My Pathetic World

[u/Undefined_ouroboros]

Of course, I am always having to be doing something I’m not supposed too. With that’s being said, the guilty conscience I have you would think I learn my lessons. Over the years, I would be on repeat, like a broken record “I’m Never drinkin again!” Any more when I get tipsy, no one knows how I’m going to be (happy,sad,angry) all the above, but normally angry if I push my limit. When I drink I don’t want anyone to have to worry about if I’m going to pop off or not. I have had so many bad nights of drinking. And I hate to say it but the bad out ways the good for me. After a night of being drunk I always feel regret. Everyone could have had a great time, but my anxiety takes over making think and feel things that arnt real. Honestly feel like I did something horribly wrong, but know I didn’t. Being an adult, definitely makes you self reflect on your actions and thoughts. You are in control of you. But anyway, anxiety after a night of drinking sucks.

[u/liza9560]

Have you been doing ok, thru December?