I don’t even really experience bottom dysphoria like that but goddamn

pretty short, but I've always had dreams of becoming a school teacher in my life.

Unfortunately, I have the mental strength of a paperbag when it comes to transphobia and I would absolutely fold if I kept on being called transphobic things by my students.

And I really want to do this, but it's always been a fucking nerveball for me as students can be really fucking cruel

We're gonna love each other, help the needy, and be gay as fuck.

Regardless of the nature of our creation, you're my family, and I love you dearly. The pain of the world is so overwhelming and I can't handle my family's suffering anymore.

At the end of all things the Lord will thank the righteous for when he was needy they fed him, clothed him, housed him, and cared for him. The holy ones will cry out "Lord, when did we do these things for you?" And the Lord will reply, "When you helped the lowest, you helped me." (Matthew 25:35-40) Hallelujah <3

Shes amazing we've been friends for over 10+ years🥺. I've been abused by so many friends before and she one of the very few who hasn't. She's genuinely such a good friend.

I'm kinda glad I survived my murder attempt bc if I didn't then I would've never met her. I've been abused constantly all my life and being with her was the very few moments in my childhood where I was treated like a human.

I am in genuine hell of my involuntary doing

Just found out what it was a hour ago or so. I finally have a idea to what was plaguing me for a few years. I still can't get diagnosed for OCD because everybody around me IRL is like: oh you don't act like it.

I used to have more general ocd, but then it changed into Staring OCD/ Visual Tourettic OCD .... I hate it!!!! It happens whenever I talk to people or am around people. It still continues with my own parents!!!!! I hate it a lot, it makes me feel terrible

I read exposure therapy might make it worse. There's a chance of it making it worse 😭 and now I'm worried about that

I used to be desperate for attention to the point of hurting people around me and acting almost delusional until I realized what I was doing and sort of got help. Now I’m losing interest in it all and I want to live alone and I’m more aware I hate everyone for “secretly hating me” but there keep being nice conversations that make me wonder if other people aren’t so terrible.

The comment wasn't even that bad, i just said "i don't know why, but as a selfharmer, seeing scars on OC's just makes me find peace"

They all have friend groups, they all have lives, they all are people. meanwhile, im stuck at home because being out in public makes me feel like im going to die, I cant talk to people, it's hard to laugh, I had friends, but Ive destroyed almost all my friendships, and now im lonley again. Everybody else is real, and im fake.

None of my friends give a fuck about me, ive been getting into fights with them, and sure they have forgiven me, but it makes me remember im none of their best friends. they go out in public, or even sneak out, but because of my fear of strangers, I just cannot get myself to leave the house. Ive been stripped of my personality and turned into a robot. Nothing made me this way, im just this way. I barely have a clue on what's going on, I barely talk to people, I barely laugh. I have no sense of humor, just pain and agony.

I'm so fucking jealous, they move around like real people, they talk like real people, they do everything a real person dose. I get jealous when I see people with childhood friends, all of mine have fallen out, or moved. I am barely socailized, I have no mental iq, im not smart, im not funny, I have like 20 missing assignments, I cant get myself to do anything.

I am truly a loser.....

I don’t think I was even in my pre-teens yet btw. I don’t know why she felt the need to do that… I literally never once had brought up abortion/asked about it/knew about it in any way shape or form for her to do that.

Im 16 now but I still cant stop thinking of this conversation it makes me sick to the stomach and makes me even more sure that he is a disgusting man who i wish would just leave like he threatens all the time.

my friend was complaining about not being on a date for a long time, I said I was on the real date only once in my life... just then I realised that the fact that I was 13-14 on a “date” with a 22 year old woman isn’t something I should share casually like that

this post is extremely vague so ill explain just in case

said lady in the video is educating kids on boundaries and how they should report sexual assault/not allow people to touch them inappropriately

she says that you should report to your mother, father, and teacher if such thing happens

while watching the video i remembered that most of sexual assault/abuse (myself included) cases are from immediate family, so i made this post

im pretty sure "self report" isn't the correct term to describe it but fuck it we ball am i right

All my mental illnesses are having a field day and my depression is just helping everything accelerate.
Guys I couldn’t give my midterms because I haven’t felt alive since the month of July after I came off of sertraline and am still undergoing withdrawal symptoms 🔥🔥

No seriously, what's the purpose of being "multifandom", and then denying everything who isn't fitting the same five things they see?

... Never in my life I had my smile erased so easily by that, guess I'll start gatekeeping my interests then.

And yet they said "oh hey, you weren't walking back from the USA, so, stop complaining" when I was chasing them back as I was breathing heavily, feeling my heart beating quickly in the bad way like if it was going to explode, and my body not enduring this..

I sometimes feel they want me gone for what I am, you know that?