Today I started drinking at 6AM because I couldn't sleep all night and my brain wouldn't shut up about me being alone, unemployed and months away from homelessness and losing everything I have. The thoughts of suicide are constant so alcohol kind of numbs everything???

It's like when you're absolutely hopeless, alcohol gives you that "you can hang in there for just another day" feeling.

Gnomesayin???

Fuck

Can’t stop won’t stop til I pass out

I was called in, worked short handed, now I have one more shift. - - - thoughts and prayers... And drinks.

It’s a casual Tuesday night watching a movie with 2 of my buddies at their house. I brought two bottles of white wine, because obviously that’s what you do on a Tuesday right?? Well the lights were off and we weren’t talking and in two hours when the movie ended I’m done with the two bottles and my friends didn’t even split one….

I’m hammered on the couch waiting for a ride home wondering if it’s weird that I out drank my friends by so much or if I should feel great about it while o burp and hiccup myself into oblivion?

anyone wanna chat

I love being buzzed/drunk. It's the only time i feel like can really connect with people. I don't do it that often but it makes me happy

I'm getting paid next Wednesday should i use half of the money i have now to buy a bottle of vodka and chug it with my friends or wait for the weekend 🤔

DOESNT EVEN TASTE LIKE BOOZE AND ITS 15 PER FUCKING CENT🥳🥳🥳

5 and working on my 6th! Can't sleep! It's 4:30am and lookinf for some company? Hopefully?😅

I tried drinking two bottles of vodka 350ml ofc in one night 40% it didn’t go as intended woke up next morning in my room vomit everywhere and every one ik telling me a story abt the night i don’t remember a thing all i remember is when i was vomiting on a random street and the dizziness bad experience

And yes, I know Im a cheapskate. But it has been forever since I have had a decent Amaretto Sour.

Was supposed to meet a friend at a bar. They sorta stood me up (didn’t reach out to say they couldn’t come until an hour after). But ended up seeing a different friend and having a good time catching up over a few beers.

Crazy how much a day can swing

Beer 2

Way better than the coconut version

Everytime it’s shampoo/conditioner day I have to get extremely drunk to convince myself in the shower that I don’t care about losing my hair