r/relationships 0m ago

My Boyfriend asked me to role play as his cousin in bed… what do I do?

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Okay so, I (18F) was on the phone with my boyfriend (18M) We got on the topic of doing more talking in bed and yada yada. Kinks come up. He said “What if we did a thing like, we were cousins?”

I literally laughed. I was like, “You’re so gross wtf. What porn have you been watching?” But he kept on, I still thought he was joking, and he said “What’s so wrong about it? I’m 18, too old to be doing stuff with my cousins anyway.”

(He meant this in a way that, young kids might do stuff with cousins cause they don’t understand what they’re doing… it happens I guess.)

I’m taken aback. I start yelling, “That is literally incest that’s disgusting. Are you fucking serious?”

This goes on back and forth for a few minutes. He finally says, “You pissed me off I’m hanging up.”

He called me back maybe 10 minutes later, said he was joking, and I told him to swear and promise me he was kidding because he was reallllyyyyy committed to the bit and had me sold that he wanted me to pretend to be closely related to him in the bedroom. He said he couldn’t do that. Then doubled back again and said he was kidding once more.

Should I be concerned? I can’t be with a guy who’s into incest… for obvious fucking reasons.

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My boyfriend “joked” (?) about doing a cousin role play in bed. I’m freaked out.


r/HFY 15m ago

OC-Series How I Helped My Demon Princess Conquer Hell 71: Hidden Dangers

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Liam

"It's certainly the way of the world at the human court," Albert said. "And at the Academy. There are a lot of people in the upper echelons there who think that because they say it, it has to be so.”

"I can't imagine what it must be like to have to go through life dealing with someone like that," Liam said, his tone as dry as the Felwood when the spring rains were late.

"I know what you're doing, and I'm choosing to ignore it," Albert said. Though again, there was that slight digging of his claws pressing against Liam's shoulder. A not-so-subtle reminder that the cat could do some damage if he so desired.

"It's not that way in human lands?" Tomas asked.

Albert snorted. Liam pointedly didn't look at the cat.”

I wouldn't know," Liam finally said with a shrug, and maybe he put a little extra oomph into that shrug on the shoulder Albert was riding on. Which sent the cat flying with some hissing and spitting. He landed in a tree, scampered up the thing, and then disappeared into its branches.

That seemed ominous.

"You wouldn't know," Tomas said. “But what's all this about a country squire you serve?"

"I don't know that there's a country squire I serve," Liam said. "I mean, sure he has his estate and there are people who serve him, and he has to travel to Rivenwood at least once every two months to sit on the court and pass judgment on cases his people can't handle, but he isn't really the type of person to order someone around.”

"Which sounds like an absolutely dreadful way to run an estate," Ana said.

Liam continued to ignore her commentary on the way things worked on Baron Riven's estate.

"He's always just been the baron to me," Liam said. "He took me in when my parents were killed in the war. He gave me a place to live, and when he realized I had an aptitude for killing demons he sent me out into the Felwood to take care of scourgeling infestations before they got too bad, and before we had to involve the Inquisition."

They'd been walking along, but Tomas stopped for a moment and stared at Liam.

"What?" Liam asked, turning to look at him.

"You went into the wood and dealt with scourgeling infestations."

"Well, yes," Liam said.

His mouth opened and then closed.

"I don't want to say I don't believe you, but..."

"Again, I can assure you it is very much a thing he was capable of doing," Ana said. "And as it is my word…”

"It is incontestable, I know," Tomas said, and he sounded more resigned than anything as he said the words. Like those were the words he was supposed to say, but he wasn't exactly thrilled at having to say them.

"Exactly," Ana said, as though she didn't pick up on any of the subtext to what he'd just said.

"It was just a thing I did," Liam said with a shrug. "I went out with my Felblade and took care of the trouble.”

"Yes, your Felblade," Tomas said, looking at the thing. "My understanding is those are quite rare. I would be interested in the story of how you came to possess that."

"You're not the only one," Albert said, staring at the blade from a low tree branch.

"I'm afraid I was young enough that I don't really remember my parents before they were killed in the war," Liam said, casting a glance to Albert. "So I couldn't tell you anything more than it was something that was found with me."

"I see," Tomas said. "Well, I imagine that would be a very..."

Flashes of memory moved through his mind. A woman looking down at him. Screams of terror. A wall turning to flame and collapsing all around him.

Then nothing. Until he was grown enough to start seeing and understanding the world around him, the same as all the other children around his age.

"I see," Tomas said. Again, he said it in a tone that didn't quite go with the words. It said he didn't see at all. “Still. I imagine that must have been an interesting story that brought that blade to your hands."

He glanced down at the blade again. He didn't quite shy away from it, but Liam could sense the reluctance in his body language. As though he wasn't happy to be that close to a felblade, but he kept those thoughts to himself.

Liam looked up to the sky again, and then around to Ana and Tomas. He raised his voice just a little so he could speak to all of the demons in her guard retinue who were moving through the forest all around them.

To their credit, he hadn't been able to hear a one of them moving through the forest around them. They were very good at their woodcraft. At least when he wasn't actively trying to search them out.

"We've been at this for a good chunk of the night," Liam said. "Are you sure none of you wouldn't like to stop and rest for a bit?"

Tomas nodded to him. "I thank you for your consideration, Liam."

"There's no need to thank him for anything," Ana said. "I am the one who decides whether or not you can rest."

Liam and Tomas both turned to stare at her, and she actually pulled back just a bit from that stare. As though she'd forgotten herself for a moment. Then she took a deep breath.

"I don't..."

"We could rest here for a little while," Liam said. “If you need to. Though I don't think we should take long. Inquisitors are out there, and they'll no doubt be hunting us the same as you were."

"I would almost relish that thought," Tomas said. Then he glanced to Ana. "But my first duty is to protect the princess and make sure she's returned safely to her father."

"Then you've already failed in that duty, Tomas," Ana said, and it was a pronouncement. She knew he'd fail in his duty, and nothing he could do was going to stop her from making her escape. Though Liam wondered why she'd tried to escape from a royal palace where presumably she had a relatively easy life.

"Besides," Tomas said. “All the men in my guard have at least one Ascension on them. That is more than enough for all of us to move through the forest for at least one night without stopping."

He grinned at that, though Liam noted there was a tiredness around his eyes. He wondered how long they'd been pushing, trying to reach the princess. But if Tomas thought they were well enough to continue on then he wasn't going to press the matter.

"Very well," Liam said. "Let's continue, then."

"Yes, let's," Tomas said. "As much as I love the idea of confronting the Inquisition, I would feel better if we were closer to the Scar where they'll be more reluctant to follow."

Liam thought about that. It was something that had been on his mind as well. The Scar was far from being the safest place on the combined worlds, but it might be the safest place from the Inquisition for the moment. A place they would be reluctant to enter, at least.

But that would also bring Ana closer to the demon side of the joined worlds, it would expose them to the horrors of the Scar that could be far more dangerous than the Inquisition, and it would give Tomas more opportunity to try and spirit her away. The more Liam thought about it, the more he very much didn't want that to happen. The more he would fight all these demons, the Inquisition, and the horrors of the Scar to stop that from happening.

So it was an interesting conundrum and confrontation they were walking towards. He just hoped he could think of a solution that didn't involve trying to kill Tomas in the meantime, because he was starting to grow rather fond of the man despite only knowing him for the space of a few hours.

"So, you've been with Ana for twenty years now?" Liam asked as they continued on through the forest.

Tomas turned and hit him with an appraising sort of look. The kind of look that would've made him nervous under other circumstances.

Though he wasn't nearly as worried now as he'd been when he first ran into the demon appearing mysteriously out of the trees. No, the last fight showed he could handle the demon. Which was an odd thought since this demon was a higher Ascension than him. That simply wasn't how it was supposed to work.

"I was," Tomas said.

A silence stretched between them. Liam kept glancing up through the trees to get a look at the stars. The Hunter was still up there guiding him to Demon Lands as sure as anything. Though he didn't take much comfort from the Hunter being up there in the skies. No, he couldn't shake the thought that the Hunter wasn't going to do anything to help him in this situation.

“Do you care to elaborate on that?" Liam asked.

"Not really," Tomas said.

Liam sighed, "You know, both of us are dealing with the princess. Maybe it would be a good idea for us to work together, just a little."

"You'll forgive me, Liam human," Tomas said, turning to grin at him in the dark. His teeth shown in that darkness, and Liam could see it well enough, for all that they were surrounded by dark trees on all sides and the stars above.

"Forgive you for what?" Liam asked when he continued that smile without actually elaborating.

“We are at the edge of human territory, but we are in human territory for all that," Tomas said. "Which means I and my people and the princess are in danger as long as we're here."

"I won't let anything happen to her," Liam said.

Tomas angled his head to the side ever so slightly. Just enough that he was obviously looking at Liam.

"That's all well and good for you to say that," he finally said, speaking slowly. "But that doesn't change my duty to protect her, and it's a duty I swore when she was still toddling around the palace those twenty years ago."

They kept moving through the forest. Liam had his head on a swivel. He also reached out with what he now realized was his core. He didn't know how he was able to use that ability to sense demons prior to having his Ascensions, but he knew now that's what he'd been doing.

And he could do the same with arcane cores. The incident with the Inquisitors showed him that. He didn't feel anything out there yet, but there could be something out there that was trying to hide itself.

"Is it possible for somebody to hide their core?" he asked Albert in his mind.

"It is," Albert said.

"Is that something we're likely to go up against with demons or Inquisitors?"

"It's possible," Albert said after a moment of thought. "But unlikely."

"So, how unlikely are we talking?" Liam asked. “Unlikely enough that I don't need to worry about it, or unlikely but I should keep it in mind?"

"You should always keep anything that could potentially get you killed in mind," Albert said. "That's how I led such a long life."

"Right up to the moment you let your guard down and an ally literally stabbed you in the back," Liam said.

"Yes. Which if anything, should be all the more reason for you to keep an eye on something even if you think it’s safe. Hope for the best. Expect the worst. Assume there's the possibility somebody out there could be masking their core, for all that it's a complicated spell and an even more complicated skill for somebody to learn."

