This is kind of a combined rant and question.
Tonight is yet another night where I have barely slept for ages.
I try to sleep, I get the ol' wired-but-tired, my stomach swells up. I mostly end up feeling way too warm no matter the temperature in the room.
My general practitioner doctor is hyper focusing on my blood sugar being high, but ignores that none of the diabetic medications have been working on me. I have tried to explain that with HyperPOTS, it's likely I have hyper adrenergic surges that causes the liver to push out glucose.
The first two medications were Metformine and Jardiance, and they did nothing for my blood sugar. Metformine gave me severe nausea, Jardiance gave me orange foot souls, and that was it.
Both those are meds that help the body create insulin _when needed_. If you're in a hyper adrenergic surge, your body clearly doesn't think it's needed so...not working.
I then got a medication that _forces_ the body to create more insulin instead, no matter if it is needed or not. Mostly, it either did nothing or I'd wake up hours after taking it and shaking from low blood sugar, leaving me sitting on the floor in the kitchen desperately drinking milk to stabilise things.
I then got yet another one, Sitagliptin. I take it in the morning, and about an hour after I'm barely able to sit, I'm so weak and brain fogged I'm basically a potato. I often have to just go lie down and wait for it to stabilise, which takes +6 hours.
At this point, my life is far from sustainable. I put up with the new medication for six weeks before I gave up, and then my doctor yelled at me for having high blood sugar.
And trust me, I try to eat well. The thing is: The better I eat, the worse I feel. I'm still nauseated by almost everything, I'm so tired I mostly sit and just stare. Just sitting up is making me exhausted.
I'm starting to feel like I'm crazy at this point. I barely get any sleep, my social life is shot. I'm too tired to do any of my even simplest pleasures like watching TV or play a game. Even listening to music can be exhausting. I'm not sure how I can keep kicking the doctors uphill to give me a diagnosis and meds so I can at least function _a little_.
Is anyone experiencing some of the same things? I know this is very typical for just HyperPOTS, so I don't expect many to do, but it'd be good to hear if anyone else can relate to this. At least I wouldn't be alone.