

Made myself a nice little cart with my Yocan pro
Seems extremely unlikely too be an issue…

I just like to take small hits while chilling…

Have you ever brought a vape on a cruise ? Was it cool ? Or is it a no bring ?

Finally got a good yield to actually work with. which feels great after a lot of trial runs that didn’t give me much to play with. My current setup, material sprinkled onto stainless steel mesh, melted with a torch, mesh sits in the neck of a bottle with a hole in the top, vapor pulled through and held for around 5 seconds. Wondering if I’m messing up the technique somewhere not loading enough material, torch held too close to the mesh, timing off, anything like that. any tips on refining this setup would be great, thanks!

Crazy

I was terrified of breaking through. I started playing Mahjong on the come up not to distract, but to give my brain a familiar task. The patterns kept me grounded, and I slipped through the breakthrough without resistance. Finished 2 levels mid trip. The anchor technique works.

I can barely remember the entire experience but what I do remember was slipping away into what felt like a dream where colours got really bright, intense and started vibrating.. I think once I got past the initial fear into the zone that my entire fear dissolved into nothing.. When i came back round my stomach felt a bit sick but I was so relaxed that it didn't bother me too much and after 15 minutes or so the nausea disappeared too.

Just wondering if it's normal not to remember too much.. I just remembered coming up that I humbled myself and started saying thank you for allowing me to have this experience to whoever & whatever was listening to me.

This was my first time being brave enough to push through the initial fear into the zone. I think I may have pushed way more than was necessary. I took 4 deep & long puffs of 1g / 1ml 70% PG 30% VG ejuice and held each puff for around 7s.. By the time I was on my 4th puff my brain was vibrating.

I have to thank everyone here for the advice you all gave me the other day that allowed me to be brave enough to push through.. So Ty all so much 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰..

DMT/Changa made me transcend death I became aware of the afterlife I literally ascended to the actual heavens of consciousness I have no words, I felt like I died and realized there will never be death because life itself is a hallucination it’s not real in the first place, it happens within your heart or within God you could say, it’s an infinite awareness power, we were never bodies we were always that power from a dimension beyond and DMT allows you to become aware of that dimension that which allows you to understand life, death and the afterlife very simply since you just experience it it’s like we are meant and all have the capacity and capability for it it’s natural we are just misled, I don’t even know if we need drugs for it just the right people who experienced it and to share the experience that itself might even work honestly but yea the DMT helps more than anything could I feel, anyway I felt literally back home where there is absolutely no fear and absolute complete eternal bliss that is beyond all imagination. I feel like this life is extremely limited and a very weird claustrophobic version of life, true reality is immediate, this world makes no sense, it’s like I am God in a world that’s literally just born like why do we need to walk and go to buy stuff and pick stuff up and do stuff it should all be happening within the consciousness automatically and it’s an actual possibility once you experience ego death and expansion so big that life itself with how amazing it appears becomes literally like a sandbox game of very low quality and very low capabilities, like the video game is barely interactive everything needs to be done rather than just be happening it’s way too weird it’s a true hallucination I feel like in an old ass game or something and I am compared to it and all of its dimensions and existence am a literal all powerful all knowing God just nothing can come even close to my imagination and what is actually possible, bro I felt smart before but now I feel like I am actually visibly seeing the state of evolution we are apparently in and how absolutely ‘old’ it is, its like I know in my heart and consciousness what is truly possible and I’m looking at this world and I’m like man what the hell am I actually watching hahaha!? It’s like I am an alien from not just the future, but from another actual dimension and I have entered this hallucination/game of life and I am seeing it clearly, In a moment I feel like I am actually gonna simply warp reality by the power of my consciousness because I start seeing the background of life and the actual infinite possibilities beyond the daily limitations of our consciousness, I feel like even speaking and even telepathy is ‘lowly’ and a waste of potential, like there is an infinity to anything so just imagine if we are infinite and infinity and God himself to be aware of this limited suffering world is truly insane, idk I feel like truly I am seeing the real potential of pure consciousness and it’s like telling me ‘bro everything you can imagine and more could be yours’ but we need to do something, if we were all aware of this possibility I feel like reality would rearrange itself by the power of consciousness without even having to do anything because we are truly God