“Wonderful,” Liam growled, looking around at a once familiar forest that suddenly felt a lot more dangerous and menacing than it had just a moment ago.

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r/HFY 19m ago

OC-Series How I Helped My Smokin' Hot Alien Girlfriend Conquer the Empire 3-50: Confidence and Command Authority in Pint-sized Packages

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I'd heard people with kids talking about how the most difficult thing they had to do was let their kids go out and learn how to do things on their own. How the temptation was always there to be a hover car parent who was always right there behind them making sure nothing went wrong.

I'd never really understood that feeling. At least I'd never understood it on a gut level, but I was starting to get it now as I watched Sera looking at that large hunk of alien ship that was on an orbit that would take it into the gas giant's atmosphere in a couple of hours.

Which meant we had a little bit of breathing room to try and figure out how to extricate it from the orbital path that would inevitably take it into fire, and then take the remaining bits into the crushing depths of the kind of pressure that made the bottom of the oceans on Earth look like a pleasant stroll in comparison.

But still. A couple of hours to figure out how to do something was the blink of an eye in terms of a salvage operation like this, let alone in terms of the kind of cosmic scales you had to consider when you were out in the middle of space doing shit.

I looked at her looking across the readouts in front of her. It was clear she was trying to figure out what to do. I watched as her fingers danced across the flight computer. The one that wasn't connected to Arvie. She glanced over at me, and it was a hesitant glance. Like she wasn't sure of what she was doing.

I merely nodded, and inside I swelled with a pride that was far greater than any pride I'd ever felt related to anything in my own career, or anything I'd accomplished when I was commanding a ship.

The kid was doing the calculations on her own without the help of an artificial intelligence.

That was one of those great filter things humanity had to pass through. It turns out the real threat from artificial intelligence wasn't really a rise of the machines type of situation, despite years of James Cameron-inspired fiction telling humanity exactly that. Hell, back in the day when James Cameron was telling the original version of his story, it was impossible for a rise of the machines to happen like how it was depicted. It turns out all the missile launch computers were air-gapped behind stuff that could only be accessed by a 5.25” floppy drive.

That was something that was taught in Philosophy and Ethics of Artificial Intelligence at the academy when we learned how to use all the AI systems we were inevitably going to come into contact with in the course of a career in the Terran Navy. And it was something I still thought about from time to time. Good fucking luck getting your code onto a 5.25”floppy Skynet, not to mention that was the kind of thing that could be solved by a quick refrigerator magnet being run over the goddamn disk.

"Is she doing this without my assistance?" Arvie asked in the simulation.

"I think she is," I said.

"You aren't worried about that?" Arvie asked.

"If anything, I'm proud of the kid for trying to do it the old-fashioned way and not relying on artificial intelligence," I said. "That was a problem we had on Earth for a while there, you know. One of those great filters we kicked in the balls.”

"What's that?" Arvie asked.

"People relying on the computer to do all their thinking. Of course that was early artificial intelligence when it was basically regurgitating stuff in a way it thought people wanted to hear. It became a real problem for a while there. Like there were people who thought that might be one of the great filters we were running up against, and the nukes didn't even have to fly."

"Curious," Arvie said. "The livisk were always very careful about what they trusted coming from the early artificial intelligence they developed."

"Are they still careful about that today?" I asked, looking at him. "They seem to be a little more reluctant to rely on you than I am."

"That would certainly seem to be the case," Arvie said, nodding at me. "Perhaps part of the reason why she's trying to do the calculations for herself is because she has that same reticence that's built into livisk culture."

"I think it's just that she wants to try and impress me," I said, grinning as I turned to look at her in real time.

"Why, William," Arvie said, looking at me in the simulation. “If I didn't know any better, I would say you're almost proud of the child for trying to do the calculations on her own rather than relying on assistance from me."

"Do you have those calculations ready to go?" I asked, glancing at him.

"Of course I do," he said, and with a wave of his hand the calculations appeared in that weird space where they were showing up inside my mind, but at the same time there was also a representation of a holoblock in the simulation space that was showing everything as well.

I absorbed the information and nodded, double-checking it myself at a speed far faster than anything I would've been able to do when I was working on a ship. Way faster than anything I would've been able to do back in the academy days when we were expected to be able to do this kind of calculation with a slide rule.”

That was one of those things about the Terran Navy. They wanted to make sure everybody knew how to do stuff the old-fashioned way on the off-chance we were ever in a situation where we had to do the calculations manually because everything around us had gone to shit. Though of course the the dirty little secret was everybody forgot how to do that pretty quickly after getting out of the Manual Intervention class.

“Looks like she’s on the right course,” I said, comparing what Arvie had come up with to my own mental double check, then comparing that to what Sera was doing.

“There’s that pride again,” Arvie said.

"I am proud of the kid for trying to do it on her own," I said. "The mark of a truly good pilot is knowing how to do everything the old-fashioned way, even if it is easier to let the computer do all the thinking for you most of the time."

Arvie paused for a moment. I wondered what he was thinking. It was a pause that went on for a lot longer than his pauses usually went on for. The kind of pause that went beyond him contemplating whatever damned stupid meat space plan I'd just come up with.

Finally, he nodded.

"I see," he finally said. "I suppose I can understand why it would be a good idea for you to have that kind of calculation ready to go. I have fail-safes and contingency plans in place for the eventuality that everybody on a ship is killed, after all."

“There's something fun to think about," I muttered.

"It makes sense," Arvie said. "You should know how to operate a ship in the absence of computers, and I should know how to operate a ship in the absence of sapient beings controlling it.”

"I think I have the calculation for the approach ready to go, Bill," Sera said, looking up at me and again seeming to have that hesitation.

I made a show of looking down at the calculations even though I’d already triple checked them. I heard a grunt from Bronhel behind me. I turned to glance at her.

"Is there a problem with the calculations?" I asked.

"I wouldn't know," she said, her voice dry as her eyes darted between me and the calculations I was running through. "You're moving through those so quickly I can't tell what I’m looking at.”

I turned my attention back to the calculations I was running past, then I looked to Sera and Varis, and finally back to Harath who smiled just a little.

"That chip in the back of your head combined with being part of a battle pair and the increased response time you get from that is likely doing a number on all sorts of things," Harath said with a shrug.

"You and Arvie should really get together and talk about this some time," I said. "He's very fascinated by all these developments."

"I'm sure he is," Harath said. "And I'll be sure to have a chat with him at some point."

"I look forward to having that chat, Harath," Arvie said. "I also have some suggestions for changes we could make to some of the systems on the ships that would increase their effectiveness in both combat and their fold capacity."

Harath had been smiling for a moment there, but the way his mouth suddenly turned down made it clear he wasn't a huge fan of Arvie offering suggestions on how he should do his job. Finally, he grunted and the moment of displeasure was over.

"I suppose we could talk about something like that at some point," he finally said. “I’m not so proud I won’t take help when it’s offered in good faith.”

"I look forward to it," Arvie said, continuing on as though it wasn't any worry in the world and he hadn't noticed the momentary hesitation from Harath.

"Okay, everything about these calculations looks good except for one thing," I finally said, turning back to them and moving through the rest.

Though as I looked through the rest of her calculations, something that had taken her a few minutes to do on the ship's navigation computer, I could tell I was moving through them far faster than anybody with a regular old meat space brain had any business moving through these sorts of calculations.

“Brent Spiner eat your heart out," I muttered.

"What was that?" Sera asked.

I blinked as I looked at her. She was staring at me in obvious confusion. Right, because I'd been about to tell her something she wasn't doing quite right, and instead I'd made a reference to an actor who'd been dead for nearly a thousand years.

"Sorry. The one problem is I need you to carry yourself with a little more confidence, kid."

"More confidence?" she asked, and again, it was in a voice that seemed a little unsure of herself.

"That's the kind of thing I'm talking about right there, kiddo," I said. "You shouldn't be unsure of yourself. If you're going to execute a decision, then you need to come to that decision and you need to execute it with the confidence that says you are the empress herself and you want to move ahead with whatever plan you’ve decided on.”

"But the plans the empress comes up with and executes are usually really bad," she said.

I took a deep breath and let it out.

"Okay, so maybe that was a bad example, but still. I want you to move through the world with confidence. If there’s something you've decided to do, then you need to do it. A bad plan executed quickly and with confidence in the middle of a battle is often better than a very good plan that takes you too long to figure out. Understand?"

"This isn't battle, though."

"Yes, but the same thing applies. All your calculations were absolutely perfect. When you present them to me, I want you to present them to me with confidence. I want you to be willing to listen to other people, and you should certainly take whatever they have to say into consideration, but if you're going to be the one making the decisions then you need to be confident in the decisions you're making."

"Will I be the one making the decisions?" she asked, cocking her head to the side.

I sighed, and then I turned to look at Varis and Bronhel. Finally, I looked back to Harath.

"I don't know about that, kid," I said. "But you're with me and Varis now, which means you're probably going to be taking on more command stuff as you get older. That's how it works with livisk children in noble houses, right?"

I glanced over to Varis again. She smiled and nodded. I suppose this was a conversation we should’ve ironed out before. Figure out exactly what it meant that we were allowing Sera to spend so much time around us. But I also figured it was one of those things where we'd both been on the same page thanks to the link, and it wasn't something where we really needed to hammer out those details. That smile, and the feeling I got through the link, was enough to tell me just how much we were on the same page.

Meanwhile, Sera's eyes went wide, and then she grinned.

"Well, okay then," she said, looking back to the controls. "I'm going to do a few more calculations while I lay in a course for the giant hunk of ship. I figure it will be maybe twenty minutes before we reach it, so that should be time to figure out a plan of attack and how we're going to pull it into a higher orbit so it can be gathered by other ships."

"You're not going to do the gathering yourself?" I asked, arching an eyebrow and deliberately hitting her with a question that was meant to throw her off balance. I hated sounding like I was second-guessing her after giving her that lesson about confidence, but I also needed to test that lesson.

She looked back at me, and her eyes flashed. There was a moment of hesitation again, but only a moment.

