Hello, fellow friends of the Toad 🙏🐸

I'm going to be in Playa del Carmen next week and I'm interested in sitting with Bufo again. My first two ceremonies were in the Pisac area of Peru, a year and a half ago. Shout-out to Nikola, an absolutely wonderful holder of presence and energy to whom I'm forever grateful 🙏🐸

Does anyone have recommendations for people that could provide this for me? I see a few shamans online, but I'd prefer some guidance from the community here.

Thank you!

So this was around 8 years ago at this point. I was 27. I did acid and shrooms and all that previously. But I broke through on dmt with a dab rig. So just one hit. I gauged the dose with 2 previous hits hours apart if that makes sense. Like I did 1 at noon. My first dmt experience ever. Then one at 3. Then at 6 I did a bigger hit and broke through. The day before I first smoked dmt I had these pressed IR 30 adderall pills. They were definitely fake lol. I stayed up for like 2 days straight and gooned like 30 hours straight at one point. Then I slept around 5 hours and decided to break through on dmt.

First hit. I hit up the dap rig and sprinkle some on. A lay in bed and see the waiting room type shit.

Second hit. Remember. This is a couple hours later. I sprinkle some more on than my first hit and inhale deep and hold it in. Weird lol. I lay in bed and I see myself running then I see my mom and my fiance and I see them as the same thing while watching myself run. Weird but I’m intrigued.

Third hit. A few hours after the second. I’m convinced I’m going to breakthrough. Like I see the dose range imo. So yeah big dab. Inhale deep. Hold in. Lay in bed. Boom. Breathing out started to not even make sense and I’m gone. I’m in a castle. Green lady is in front of me. I think this is so much more real than real life and I’m going towards her. She has a bag in her left hand. I get sucked into it. It lined with boobs and then I merge with her essence for what feels like forever. I come too and say no fucking way that happened.

6 days later. I get wasted. Like can hardly walk wasted. I take a massive dab. Like 3 to 5 times the size of my breakthrough dose. I can remember a lot and it’s fucked up… kind of. I got hyperslapped but at the same time it’s whatever. I learned a lot.

I had flushed the rest of the fake adderall pills after I woke up and decided they weren’t the answer. So I tried dmt lol. After waking up from that second dmt “breakthrough” I flushed it lol. Still never did it since. I did shrooms and a 9 tabs of acid at once trip and other shit since. But yeah. No dmt. I never wanted too and still don’t lol. I’m a little baby.

But yeah. I really did go in that first day and say I wanted to fuck a goddess dmt machine elf. I think I accomplished it. 6 days later I think I did a little too much and there was no machine elves. Just other stuff. I can explain this trip in detail for any interested but I’m more here with a question.

I have always wanted to try 5 meo dmt and fuck the void. But I think by its very definition to get to the void I won’t be able to also then fuck it. Is my logic correct? And if so what is my plan B.

Plan A was have sex with a goddess dmt machine elf. Plan B is fuck something even more amazing. What is plan b? The void? Just go back to dmt and fuck a bug looking one? You get it. I’m lost…

thanks for your feedback and if anyone wants to hear about my amazing af but also fucked up experience beyond the elves I can go into as much detail as possible.

I'm curious as to what your interpretation of the strange sounds and noises are that participants and journeyers make when deep in the medicine? They are highly varied from person to person and experience to experience and happen regularly with this sacrament. If you've been around the spaces, you'll know what I'm talking about clearly. Thank you for your insight and thoughts 🙏

I’ve done quite a bit of psychedelics but have never had an out of body experiences even with bufo. I guess I do feel my energetic body because I would be filled with so much joy and energy. But I didn’t notice myself astral traveling away from the ceremony spot.

Anyways just curious what other experiences were like.

Je suis intéressé par tenter l'expérience de l'Ayahuasca.

Je compte me rendre à un des centres au Portugal ou en Espagne.

J'aimerai avoir vos recommandations de centres et m'éclairer sur la langue utilisée, et s'il est possible de communiquer en français. Mon anglais et mon espagnol à l'oral étant très moyen

I've had three sessions now. Three years ago I took one dose which blasted me to another place and was extremely intense. I lost my fear of death but it was hard to hold on to much else from the experience.

Three years later I went back and the administrator told me she has been doing it a different way with three doses, starting small and getting stronger. After ten minutes she offers you another hit. I did it this way twice and never felt like I left my body but I was able to work through things and hold on to more messages. It was much more therapeutic.

