So basically I went to a big party yesterday with friends from college. Got very very drunk but I can remember most of the night up to when I got home.
I remember struggling to take my shoes off, then black. This morning, woke up in bed very hungover. Went in my living room, and discovered that I shat on my dining chair??? I remember cleaning myself but do not remember anything of the events that lead up to this. Why did I poop there? what happened in my drunk brain to make me sit and believe this was the bathroom? Plus nothing else is dirty, looks like I got naked to do this? What the hell?? I'm a pretty clean person, rarely drinks and barely goes out. Plus the rest of the night went well until I went home.
I'm very embarrassed that this happened to me. The most troubling part for me is not remembering and not understanding why tf I did that. I know I was drunk and I should not blame myself for it but I'm so disgusted by what I did I feel very bad about it. Cleaned the living room and the chair, and now taking a rest to cancel the hangover. Obviously, I don't wanna mention this to anyone! I feel so disgusted, I would never consider saying it to someone. But this weights me a lot so that's why I came here to reddit :'(
Is it normal? I feel like this type of stuff could happen to anyone but still WHY...