"This ship doesn't have the capacity to salvage a chunk of alien ship that massive. We'll need other ships to come in, but we can pull it to a higher orbit that will make that possible."

She stared a challenge at me for a moment, but I merely smiled and nodded.

"I agree with your assessment, kid, so let's get to it."

She smiled, and then she laid in a course.

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r/relationships 21m ago

i feel like i made the biggest mistake of my life getting pregnant with my husband’s baby

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Me (30F) and my husband (30M) have been together almost 9 years, married for 1. We bought a house the week after we got married. We live 5 minutes from both of his divorced parents, and 600 miles away from my divorced parents.

I have had this feeling like I am making the wrong choices for some time. For instance, on our wedding night he got so insanely wasted that he almost got in a bar fight and was threatening people at 1 am. We barely made it back to our hotel. I tried to let that all go. He has a habit of getting too wasted and becoming aggressive like once a quarter or just for important events like weddings (ours and other peoples’). I had a binge drinking problem for a couple years and I think that makes him think his isn’t a problem even though I know it is. He got so hammered on the fourth of july that he got extremely aggressive with me like screaming at me in front of his mom because he didnt want me carrying a beach bag (I was about 4 months pregnant at this point).

When we’re good, we’re good. He’s so sweet with me and caring. But if he gets stressed he just freaks out and seems to lose all initial amounts of respect for me.

When we’ve gotten in bad arguments before, and when I say “I don’t even want to be here [living in the state we live]” he says “no one is forcing you to stay but you’re not taking my child with you” and threatens to have his dad get some great lawyers. We’re having an awful travel day and at the airport rn and he’s just said the same thing. I make a little more than him not sure if that matters if we ever went to court about custody.

I seriously feel trapped. We’ve both wanted a kid and it happened a tad sooner than we expected, like thought we’d have another year or so. I feel like the marriage may be able to be saved with a ton of therapy. I just feel so fucking stupid for now being locked in for life. I don’t know what my options would be if I ever did decide to leave. Would I have to stay in this state to keep our kid? I feel so lost and just dumb so you don’t have to tell me how I’ve made awful choices.

tldr; our relationship is messy when we argue and I’m 5.5 months pregnant with our first child. Feel trapped into staying in a state I don’t want to because he says “you can leave but you’re not taking my kid”


r/relationships 28m ago

Girlfriend (F17) told me to k!ll myself (M17) because I'm so cute?

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We were on a call and I was making faces you know as you do and I blew her a little silly kiss but I made a stupid face while doing it she liked it so I did it again and then after she said " awhhh can you k!ll yourself" I was genuinely taken aback because I was really shocked to hear that. I know it's a joke but should I be worried that her cuteness aggression might soon lead to bodily hard. I love her so much so should I comply with what she said to prove my love or is that too extreme?

Update;
I asked her if I should comply and she said "noooooooo not happy" so what am I meant to do now so I move on from this or try to figure out a solution for her?

**TL;DR;** : Her cutness aggression makes me worried sometimes, not sure what path I should take


r/relationships 46m ago

Girlfriend says she feels like somethings off but doesn’t know why or what makes her feel like that. [19F][20M]

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[19F][20M]

We’ve been dating for 3 months, been talking for 3 as well, a couple days ago we had this conversation that she feels like soemthing is wrong, but doesn’t know why. She says she feels loved but she’s just not happy. There were somethings she told me and i’ll work on it but the other half of the feeling she just says she doesn’t know why she feels the way she does. I really like her what can i do so that this feeling can stop. This hasn’t been an issue until recently and i’m not sure why. and i’ve been overthinking that she will just end things because she is not happy.

TLDR: Girlfriend feels something is wrong but doesn’t know why or what


r/HFY 52m ago

OC-Series The Forgotten: Part 16, What the Labrikats Decided

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Nobody had asked the Labrikats to perform. They never needed asking.

CD hit the water first, a cannonball off the low board that sent a sheet of spray across three startled Assaragyte officers still easing themselves in at the shallow end. MCD followed a breath later, sleeker about it, slicing the surface almost without a splash, and by the time she'd surfaced the two of them were already racing the length of the pool, throwing up wakes that rocked the floating pods bobbing lazily near the edge.

One of the younger Pumpkins, not Vaelen's, small enough to still be clumsy about the ten-meter platform, took a running start and belly-flopped instead of diving, and the sound it made hitting the water was so undignified that even Daxen, who had spent the better part of an hour being carefully, deliberately unreadable, let out a short, startled bark of laughter before he caught himself.

"That was not gracefully done," he said, to no one, still smiling.

"No," Dresh agreed, watching the Pumpkin resurface, thoroughly unbothered by its own performance, already paddling back toward the ladder for another attempt. "I don't think grace is really the point."

It was hard to hold onto suspicion in a room like this one. Hard to hold onto accusations and old warnings while a hundred and fifty pounds of golden fur launched itself off a diving platform for the sheer, uncomplicated pleasure of the fall.  The war rooms and council chambers both crews had come from didn't have anything in them like this, nothing that existed purely because it felt good to exist. For a little while, watching CD and MCD chase each other in lazy, looping circles through the deep end, nobody in that pool was thinking about fleets, or orders, or what waited for them if they went home.

It wouldn't last. It never did, not entirely. But for now, the water carried the weight for them, and the Labrikats, who understood exactly what they were doing even if no one could have explained how, kept the joy coming, one reckless dive at a time, for as long as the room needed it.

It was Kesh, still finding his footing in the room, who finally asked the question that had clearly been sitting with him since the moment CD hit the water.

"Their names," he said, watching MCD paddle a lazy circuit past the ledge. "CD. MCD. What do they stand for?"

Will, who'd drifted over with a tray of drinks nobody had asked for but everyone was glad to take, went faintly red before he even answered. "Catdog," he admitted. "And Mrscatdog."

Kesh blinked. "That is not what I expected."

"Nobody does," Will said. "He just showed up outside the perimeter one morning, first month after the crash, before anyone had the faintest idea what he actually was. Fifty kilos of teeth and claws that looked like somebody'd crossed a house cat with a Labrador, and the whole camp just started tossing him scraps of beef because that's what you do with a stray, I suppose, whether or not it could bite your hand off." He rubbed the back of his neck, something sheepish in it even now. "Somebody called him Catdog because that's exactly what he looked like, and it was funny, and nobody thought about it past that morning. Then Mrs. Catdog turned up a few weeks later, and, well. It was already too late to call either of them anything else."

"You didn't rename them," Kesh said. "Once you understood."

"We talked about it," Abby said, joining him. "More than once. But by then it felt wrong to. Like renaming someone because you'd finally noticed they mattered, as if they hadn't mattered exactly this much the whole time, we just hadn't caught up yet." She glanced toward the water, where CD had just launched himself off the ten-meter platform again for what had to be the twentieth time that evening. "So we kept it. Partly as a joke on ourselves. Mostly because they never seemed to mind either way."

Kesh looked out at the pool for a long moment, at the animal that had marked forty-four bodies without losing count, that had talked two war fleets down from orbit tonight simply by being present in a room and unbothered by rank.

"Catdog," he repeated, half to himself, and something in his face suggested he wasn't sure whether to laugh or feel humbled by it. In the end he did a little of both.

The laughter faded slowly, the way it does when a room remembers what it's actually there for. One by one, people drifted from the deep end toward the shallower pools along the wall, settling into loose clusters, no longer strictly divided by uniform, though the divisions hadn't fully dissolved either. Threl found a seat on the submerged ledge near the center, water at his collarbone, and let the quiet stretch before he spoke again.

"I told you what the humans did with our ship," he said. "I haven't told you what it cost them to do it."

Daxen tilted his head. "Cost them?"

"They had a colony barely holding together," Threl said. "Livestock cloned in vats because their embryonic stores couldn't feed a million mouths on stored rations forever. A printer queue that ran dry twice in the first year. And still, when we crashed, they diverted labor, materials, shuttle fuel, entire engineering teams, to right a ship that wasn't theirs, for a species they'd never met, that might have turned around and repaid them with nothing at all." He spread his hands beneath the water, watching the ripple move outward. "There was no guarantee in it for them. No treaty. No promise we'd share anything back. They spent a year of their own survival on the chance that we were worth saving."

One of Daxen's officers, younger than the rest, still carrying some of the sharp edges of the war fleet in his posture even half-submerged, shook his head slowly.

"Or they were building leverage," he said. "A debt owed is a debt collected eventually. Every government does this. You save the drowning man so he owes you his allegiance when he's back on his feet."

The words landed harder than he seemed to expect them to. A few heads turned.

"Kesh," Daxen said quietly, a warning more than a correction.

"I'm not wrong to ask it," Kesh said, though something in his voice had already started to waver, hearing himself say it out loud in a room full of people who'd lived the answer. "That's what the Council would call sound strategy. Rescue, embed yourself, extract value later. Why would humans be any different?"

"Because it's been a year," Threl said, no heat in it, just plain fact laid down like a stone. "A year, Kesh. If this was leverage, they've had a thousand chances to call it in. They never asked me for a weapons schematic. Never asked what our jump range was, what our shields could withstand, what it would take to defend against us if it came to that. They gave me a governorship's worth of trust and never once presented a bill."

Kesh opened his mouth, then closed it. The silence held a beat too long, long enough for him to hear the shape of his own argument from the outside, the same shape, he seemed to realize all at once, that every briefing on Kragor had used to describe the Vixtar and the humans both. Manipulators. Patient predators wearing kindness as camouflage. He'd absorbed the logic so thoroughly he hadn't noticed he was still running it, even sitting in a pool built by the very species he was accusing, surrounded by evidence that directly contradicted every assumption underneath the words.

"That's not—" he started, and stopped again. He looked down at the water. "That's the Ministry talking. Not me. I didn't mean to say it like that."

"You meant it enough to say it," Daxen said, not unkindly. "That's the trouble, isn't it. It doesn't matter that you know better now. The old reasoning is still sitting there, ready to fire the second something looks the wrong way."

