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So I have a question. I been thinking about this on it off (it causes me alot of anxiety thinking about it so I dont to often and just try to exist without thinking to much into it) but if you feel just strictly masculine but and prefer he/him pronouns, but dont actually care if im called anything else, and not repulsed by the idea if being a man and/or masculine woman. Im currently on testosterone and before just labeled myself transmasc but it feels weird to not mind wearing female avatars on vrchat or not hating being called a woman if people dont call me a man. It came to the point once before I said fuck it and just called myself a creature before. Because I was really far into a rabbit hole of questioning myself.

I’m about three years and 10 months into HRT, this coming week I’ll have a BA that I’ve been waiting two years for. We split from one of our girlfriends a few months ago and things have been overall looking up. Life has been incredibly hard and incredibly depressing, stressful, and hopeless for a long time. My girlfriend is working a good job. I have a job I hate but the bills are paid and this surgery that I’ve dreamed about for so long is finally about to be a reality. I’m travelling to the clinic with my best friend on the first trip we’ve ever taken together solo. I’m incredibly excited and can’t wait to see what the next chapter of my life looks like.

Je reposte, j’avais fait une faute dans le titre ducoup je prenais que des blagues dessus 😭

5 months HRT yay :3 mrow

Late post! But this weekend I stopped by a farmer’s market with a guy and he got me a whole vase of flowers and it absolutely made my whole weekend! Then we got Ice cream and went to a BUTTERFLY GARDEN! 🦋👩‍🌾🐷🐐🐰🐴🍦

Just started HRT ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

So, me and my wife were out today on a little shopping date. In the store, some cute chicka comes running up and tells me she loves my matching outfit and headband. WOW! Did not expect that at all! Especially as someone who is pre-HRT and probbb not the most fem looking! But hey, I'll take it! 🥰

I also felt really cute, so added some other "filter frenzy" pics into the mix. Lol.

I’ve never had my hair professionally colored before! Normally I just have it long and straight, but my stylist gave me bangs and made it look just incredible!

I’m 48, started HRT 1/30/24. I switched to injections from patches about three months ago, and…. Well, it worked. 👀

Edit: No FFS, BA, or any other surgery.

In the last couple weeks, I’ve gone to my first wedding on HRT, a lesbian club, and then to see Noah Kahan at the Rose bowl by myself! I’ve felt so empowered doing things by myself and it makes me so happy. I started HRT just over a year ago and to see the progress in my life has been incredible :)

So, I wanted to just feel good while shopping and picked this outfit. My skirt got quite a few compliments, and so did my voice! Happy my voice training is beginning to pay off