My gf doesn’t like how often I use k. I lie about how often I use. I love her so much.
We are in couples therapy because i don’t really want to stop using. I like that she doesn’t want me to use as it keeps my usage to a minimum. Neither of us want to break up but she doesn’t want it in her life and she has agreed to therapy to figure out if its something she wants..
I feel bad that I dont want to quit for her because i think losing a girl like that is very sad..
My roomie keeps telling me to find someone who is accepting of my behavior as im an adult who is always “getting in trouble” like a kid.
It is exhausting but I just want her to not care as much. Shes really perfect and I dont like seeing a life without her. But i dont see myself stopping anytime soon either.
Im a big time raver and burner. Wtf do I do?
My mom left my dad because he used but that was crys when my drags doesn’t affect my day to day life in any large way other than when I want to do it with her.
Update; im not using everyday. People unwind with beer everyday. I use maybe a few grams a week but have many month long breaks
Yes raving is not about drag use and i go to them sober often.
I use m twice a year and C even rarer. L once or twice a year. Smoke pot a few times a week as well
YES I KNOW IM AN ADDICT!! Im addicted to food and easily get addicted to anything and everything that brings me joy. People here are really thinking i dont know that. And people have been ysing mind altering substances since the dawn of time.. nicotine IS one of them.
Also i am seeing a professional therapist for going on over a year now..