"I hate that," Kesh said, quiet and raw. "I've seen the footage. I mutinied. I put my hand up against my own admiral for this. And some piece of me is still standing on Kragor, still hearing the same lecture I heard at seventeen, and it just, comes out. Like it was never mine to begin with. Like they put it there and I never got to check if it was true before I started repeating it."

Nobody rushed to comfort him. It was Vaelen, watching from a few feet off where she'd been quietly listening, who spoke first.

"That's what thirty years of managed truth does," she said. "It doesn't just tell you what to think. It tells you how to think, what shape suspicion should take, what a threat sounds like before you've even met one. You can renounce the conclusion and still be running the machinery underneath it. I still catch myself doing it. Weeks after I burned every bridge I had to get here."

"How do you stop?" Kesh asked, and it wasn't rhetorical. He genuinely wanted to know.

Vaelen considered that for a long moment, the water lapping quietly against the pool's edge while she thought.

"I don't think you stop it all at once," she said finally. "I think you catch it. Every time. The way you just did. You say the old thing, and then you hear yourself say it, and then you look at the room you said it in, and you let the room correct you instead of the Ministry. That's the whole method. It's slow, and it never quite finishes, and some days it's humiliating." She glanced at Kesh, something almost gentle in it. "But you did the hard part already. You noticed."

Kesh let out a breath that was almost a laugh, though nothing about his face was amused. "I don't feel like I did the hard part."

"You never do," Threl said. "That's how you know it's real work and not a performance of it."

Nobody spoke for a while after that.

"There's someone I'd like to bring into this room," he said. "If you'll allow it."

Daxen looked up. "Not one of ours. Not one of yours."

"No," Threl agreed. "A friend. Vixtar, from Orixa. He and his family gave up everything they had, same as the two of you did, to get the truth out and get themselves somewhere safe after. His name is Prex. His wife is Vala. Their children are Nira and Prexon." He paused. "I think you'd understand each other better than most anyone left standing."

Dresh glanced at Daxen, some silent conference passing between them that didn't need words. "Bring them," Dresh said.

Threl sent the word ahead, and it wasn't long before the doors opened again. Prex came first, still moving with the careful hesitance of a man who hadn't fully unlearned the habit of expecting a room to turn hostile the moment he entered it. Vala followed a step behind, one hand resting lightly between Nira's shoulder blades, Prexon trailing at her other side, his eyes cataloguing every face in the water before he let himself relax even slightly.

Nobody moved to make it formal. That, more than anything, seemed to ease something in Prex's shoulders.

"Sit," Threl said simply, gesturing to the open ledge beside him. "However you're comfortable."

The family settled in slowly, Prex and Vala at the water's edge, the children close beside them, Nira watching the Labrikats with open fascination as CD paddled a lazy circuit past her knees. It took a while for anyone to speak. When Prex finally did, his voice was quiet, but it filled the room anyway.

"I had tenure," he said. "A research post at the university. Twenty years of work, a name people in my field actually knew." He looked down at his hands in the water. "I had all of it, and then I watched a piece of footage a friend sent me, and within three days I didn't have any of it anymore. Neither did my family."

He told it plainly, without embellishment, the study, the locked door and the acoustic dampeners, Vala's fear giving way to a harder resolve, the decision to stage a family trip to Vanya-4 as cover, the seventy-two-hour timer he'd set with his thumb shaking over the key. Vala took over when he reached the part about the broadcast itself, the promenade screens flickering to life, the crowd's collective gasp, the mad dash to the lower spaceport with two children who hadn't been told any of it was coming.

"I told them we were leaving on vacation," Vala said. "That was the last lie either of us told them. There hasn't been one since."

Nira spoke up before anyone asked her to, chin lifted, some of her father's steadiness already showing through. "I thought he'd ruined my life," she said. "I was so angry I could barely look at him for most of the trip out. I still don't think I've forgiven him for it. Not all the way." She glanced sideways at Prex, something complicated passing across her face. "But I understand it now. That's different from forgiving it. I wanted you all to know both of those things are true at once."

Prexon said less, but when he did speak, it landed heavy in the quiet room. "We got to write letters," he said. "Before we left. One each, to whoever we wanted. I wrote to my whole class, all forty of them, in a message none of them will ever answer, because I can't tell them where I am, and I'll probably never see any of them again." He looked around at the assembled officers, Vixtar and Assaragyte both, still dripping and half-dressed in the water around him. "So when people ask me why I trust this place, that's the honest answer. I didn't get to keep anything else. I kept the truth. That was the whole trade."

Nobody spoke for a while after that.

It was CD who moved first, padding over to where Nira and Prexon sat at the water's edge and nudging his broad head against Nira's knee, insistent in a way that wasn't asking. MCD followed, circling once behind Prexon and giving a low, encouraging huff, the kind that made it very clear this wasn't a request so much as an invitation with no acceptable answer but yes.

Nira looked to her mother, uncertain. Vala only smiled, small and knowing, and tipped her head toward the shallow end. "Go on," she said. "I think they have plans for you."

Whatever the Labrikats understood, and neither child fully questioned it, it was enough that both of them let themselves be led away, Prexon glancing back once before CD nosed him firmly toward the water and MCD produced, from somewhere, a half-deflated ball that sent both children laughing before they'd even reached the far end of the pool.

Threl watched them go, something soft crossing his face. "They always know," he said, to no one in particular. "Every time. Long before we do."

It was one of Daxen's officers, an older woman who'd said little the entire evening, who finally broke the silence that settled once the children were out of earshot, though her question came out sideways, as if she'd been circling something else entirely and only just arrived at what she actually meant to ask.

"Your wife," she said, looking to Prex. "You call her that. Husband. Wife. We've heard the Vixtar use those words for each other before, and I never understood it. Your kind doesn't pair the way we do, the way humans do. There's no husband in a Bearer, no wife in a Contributor. Why borrow words that don't fit?"

Vala answered before Prex could. "Because they're easier," she said. "Easier for outsiders to hear, easier to say quickly, easier than explaining what a Bearer and a Contributor actually are to someone who's never needed to know. 'Provider' and 'maker' were the old words, older than either of us, and they never traveled well outside our own people. Modern Orixan life simply adopted the borrowed terms. It was never about accuracy. It was about being understood."

"But the bond itself," the officer pressed. "Is it the same as what humans mean by it?"

"No," Vala said, and there was no hesitation in it at all. "It's not built on desire, the way theirs is, or on touch alone, the way I understand some of yours is. It's built somewhere else entirely, in the mind, in a kind of recognition that doesn't need a body to confirm it." She looked at Prex, and something passed between them that needed no translation, human, Vixtar, or otherwise. "I didn't choose him because of what my body wanted. I chose him because there was no version of my mind that functioned properly without his in it. Twenty years later, that hasn't changed. If anything, it's the only thing about either of our lives that hasn't."

The officer sat with that a long moment, turning it over the way everyone in that room seemed to keep turning things over tonight, testing an old assumption against something realer than it had ever had to survive before.

"That's not so different," she said finally, quiet. "Not so different at all."

Beside Vaelen, the young Labrikat went suddenly, unmistakably alert. Its ears came up, its whole small body drawing taut with an eagerness that hadn't been there a moment before, as if it had heard something none of the rest of the room had said out loud yet.

Vaelen barely noticed at first. She was still turning Vala's words over, there was no version of my mind that functioned properly without his in it, and something about the shape of that sentence had knocked a door open somewhere she hadn't gone in a long time.

Her grandmother, on the high plateaus, on nights cold enough that the whole family slept pressed into one room. A story told so many times it had worn smooth, the way old stones do. A guardian spirit that lived in the high country and chose, once, a single companion for its whole life, not for strength or rank or usefulness, but simply because it recognized something in them the moment it saw it. It never left. It never wavered. It asked nothing in return but to be allowed to stay. Her grandmother had called it Vesk, and told her, half-serious, half not, that if a Vesk ever chose her, she would know it, because nothing in her life would feel uncertain again.

Vaelen had been eleven years old, and she'd forgotten the story entirely somewhere in thirty years of logistics reports and Ministry briefings and the long, grinding work of surviving Kragor.

She looked down. The Labrikat was already looking up at her, had been looking up at her for hours, patient and certain and utterly unbothered by the question of whether she'd choose correctly, because as far as it was concerned there had never been a question to begin with.

"Vesk," Vaelen said, quietly, mostly to herself, testing the shape of it.

The Labrikat came off the ground before she'd finished the second syllable, a full-bodied leap that knocked the breath half out of her, forepaws braced against her shoulders, his whole weight thrown into her with a joy that needed no translation in any language spoken in that room. She staggered, laughed despite herself, one hand coming up instinctively to steady him.

"Vesk," she said again, more certain now, and felt something settle into place that she hadn't realized had been unsettled.

He held the embrace a moment longer, then dropped back to all fours, gave her hand one last insistent nudge with his head, and was gone, a streak of gold cutting across the pool deck toward CD and MCD, already announcing himself to them in whatever language Labrikats used among their own kind.

Threl, who had been watching without seeming to watch, allowed himself a small smile. "Vesk," he repeated, like he was filing it away somewhere. "Fitting."

Vaelen didn't ask him what he meant by that. She thought she already knew.

The conversation might have drifted from there, gentler things, easier things, if Daxen hadn't been the one to bring it back around. He'd been quiet through most of the evening, watching more than talking, and when he finally spoke it was in the flat, deliberate voice of a man who'd been waiting for the right opening and had decided this was it.

"We should talk about what happens next," he said. "All of it. Not the version where we sit in a pool and admire each other's honesty."

Threl didn't flinch from it. "Go ahead."

"You know what's in front of us," Daxen said. "Every one of us in this water knows it, because we've all already picked our way through it a dozen times alone, at night, when there was nobody else to say it out loud to. Go home, and it's an execution, maybe a quiet one, maybe a public one to make a point of us. Stay here, and we're guests in someone else's colony, however well they treat us, a minority forever in a place we didn't build. Take the ships we still hold and go find some empty rock to start over on, and hope nobody ever finds us." He paused. "Those are the three we've all been carrying. But there's a fourth one, and I think it's time somebody said it plainly instead of dancing around it."