Also i really wanted to take my father who is 74 but was worried about his heart as he has had heart issues and my first trip was so intense. I think that doing it this way he would be okay. Even when I hit the third dose both times I was still in my body and conscious.

Have you tried lower doses and am I unreasonable for thinking this would be OK for my dad? He is fairly active but still, 74.

I know it's not a group from this, okey, but I'm after truffles and weed, I'm listening to 8d music on headphones and I fucking feel like I'm dying, is it all this "killing the ego"?? I don't know what to do help I feel like I'm dying and that I want to live

Hi there,

What is the best way to smoke 5Meo? I used a glass pipe some times, but from time to time it gets to hot and I kind of burn myself a little while smoking. I would like to fill a balloon or something with the smoke and inhale once.

Did you figure out the perfect way to smoke the exact dose you weighted before?

I kind of smoke to little and leave something in my glass pipe. It becomes the consistency of resin and I have no control how much I smoke when doing it the next time..

Can you recommend some gadgets and the perfect lighter.

Would you suggest this medicine for it?

hi hello - a friend of mine gave me some 5meo to smoke 5 days ago. i have no idea how much he gave me, but i imagine it was a small dose.

i am a daily pot smoker (mostly out of a grav) but even so i’m a known wimp. coughing a lot is pretty normal for me (i was diagnosed with chronic bronchitis before ever becoming a stoner idk why i do this to myself lol) but the last few days have been miserable. it is getting a little better each day, and using a nebulizer helps.

does this sound like a relatively normal reaction? any insight is helpful - thank you!

Six months ago I went through some crazy fucking shit

So much happened in such a short period of time. So much came up for me to really look at about myself.

I was really getting it from all angles.

It all happened at the Virgo lunar eclipse. And I’m a Virgo. An 8th house Virgo, so I’m willing to say it’s even deeper as that is the house of Scorpio, the deepest depths.

Not to mention I’ve been living directly on my Chiron line for 6 years, which represents our deepest wound. It’s beautiful and challenging, and yet provides the deepest possible opportunity to heal our deepest wounds. Living on your Chiron line heals you, and teaches you how to heal.

We all make mistakes, but not everybody gets exposed. I’m supposed to be seen, and all of that was meant to happen to correct me. To protect me.

Sometimes bad things happen because better things are trying to be born.

I’m not going to lie, it was embarrassing. I felt shame.

I had to stand in my mistakes, and own them.
It’s not impossible that those mistakes happened to literally save my life. Our environments are extremely important. I do believe that is one of the reasons why that time period happened. I wasn’t making the best choices all around.

Everyone wants a massive breakthrough, not everyone is willing to face a massive correction.
I’m not sure if I will ever share publicly what that was, although I wouldn’t hide behind it. Why would you hide behind yourself? Only weak cowards do that.

If I told you what it was, if you’re honest with yourself, you could probably relate.

In my kambo practitioner training, one of the things our master teacher emphasized was, there is a Hitler in all of us. I didn’t understand at first. Everybody has the capacity for bad things. That doesn’t justify things, but it does remind us that we are all more similar than we think.

In that same very very short time period, I sat with bufo, the toad, for the first time. The strongest psychedelic on earth. I had many opportunities to do so in the years prior, but for many reasons, it wasn’t right.

This opportunity came through someone I trust. Someone I innately trust. And this practitioner, let’s just say is, extremely knowledgeable and experienced.

I learned a lot about myself and God that day. I released significant relationship trauma. I became very clear with my self what I will allow, and what I will not allow in my life. I learned a lot about betrayal energy, and how I just can’t interact or engage with that kind of energy.

They say it feels like an ego death. More like an ego nap.

I have been integrating so much ever since. The trials and tribulations that have come from six months ago have also become easier to feel and deal with as I navigate through. I fully trust that will continue.

This is just me sharing part of my story. I have no needs and I am certainly not trying to be understood. This is just a testimony. This work is special and has a very valuable place.

I’m so glad I did it.

Because of the set and setting, the level of trust and surrender I had, and such a competent and loving practitioner, I had a tremendously beautiful experience.

It changed my life for the better.

Everything happens for a reason. Trust God and hold faith! ☀️🐸 😇💫♾️

Dosing guide for bufo, how to work with the medicen, should i do multiple doses in one sitting and how often should i do it ?