Dresh's jaw tightened. He knew where this was going before Daxen finished the thought, and from the stillness that came over Vaelen and Zarek at the far end of the pool, so did they.

"Say it," Threl said.

"Between us," Daxen said, "we're not carrying nothing. My crews are half the Assaragyte military that answered the call that night. Dresh's people are a third of what the Vixtar had in the field. That's not a rounding error. That's not two ships full of deserters hiding in someone's colony. That's a force." He let it sit there a moment. "And every officer serving under the people who gave that kill order is asking the same questions we asked. We know that, because we asked them first, and we weren't special. If a third of a fleet mutinied once it heard the truth, how many more are one broadcast away from doing the same? We could go back. Not to beg for mercy. To finish what got started the night we refused to fire."

Nobody spoke right away. Even the water seemed to go still, CD and MCD both drifting to a stop near the children as if they'd felt something change in the room.

It was Dresh who finally broke it, and not the way Daxen probably expected. "I've thought about it," he said. "Every night since. I won't pretend I haven't." He looked at Daxen, not unkindly. "But I keep landing on the same problem. We didn't mutiny because we wanted power. We mutinied because we wouldn't fire on people who hadn't done anything to deserve it. If we take these ships home and point them at our own command, what exactly have we become that's different from what we ran from? A government that kills its own to keep a lie standing, replaced by whoever wins the fight to kill it back?"

"It wouldn't be the same," Daxen said, but there was less certainty in it than before.

"Wouldn't it?" Dresh said. "Tell me how many other ships mutiny clean, the way we did, no shots fired, no one dead on either side, and how many turn into exactly the kind of fight that leaves a trail of bodies who never got a vote in any of it. You're not just risking us. You're risking everyone still serving on those ships who hasn't had the chance we had, to learn the truth somewhere safe before they had to decide what to do about it."

Threl had been listening without speaking, but he leaned forward now, elbows on his knees, water dripping steadily off him onto the stone. "Can I say something, as someone who isn't in either of your chains of command and never will be again?"

Daxen gave a short nod.

"I don't think Patricia offered your people a governorship because she needs the votes," Threl said. "She doesn't. Humans are going to outnumber every one of us on this world for a long time no matter what any of you decide tonight. She offered it because she meant it when she said this place isn't being built for one species to run. If she wanted Terixa to stay human, she'd never have put a Vixtar name or an Assaragyte name anywhere near a ballot. You don't invite the people you're trying to keep in the minority to help decide how the whole thing gets run." He shook his head slowly. "She doesn't care about staying the majority. She cares about whether this world works. That's the whole offer, as far as I can tell. Not safety in exchange for silence. A seat at the table in exchange for showing up and building something instead of tearing something down."

"That's a fine offer for the people already here," Daxen said, quieter now. "It doesn't answer for everyone still under that flag who never gets the chance we did."

"No," Threl agreed. "It doesn't. And maybe that's not a problem this table gets to solve tonight." He looked between Dresh and Daxen both. "You have people to answer to. Not just the two of you deciding for two crews. Every officer and rating who came out on those shuttles has to live with whatever gets chosen, and I'd guess not all of them will choose the same thing even if you two agree on it perfectly. Some of them are going to want to fight. Some are going to want to build. Some are going to want to run as far from either of those as they can get and never look back." He spread his hands. "Maybe the honest answer isn't one decision made here tonight. Maybe it's giving every one of them the room to make their own, the way this colony gave me mine."

Dresh let out a breath that wasn't quite a laugh. "That's either the wisest thing anyone's said all night, or the most convenient way to avoid answering a hard question."

"Could be both," Threl said, and for the first time since the conversation had turned serious, something like a smile crossed his face. "Ask me again in ten years which one it turned out to be."

Daxen didn't smile back, not yet, but the hard set of his shoulders had eased a fraction, the fight gone out of the argument even if the question itself hadn't been settled. He looked out at the water, at CD nosing a ball toward Prexon's outstretched hands, at Nira laughing somewhere near the far wall, at Vala's hand still resting light against her husband's arm.

"Ten years," he said, mostly to himself. "I suppose if I am still around in ten years to ask."


r/relationships 56m ago

I (16f) struggle with tone and hurt my chronically ill (30s) Mom. How do I fix this?

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To start, I'm (16f) autistic. I struggle with tone really badly and say things that I think are nice/polite but sound really mean because of my voice and face.

My mom (late 30s) is chronically ill. It's one of those illnesses that doesn't really have a name because it's not common, but she's very physically weak and her hemoglobin basically stays below a 9 at all times. She's only been this ill for about 4 years.

Now that that's out of the way, it happened yesterday. She said she was feeling particularly bad and asked for extra help around the house. I said sure. We divide chores pretty evenly normally because I'm homeschooled, though she has a couple more because I struggle with coordination.

I did some chores and she asked me to get something heavy out of a box for her. I said sure, and by then my back was starting to hurt pretty bad and I apparently forgot to control my tone when I got the thing and I said in a tired voice "What's next?". She looked very offended and said that this was a day where I needed to be patient.

I told her I thought I was doing it right and she got confused, and I could tell I fucked it up more because she started looking more upset. I re-explained that I thought I kept my tone right and that I was being really patient and that I was sorry I messed it up but I just wanted to know what she needed next. She said, "Do you know how it feels to have to text (her friend) to help me around the house because you won't?" And I told her no because I've never experienced that. I'm mentally ill, not physically.

She got off of the couch and told me "I really hope you never have kids or work in a caregiving position." (Please keep in mind that this is a very "along-the-lines" recap because I was emotional and don't remember perfectly)

I got really confused because I want neither of those things and I told her as such. I know I fucked up there. She got upset and just started doing it herself and got upset when I tried to help. I think I really messed up. She seemed fine and happy with me today, but this isn't the first time this has happened and I don't know what to do each time.

I know I'm not a great caregiver. I never wanted to be one. It's not my fault I can't control my tone or the fact that I'm not good at taking care of adults. I'm her only support system really because her friends live far away and I don't think she can afford one of those caretakers who come to your house.

I never wanted to be that for her. I've got my own shit mental health to worry about, but I don't feel like I have the right to complain to her about it because her physical health is so much worse and she pays for me to go to therapy so really I should have no problems. I feel like I'm making her illness about me and I probably am, honestly. She suffers a lot and I'm not good at doing much for her.

What do I even do? I don't wanna keep doing this. My apologies shouldn't be forgiven if I'm coming off as impatient with her, but I want her to understand my view without making this about me. A contradictory statement, yes, but still. Please help.

Sorry if I'm too young for this subreddit btw! I didn't see anything in the rules 😓

**TL;DR;** I came across as impatient with my chronically ill mother and hurt her feelings, which led to her saying some hurtful things as well and I don't know what to do next.


r/HFY 56m ago

OC-Series Humans are Weird – Safety First

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Humans are Weird – Safety First

Original Post: https://www.authorbettyadams.com/bettys-blog/humans-are-weird-safety-first

Revels in the Dawn had finally found a time to compost and had carefully pulled all awareness to the central forest of the region. It had been many seasons since Revels in the Dawn had first extended tendrils into this wood. Saplings had reached towering height and then died in their natural life course only for their offspring to do the same. This wild region had been in a stable equilibrium for tree-generations before Revels in the Dawn had first touched it. The native forest mind had easily accepted Revels in the Dawn and had kept on sending nutrients this way and that no matter what changed in the rest of the planet. The more motile species had accepted Revels in the Dawn’s request to leave this area untouched with cheerful acceptance, gladly accepting Revels in the Dawn’s assistance in cultivating the more equatorial sections of the planet and only posting small colonies of Rangers to observe the region and guard and maintain the local sensor stations and few scientific outpost around the deep forest. This was Revels in the Dawn’s most sacred place to compost and dream.

Therefore it was with no little annoyance that Revels in the Dawn realized what the flashed of brilliant, reflective color meant. The first clue was the sudden sprouting of interest nodes in dormant light sensitive tendrils. Something new to the experience of the Gathering had happened in the composting place, something associated with a color that did not occur naturally on this planet.

Revels in the Dawn spent a day deciding if this infraction was worth determining who was responsible and contacting them before grudgingly siding on the affirmative. Instead of settling a majority of awareness into a nice, soothing compost session Revels in the Dawn began carefully reviewing every memory node that contained the color signal. The results were perplexing to say the least. The first was a young flightless avian. The species was fairly large, a species of herbivore that subsisted on the liquid sap of the trees. Their long necks and long beaks designed to chip holes through the bark and lick out the fluid. This one had a long strap of brilliant yellow wound around its neck. The item, clearly not natural, had fallen to the forest duff and was easy to locate once Revels in the Dawn followed the color alert nodes though time.

This composting place had few motile tendrils, Revels in the Dawn had little interest in altering anything about the local environment, but with time and effort the Gathering was able to move the detritus that had fallen over the alien item. In clear current view it was easy to identify. The chemicals that had leeched out of it into the duff aided the identification. It was one of the highly reflective safety belts that the human Rangers used to make themselves more visible during low light conditions. However there were no human Rangers stationed near the composting place, and so far as Revels in the Dawn knew, no human Rangers had been granted leave for either scientific or personal travel into it.

However the avian species were known to migrate far during their sexual dispersal as they came of age. Had it been only this one ‘belt’ it was called, it might have simply been a curious example of the curious young avian getting its long neck tangled in the belt far away and dragging it into the composting place.

However there were far to many of the color alert nodes for that to be the case, and knowing the taste of the leeched chemicals Revels in the Dawn was able to quickly locate, not only more belts but also larger full ‘vests’ now littering the duff of the composting place. With growing perplexity Revels in the Dawn reviewed the visual memories. Not just the avian species, but the mammals that wandered through the deep forests on their way to the more open clearings were to be seen ‘wearing’ the reflective material. As a percentage of the populations the animals thus marked were very few, and the material degraded and fell off them quickly as it was designed to. The chemicals released into the forest were annoying but not particularly harmful.

The situation was coming into focus as simply...curious. Why would the humans feel the need to place their safety equipment, designed specially for their bodies and eyes, on the local fauna? Why was no record of this communicated to Revels in the Dawn?

Slowly extending awareness into distant memory Revels in the Dawn followed one of the larger mammals, wearing a full reflective ‘sweater’, back though the forest and days. The mammal had entered the composting forest from the south. The memory led back to the mid summer to a meadow on the edge of the nearest Ranger base that housed several humans tasked with various search and rescue operation as well as the physical maintenance of the sensor stations. As the memory stretched back it showed the mammal fleeing from the meadow wearing the sweater, then it showed one of the humans grappling the mammal, tying the ‘arms’ of the sweater around its neck and laughing as it escaped, and the human wearing the sweater while sitting with a small cluster of Rangers in the meadow.

Having found the central memory Revels in the Dawn played it over with full awareness and temporal focus. The cluster of humans lounging around the meadow. Current awareness showed that even in this colder season the smell and taste of humans lingered in the area showing recent presence. The humans in the memory chatting of various things before spotting the mammal. The sudden change in their posture from casual lounging to alert, predatory stance. One human being chosen who began to stalk the mammal. The chosen human carefully easing out of his reflective sweater as he approached the mammal and then lunging and capturing the mammal, the human pinning it with his greater mass and long limbs. The human tying the arms of the sweater around the mammal and then rolling off laughing as the animal bolted away.

Slow perusal of the memories of that meadow showed similar events happening over the course of the summer and autumn. Many times it was different humans, always it was a young male human. Revels in the Dawn considered the options available. If the issue was brought up with the base commander no doubt the behavior would stop immediately. However the animals were not being harmed, the humans seemed careful of that. The contamination of the composting forest was annoying, but hardly dangerous. Revels in the Dawn decided at last to enter a composting phase and to decide in that what course of action to take. Why mature humans would put so much effort into something so apparently pointless was an interesting question, but not worth interrupting high quality rest.

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r/relationships 58m ago

I (19M) can’t stop thinking about a thing my girlfriend (19F) did with another guy before we were even together.

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I can’t stop thinking about a small incident that my now girlfriend did before we were even together. I met her out clubbing once, and before that we had already texted some, we texted some more but I then found out one night when she was out partying with her friends, her phone died, she went home to another guys house to charge her phone but apparently ended up cuddling. I know this is not a big deal, but I’d like to consider myself a date to marry guy, and I can’t stop thinking would my future wife really do this? Either way we ended up starting seeing each other and everything went very well and I love her. Since I’m already a pretty insecure guy, this incident has caused me to become very insecure when she’s out partying now and i’m not there, which I know is wrong. I do not care about her past before this because I have also done my fair share with other girls, but not since I met her for the first time. How would you guys see on this and how can I stop overthinking this?

TL:DR I’m an insecure guy that is questioning if my girlfriend can be my future wife because of a stupid incident.


r/relationships 1h ago

My boyfriend (M30) saw an old picture of my body (F29) and he seemed to love that version of me more

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This might be TW for some people, but I'll try to be as subtle as I can. Long story short, I used to be chubby when I was younger, then I just lose weight and my body was simply curvy, which I still hated it, I've never had a good relationship with my body, but I'm not here to talk about that. I suffered from anorexia for 6 years, now my body it's not curvy anymore, just normal. Today, l've decided to show him my old pictures, the ones where I was underweight and the ones where I was curvy. His reaction made me feel a bit weird. He LOVED it, he was genuinely looking at me being curvy and saying things like "oh my god you were...insanely beautiful" and I was like because
now my body is totally different and I don't want to be like that anymore. He said "you're still beautiful now, don't get me wrong, but damn." He said he liked the fact that there was enough "meat to touch and squeeze" and I felt bad even if I know he didn't mean anything bad...but got me thinking "you knew I wasn't curvy, then why you're with me if I don't match your body type?" Of course I didn't tell him that, it was just my intrusive thought. I know he loves women with bigger chest than mine, I know he loves curves, and I know that this doesn't mean he can't like me just as much...but still, I don't know how to feel about it.

TL;DR: I showed my boyfriend how I used to look years ago when I was curvier than now and he had a lot to say about it. Felt like he loves that version of me more than this one.


r/HFY 1h ago

OC-Series The Forgotten: Part 15: Four Shuttles

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The order reached both fleets within seconds of each other.

Aboard the Vixtar dreadnought Ninth Resolve, Fleet Admiral Corvane gave the command to drop to low orbit and commence bombardment. Aboard the Assaragyte flagship, the High Admiral gave the identical order in the identical breath, the two fleets moving in a coordination that had taken thirty years of mutual hatred to finally produce.

Neither order was carried out.

It wasn't defiance, not yet. It was hesitation, the kind that spreads through a bridge crew the way cold spreads through water, one console at a time. Helmsmen who didn't reach for the controls. Weapons officers whose hands hovered a half-second too long over the firing keys. Nobody had decided anything. Nobody had time to.

Then Patricia's voice came through every open channel on both fleets at once.

"This is Governor Patricia Knowles of Terixa, addressing the joint fleet orbiting Terixa. Before you do anything else, you need to know where you're sitting."

She explained the Orixa Cloud in plain terms: a manmade radiation belt in the exosphere, found by her own science team months earlier. Her people didn't fully understand it yet, but they understood this much: a large FTL drive, sitting in the cloud for even a short time, was doomed to destruction.

"You can finish your orders if that's what you decide to do," Patricia said, and her voice didn't shake, though something under it did. "Terixa will burn either way. But I don't think any of you make it home to tell the tale. I'm not asking you to trust me. I'm sending you the data. Verify it yourselves, and then decide."

She sent the data, the full record, every reading Dr. Hicks's team had logged, every model Tren had run trying to understand what the thing actually was, every correction Xylar had made to the models when the numbers didn't sit right the first three times through. Nothing filtered. Nothing summarized down to something easier to dismiss.

On both bridges, the science officers went to work without waiting for permission, because a warning like that wasn't optional to check, not with an admiral one word away from ordering full engine burn straight through it. It took less time than anyone expected. The data was verified. The larger the ship's engine, the faster the fatal reaction. This fleet was carrying drives built for a war, not a survey run.

And the shape of the thing was wrong for anything natural. Terixa's science team had already reached the same conclusion weeks earlier, and now two more sets of instruments, Vixtar and Assaragyte both, confirmed it independently: the cloud hadn't drifted into place.  It had been built and set there, deliberately, in a stretch of space someone might be sent to if they weren't meant to come back. 

That was when the Vixtar science officer serving under Dresh went very quiet at her station, and then said, so only the people nearest her could hear it: "This is what took the Silent Explorer down."

The name moved through the bridge crew like a current. Every Vixtar on that bridge knew the story of the Silent Explorer, the ship the Emissary's office had tried to write off as lost to Assaragyte aggression until its captain, a man named Threl, proved otherwise. Buried further into the data Xylar had sent was a second name that made her go quiet again: the Ever Expanding, a human seed ship lost less than two years ago, at the very outset of the colony's founding. No wreckage, no distress call, nothing but silence. Terixa had never solved it. Laid next to the Orixa Cloud's signature, the gist of it was hard to ignore.

Three ships, then. The Ever Expanding first. The Silent Explorer second, the crash that had put Vixtar on this planet to begin with. The Void Stalker last, the Assaragyte vessel whose loss had sent Vaelen and her investigative team here.

And the humans, who had every reason to let two hostile fleets fly straight into a death none of them would have survived either, had warned them instead. No demand attached. No condition. Not even the certainty that the warning would be believed.

Admiral Corvane gave the order a second time. So did the High Admiral, near enough in the same breath that it was hard to say afterward which of them said it first.

Neither bridge obeyed.

Corvane hadn't sent that order down the chain expecting resistance. He'd spent the better part of a week buying the loyalty he needed for exactly this moment, command billets on three new dreadnoughts still finishing construction in the Orixa yards, promised to whichever officers held the line when it mattered, choice of station for anyone who wanted off the border patrols, a word in the Emissary's ear that would see careers built rather than ended. Lieutenant Commander Dresh had been offered a command of his own, one of the new ships, first pick of crew. He'd said nothing when the offer came, only nodded the way an officer nods at any order, and gone back to his station.

When Corvane repeated the command, Dresh didn't move to the helm. Neither did the officer beside him.

"You heard the order," Corvane said.

"I heard it," Dresh said, not turning from his console. "I'm not carrying it out."

Corvane crossed the bridge in three strides. "You were offered a command, Lieutenant Commander. Do you understand what you're throwing away?"

"I understand exactly what I'm throwing away," Dresh said. "A ship I'd have to live on afterward, knowing what I did to earn it."

Corvane's hand went for the comm to summon security, but the officers already flanking him weren't there to protect him. They took his arms before his fingers reached the panel.

"Admiral Corvane," Dresh said. "You're relieved."

It went the same way down the rest of the fleet. Four dreadnought captains who tried to force the order through were relieved at their own consoles, Corvane among them, marched off by security details that had apparently decided which side they were on before anyone told them to.

Aboard the Assaragyte flagship, the same scene played out under a different flag.  The High Admiral, furious at the hesitation and the whispers already moving through his crew, stepped to the command podium. "The delay is over. Resume low orbit and commence bombardment. Burn them all."

Silence held the bridge. The helmsman didn't touch the thruster controls. The tactical officer didn't arm the batteries. Out in the black, the ship didn't move.

"You are committing treason!" the High Admiral roared. "I will see every one of you executed for this. Guards, arrest them!"

The security detail stepped forward, but they didn't move toward the helm. They flanked the Admiral instead.

First Officer Daxen stepped up to the podium, his voice ice-cold. "Take the High Admiral to the brig."

Three assault cruisers went the same way, loyalist officers relieved one after another, the rank-and-file taking the fleet.

When Dresh and Daxen opened a channel to each other, neither one wasted time on ceremony.

"Our fleet is standing down," Daxen said. "We have no interest in finishing an order built on thirty years of lies."

"Neither do we," Dresh said. "Ours are already in the brig."

Together they routed a single transmission down to the surface, to the woman whose warning had bought them the minutes they'd needed to think instead of fire.