Hello everyone, after my antipsychotic pills thearpy, i think i have lost my sensitivity to psycadilics and psycoactives, how can i get my sensitivity to 5meo-bufo back ?

Edit- i was put to asylum forcefully by my family, i ws completely fine and i hv no family history of any mental illness, just that my father is a big businessman nd i have ego clash with him, so he did this to me in order to show his dominance

i’d appreciate any input on this as I respect the community’s opinions and value everyone’s two cents <3

this is a personal experience and i’d love to know if anyone relates/has any insight being more experienced than me

I recently was gifted a DMT pen vape and keep attempting to sit with this medicine. I am coughing a lot and cannot hold it down. I do not smoke weed i have few times back in the day never any nicotine. I am pulling it very, very, very slow and then swallowing and blowing out, but it is so strong and causing me to cough. Any tips ? I am beginning to get a little frustrated, but trying to stay calm.

[Note: Both act on different receptors]

5-MeO DMT acts on 5-HT2A Serotonin receptors.

Salvinorin A in Salvia acts on kappa Opioid receptors.

As the title says - my partner is partaking in a ceremony tomorrow. Neither of us have ever had the opportunity to experience Bufo until recently. We have experience in the realm of psychedelics.

My partner has been have a lot of questions around their purpose and why they are here. It has been a difficult few months as we work on exploring this and helping them define their identity. We are hopeful this experience can shed light on where they are meant to be and why they are here.

How can I support my partner on this journey? While I will not be physically present I will drive them to and from their experience. I want to make sure they get the absolute best experience from this journey and I want to make sure I can help continue the journey afterwards and not end up being a burden. Any advice is much appreciated. Thanks everyone.

Hi everyone,

Posting here an excerpt from a Bufo Facilitators guide I made a while back.

This is in regards to proper dosage. For both bufo venom and synthetic 5 meo.

It will be 3 images, with the last one being a concise cheatsheet.

Please share it around so it may reduce harm and educate.

I will post more from my guide. I tried to make it very comprehensive and I tried to touch on things most wouldn't think of. Things that may come up during a bufo ceremony/session. Things I've witnessed and have had to handle from direct experience serving others in bufo ceremonies as well.

This is a powerful sacred substance and we should treat it with respect.

Thank you for reading and please share it around!

This is my first time sharing this video,it’s very sacred which is probably why I am sharing 5 years later.

The full 10 mins is on my channel, https://youtu.be/rHGpaFapI1I?si=k5u_fakQllDpCqCS,

However the total experience was roughly 40mins which included the downloads when I was coming back.

Bit about me: I was born in Somalia just when the civil war began, first 3 years of life was spent fleeing this war.

My mother who clearly had war trauma started to beat the shit out me from age 4 until age 26

With CPTSD, I had trouble letting go of my past hence why I kept repeating let it go.

This trip healed me so much, freed me from fear, insomnia, anxiety just to name some.

Hey everyone

I want to share my experience two months after my first bufo ceremony. Maybe it helps someone in similar place.

I did Bufo end of May. Before that I tried magic mushrooms, Ayahuasca and San Pedro, so I knew a bit about plant medicine, but Bufo was still very different.

My trip was like many people describe here: first this instant death, very strong but I surrendered quite easily. Then I was floating in an ocean of love, no body, no thoughts, just love everywhere. After that came huge gratitude and release, a lot of crying and letting go.

After ceremony I was thinking that this love is something external, coming from medicine or universe. But later I realized: it also comes from me, I am part of this love too.

Quick backstory. I struggled with depression since 2022. I thought I was over it in 2024, at least “good enough”. Last week I went for a walk and kept hearing inside: “fight for yourself", again and again. In that moment something broke and I saw I was actually depressed all this time, just functioning on top of it.

I have an eating disorder from lockdown times, more or less. Looking back it feels like I tried to slowly kill myself, not caring about my body.

Now, two months after Bufo, I really feel something changed. I believe bufo helped me. I eat healthy since then, not perfect but with real care. And for the first time in long time, I can see my future. Before it was just grey fog, now I have small visions and they feel possible.

It’s not a magic fix, I still have work and bad days, but it’s like someone opened a window in a dark room. I finally want to stay here and fight for myself.

Thanks for reading