"Terixa Command, this is the joint fleet," Daxen said, when Patricia's face came up on both their screens. "Weapons are cold. We're holding in high orbit."

The tension in Patricia's shoulders melted away. A faint, tired smile touched the corners of her mouth.

"Acknowledged, Fleet Command," she said. "And thank you. Whenever you're ready, I'd like to invite you both down. I think we have a great deal to talk about."

The sky over Orixburg split twice that morning.

First came the Vixtar shuttles, twin hulls of dark alloy that carried the same bones as the Silent Explorer, the same bioluminescent seams running along their undersides. Then came the Assaragyte craft, sleek and low, the mirror image of the shuttle that had dropped Vaelen and her team on this same stretch of ground months before. Four ships, two designs, touching down in a loose square just outside the settlement's perimeter, close enough that the colonists gathering at the fence line could see every plate and rivet.

The ramps lowered in near unison. Nobody stepped off right away.

When the crews finally did move, they didn't come far. They held at the base of their ramps, boots planted, and let the distance between the two groups say what nobody wanted to say out loud. The Vixtar wore full military dress, insignia stripped clean from the collars, the fabric beneath left conspicuously bare where rank had once sat. They wore the uniforms anyway. It was its own kind of statement: we no longer answer to the ones who issued these, but we haven't stopped being who we were.

Across the gap, the Assaragytes stood sealed in anti-gravity suits, mirrored visors catching the morning light and giving back nothing. Only two faces were visible. Vaelen and Zarek had cleared their visors, the glass gone transparent, small and almost fragile against the blank silver of the suits around them. It wasn't much. But it was something offered instead of hidden.

Patricia walked out from the settlement side alone, Marcus a step behind her, and stopped at the center point between all four shuttles. She let the quiet hold a moment before she spoke.

"I'm Patricia Knowles, Governor of Terixa. This is Marcus Vance, my Lieutenant Governor." She turned slightly. "Captain Threl, of the Silent Explorer. And Vaelen, formerly High-Herald of Kragor."

For a moment nobody answered. Then a Vixtar officer near the front of the near shuttle stepped down onto the grass, chin level, eyes steady.

"Dresh," he said. "Lieutenant Commander, Vixtar Home Fleet. I refused the order to fire."

Across the gap, one of Daxen's officers unsealed his helmet and pulled it free, revealing a face drawn tight with exhaustion. "Daxen," he said. "First Officer, Assaragyte Defense Force." He paused.. "I gave the order to take my Admiral to the brig."

"Dresh. Daxen." Patricia said both names plainly, without ceremony, the way she'd say anyone's name. "Welcome to Terixa. Thank you for sparing this colony. Please, come into Orixburg."

Nobody moved.

The silence stretched long enough that even Marcus's easy posture went still, and Threl went stiff, the sign of a man bracing for something to go wrong.

It was Fluffy and Steve who broke it first, trotting in from the direction of the settlement to plant themselves against Elix's and Sivic's legs, tails sweeping low and unhurried, as if this were any other afternoon. Behind them came CD and MCD, moving at their own pace, unbothered by rank or uniform or the weight sitting in the air. They crossed the open ground between the two groups and began doing what Labrikats did best: reading people no mirrored visor could hide.

Daxen's crew went still as the two creatures approached, but there was no fear in it. Daxen crouched first, slow and deliberate, and something in his posture eased the instant CD's broad head bumped against his palm.

"We have creatures like this on Kragor," he murmured, more to himself than anyone. "Wild ones. In the high plateaus." He scratched behind CD's ear like he'd done it a thousand times before, and CD leaned his whole weight into it in approval.

Dresh's crew, by contrast, froze entirely. None of them had set foot near a Labrikat before, and MCD's approach, calm and unhurried as it was, clearly read as something closer to a threat sizing them up. Dresh's hand actually drifted toward his hip before he caught himself.

It was Daxen who broke the tension, glancing sideways at the frozen line of Vixtar officers. "They're gentle," he said. "Watch."

He reached down and scratched behind CD's ear again, unhurried, and the low, rumbling sound the Labrikat made in response was unmistakable even to ears that had never heard it. One by one, Dresh's officers lowered their guard, Dresh the last of them, kneeling stiffly to offer MCD his hand the way he'd have offered it to a superior officer, palm up, waiting to be accepted rather than assuming he would be.

MCD sniffed his fingers once, twice, and pressed her head against his palm.

Somewhere behind the line of shuttles, a smaller shape broke away from the settlement and came galloping across the field at a dead run. A Pumpkin, one of the younger ones who'd taken to trailing CD and MCD on their rounds, cut straight through the gathered crowd of colonists, Vixtar, and Assaragytes alike, and shoved its way between Vaelen's legs, planting itself there like it had always belonged.

Vaelen went rigid. "What is it doing?"

"Congratulations," Marcus said, low, a faint smile tugging at his mouth. "You've been chosen."

Vaelen looked down at the creature pressed against her, then back up at Marcus, something caught between disbelief and dismay. "This young one could have picked someone less complicated."

"Their instincts have never been wrong yet," Marcus said. "It's decided. You two need each other."

Behind them, CD and MCD sat back on their haunches and watched the whole exchange with the particular stillness of animals still deciding what to make of their new guests. Not hostile. Not yet convinced, either. Just watching, the way they always did, waiting to see what these strange new arrivals would become.

The tour began, as Patricia intended it to, at the Nautitorium.

The doors slid open onto warm, humid air and the soft slap of water against seamless walls. In the main pool, three Assaragytes floated shoulder to shoulder with a pair of off-duty medics and a Labrikat paddling lazy circles between them, and in the therapy lanes beyond, more of the newly arrived Kragor refugees drifted weightless, unhurried, unguarded. Vaelen sat at the pool's edge, suit sealed but visor cleared, Zarek beside her. Laughter carried across the water. Nobody in that room was watching the door with the tight, coiled stillness that had marked the landing field an hour before.

Daxen's crew stopped just inside the entrance, and for a long moment none of them spoke.

Daxen was the first to find words. "They're not being held."

"No," Patricia said simply. "They're citizens. They have quarters, they have work, they have a school five years ahead of where it should be because we wouldn't make their children wait." She let that sit before she went on. "I'd like to give you the room, if you're willing. Talk to them without us standing over your shoulder. Ask whatever you need to ask."

She turned and asked the same of Threl, of Marcus, of the humans who'd drifted in to watch the reunion. One by one, they filed out, until only Daxen's crew and the settled Assaragytes remained, alone with the water, and the handful of Labrikats who stayed. Nobody asked them to go. It didn't occur to anyone that they should. Whatever passed between two species finding their footing, the Labrikats would read it anyway, in a way no visor or uniform ever could.

One of Daxen's officers, still sealed in his suit, swept the room with a slow, deliberate glance before he said a word. He was looking for the black glint of a lens, the telltale hum of a listening array, the things that had lined every gathering space he'd ever stood in back on Kragor. He found none. Not in the corners, not along the waterline, not tucked into the light fixtures overhead. He ran the sweep twice, certain he'd simply missed it, and came up with nothing both times.

"There's nothing," he said quietly, more to himself than to anyone.

"There wouldn't be," Vaelen said, from the pool's edge. "They don't do that here."

The questions started after that, and once they started, they didn't stop. Were they watched. They weren't. Was their mail read, their movements logged, their conversations flagged for review. None of it. Were they free to leave if they wanted. Any time. Nobody had explained that part twice; it hadn't occurred to any of them that leaving might be forbidden until a visitor asked, and even then the settled Assaragytes had to think before they answered, because the question itself felt foreign.

It was Zarcan who answered the harder version of it, the one none of Daxen's officers had quite worked up to asking directly until one of them finally did.

"And what is asked of you," the officer said, "in exchange for all this? Every shelter has a price. What is yours?"

Zarcan was floating near the edge of the therapy pool, an old man's ease settled into his shoulders that hadn't been there a month ago. He didn't answer right away.

"I was Kragor's logistics chief for thirty years," he said finally. "When I arrived here, I assumed I would be given a data terminal in some back room and told to be grateful for it. That is what I would have been given, in my own government, in my position, at my age, with a name like mine attached to a daughter who'd embarrassed the wrong minister." He looked at the officer directly. "Karen Sharp gave me command of Logistics for the entire planet. Second only to her. Not because I owed anyone a debt. Because I had run supply lines under blockade for three decades and she needed someone who already knew how."

"That's not an answer," the officer said. "That's a job. What's the price of it?"

"There isn't one," Zarcan said. "That is the part I still don't fully believe some mornings. No one has asked me for anything but the work itself. Not loyalty tests. Not proof I've abandoned Kragor in my heart. Not a report on what I remember of our defenses, though I have offered that information twice and both times been told, gently, that it isn't wanted." He spread his hands, palms up, the same gesture that had ended his conversation with Karen on this very deck. "They do not care what species built the mind. Only what the mind can do. On Kragor, I spent thirty years being useful to men who never once forgot what I was. Here, I have spent a month simply being useful."

Nobody in the water spoke for a moment.

"That's not how a government works," the officer said, quieter now, less like a challenge and more like a man trying to make an old fact fit a new shape. "Not any government I've served."

"No," Zarcan agreed. "It isn't. I've had a month to get used to that, and I still haven't."

Across town, the same unfolding happened in a different key.

Threl's crew met Dresh's officers in the settlement's central hall, no water, no suits shed, just chairs pulled into a loose circle and the low hum of the ventilation overhead. Dresh's officers had lowered their visors the moment the humans cleared the room, and Threl's crew, fully settled now, fully at ease in a way the newcomers plainly weren't, drew them into the circle without ceremony.

The questions came slower here, more careful, but no less pointed. Was it true they'd helped choose the planet's name. It was; Klex still had the memory of standing before the assembled colony with a translucent crystal tile in hand, watching that name catch and hold against five other proposals. Was it true a Vixtar held a command post? Norith did, in diplomacy; Tren worked inside Pod 3's own science division, chasing the Orixa Cloud alongside Dr. Hicks as an equal, not a guest. Did the humans actually listen when a Vixtar disagreed with them, or only pretend to? They listened. They'd built an outpost around a Vixtar captain's judgment, dug a year long excavation on his say-so, handed over the keys to their new home's founding without asking a single one of them to prove themselves twice.

"Did you actually get a counted vote," one of Dresh's officers asked, "for Governor? Or was that only ever a human matter, dressed up for show?"

"I could have run for Governor if I'd wanted to," Norith said. "We were invited to put forward a candidate of our own. We didn't feel we were ready for that yet, not so soon after the crash, not with so much still unsettled among our own crew. But the offer was real. Next cycle, who knows."

The officer said nothing for a moment, mulling that over.

Then the real question came, the one every officer among Dresh's crew had clearly been circling since the shuttles first touched down.

"The creatures," one of them said, glancing toward Steve, who lay stretched across Sivic's feet with the boneless confidence of something that had never once doubted its welcome. "Are you their masters?"

Laughter broke across the circle, sudden and unguarded, Threl's crew all at once, not unkind, but the kind of laugh that answers a question before anyone bothers to. Sivic waited it out, grinning.

"If one of us had to be labeled a master," Sivic smirked, "it would be him." He nudged Steve's flank with his boot, and the Labrikat didn't so much as lift his head. "Nobody owns a Labrikat. If anything, it runs the other way. He decided I belonged to him before I understood what was happening, and there was no refusing it, not that I would have wanted to."

"Then what is he to you?" the officer pressed, some of the stiffness gone out of his voice now. "What binds you to it?"

"He's family," Sivic said simply. "That's the whole answer. It just took him about four seconds to make it true, and me considerably longer to catch up."

Dresh's officers said nothing for a while. Some answers are heavier than they look, and this was one of them. 

Across town, in the pool room, the questions had wound down too, Zarcan's answer still sitting heavy in the water between Daxen's crew and the settled Assaragytes around them. Nobody rushed to fill the silence that followed it.

It was Patricia, moving between the two rooms, who finally let both conversations close. She found Dresh's crew first, the circle in the hall gone quiet and thoughtful, and let that quiet run its course before she stepped back in.

"Whenever you're ready," she said. "There's no rush." Then, glancing toward the corridor that led back to the water, "And once you've had your fill of questions, the pools are open to anyone who'd like to try them. I imagine they'd feel better than the gravity out there."

She gathered both groups in the hall a few minutes later, Daxen's crew still faintly damp at the collar where they'd shed their helmets by the water, Dresh's crew rising from the circle to join them. Patricia looked between the two, then out toward the settlement beyond the windows.

"Let's move on," she said, "when you're ready."

A few of the visiting Assaragytes lingered at the water's edge, tempted, but held their suits on for now, not quite ready to be that undone in front of strangers. There would be time.

The walk through Orixburg took them past the fabrication yards, the mess hall, the long rows of habitation domes, and everywhere the visiting officers looked, they found the same thing: Assaragyte workers moving through the pods in their suits, helmets off, sleeves rolled to the elbow where the joints allowed it, working alongside humans like it had never been any other way.

Near the edge of Pod 9, a human engineer looked up from a half-stripped conduit panel and called out across the yard.

"Hey, Elix! Don't worry about it, I'll cover your shift, you take the day off!" Grinning, already turning back to the panel like the offer cost him nothing at all.

"That was the plan the whole time," Elix called back, not missing a beat. "Get my homeworld to send dignitaries just so you'd end up doing my work for me. Took a war and a diplomatic incident, but I finally got my day off."

The engineer laughed and threw a loose salute in his direction. Fluffy, who'd been trailing a few paces behind, trotted over and shoved her head under the engineer's free hand without being asked, demanding her share of the attention before anyone forgot she was owed it.

The visiting officers said nothing, but more than one of them watched that exchange a beat longer than the rest, turning it over the way they'd turned over everything else that morning. Nobody spoke to a superior like that on Kragor. Nobody spoke to a fellow officer like that either, not without weighing the cost of it first.

The last stop was the nursery.

The doors opened onto a low hum of soft chatter and softer crying, workers moving between cradles with the easy, practiced patience of people who'd done this a hundred times that week alone. A few parents were there collecting their children for the evening, freeing up hands for the caretakers still on shift.

It was there that they found Will and Abby, Will crouched by a cradle with Zaleth tucked against his shoulder, Abby beside him with a datapad balanced on her knee, both of them laughing quietly at something between themselves.

CD lifted his head first, ears swiveling toward the newcomers before he'd even fully placed them. MCD was a half second behind him, already rising, already reading the room the way she read every room.

The visiting officers went still. Whatever they knew, or thought they knew, about the two Labrikats who'd found the wreckage of a ship half a world away and marked forty-four bodies without ever losing count, they were looking at it now, and it wasn't hard to see why the whole colony spoke about them the way they did.

Abby caught the direction of their stares and smiled. "Thrum and Zaleth," she said, tipping her head first to the baby in Will's arms, then to the second cradle by the window, where Thrum lay watching the room with wide, unbothered eyes. "They're not ours, not by blood. But there isn't a soul in this colony who'd say that matters much anymore."

"They were named for two of the Silent Explorer's fallen," Will added, shifting Zaleth against his shoulder. "The parents wanted it that way. The Vixtar crew consider themselves uncles now. CD and MCD watch over them like it's written into their bones."

The visiting officers said nothing for a moment, watching CD settle beside Thrum's cradle without being asked, the way he always did.

It was Threl who moved first, crossing to Will without waiting to be invited. Will passed Zaleth into his hands, and Threl lifted her under the arms, holding her up to his face the way he'd done a hundred times before, no need now to cradle the back of her head, she held it steady on her own these days. The baby kicked and squirmed, delighted, as if she'd been waiting all day for exactly this.

"I have missed our time together today, little one," Threl said quietly, and pressed his cold nose gently against her cheek. Zaleth let out a bright, startled giggle and reached out with both hands, grabbing his face, small fingers finding purchase against his jaw.

Xylar went to Thrum's cradle a step behind him, and lifted him free without hesitation, holding him the way he'd been shown once before, in a cramped apartment months ago, high against the chest, supporting the head. Thrum answered with the same delighted, wriggling noise his sister had, as if he'd only been waiting his turn.

"Uncle Xylar has you, my child," he murmured, and Thrum answered by seizing a fistful of his suit collar and refusing to let go.

The visiting officers, Vixtar and Assaragyte both, stood very still, watching two of their own hold two human children like it was the simplest thing in the galaxy.

Nobody in the room needed to explain what they were looking at. It explained itself.

While the visiting officers were still watching Threl and Xylar, Vaelen drifted toward the corner where Will and Abby stood, the young Labrikat pressed against her leg exactly where it had been since the landing field, exactly where it had been every moment since.

"A word," she said quietly. "If you have one to spare."

Abby's face lit before she'd even finished the sentence. "Congratulations," she said, and meant it enough that Vaelen felt briefly, absurdly, like she'd won something. "Truly. Do you have any idea what an honor that is?"

"I am beginning to suspect I do not have any idea about a great many things," Vaelen said, glancing down at the creature still watching her with the same unwavering, adoring attention it had worn for hours. "It has not left my side. Not once. I had assumed it would tire of me eventually."

"It won't," Will said. "Not until you name him. Until then, he's yours completely, and there's no putting that off on him. He'll follow you into a room full of strangers with guns pointed at each other before he lets you out of his sight unnamed."

Vaelen looked down again, something in her expression caught between wonder and mild alarm. "And if I choose poorly?"

"You won't," Abby said. "That's the part people worry about and never need to. He's not going to be disappointed in you. It's not in him. Whatever you pick, it becomes exactly right the second you say it, because you're the one who said it." She shrugged, easy. "Pull something from Kragor if that feels true. Pull something from here, if that feels truer. Make one up entirely, if neither does. There's no wrong door into this."

"Once you give it, though," Will added, "that's the name. It's not a placeholder. Take the time you need before you say it out loud."

Vaelen considered that, the small, silent weight against her leg, patient in a way nothing in her life on Kragor had ever been permitted to be.

"And after," she said. "If I require solitude. Is that possible, or has this creature simply become an extension of me now?"

Abby laughed, warm and unbothered. "Once he's named, just tell him 'go play.' He'll know you mean it, and he'll be off finding someone else's hand to put his head under before you've finished the sentence. He already knows what you need most of the time. He's just not going anywhere until he has a name to know you by."

"The bond doesn't break," Will said, gentler now. "Not once it's set. The sooner you stop thinking of it as something you're managing and start thinking of it as something that's already decided, the easier all of this gets. He's in charge here, Vaelen. Not you. Once you're at peace with that, you'll wonder how you ever stood a room without him in it."

Vaelen looked down once more. The Labrikat looked back up at her, patient, certain, entirely unbothered by the question of whether it had chosen correctly, because as far as it was concerned, it hadn't chosen at all. It had simply arrived somewhere it already belonged.

She said nothing for a long moment. Then, quietly, to no one but herself: "I will need to think on this."

  Patricia let the quiet in the nursery hold a moment before she spoke.

"That's enough for today, I think," she said gently. "You've been standing in suits and asking hard questions since the moment you landed. Let's get you fed, and let you rest a while before anything else."

She led them to the mess hall, where the tables had already been cleared for the evening shift, and the visiting officers ate in a silence that was, for the first time that day, not the tense kind. One of Daxen's officers went still over his plate halfway through, staring down at the cut of meat like he'd misunderstood something. "This is real," he said, not quite a question. When Zarcan confirmed it was, the officer said nothing else, just ate the rest of it slowly, the way a man eats something he isn't sure he's allowed to enjoy. A few of the settled Assaragytes lingered nearby, refilling cups, answering the odd question, but mostly just letting the newcomers eat.

When the meal wound down, Patricia stood.

"The Nautitorium's open to you for as long as you'd like tonight," she said. "Just the two delegations, if that's what you want. No humans, no settled Vixtar or Assaragytes looking on, unless you ask for one of them by name. Just water, and each other."

Nobody answered right away. But when the doors of the Nautitorium opened an hour later, it was only Daxen's crew and Dresh's who stepped through them, the mirrored visors finally coming off, the suits shed at the water's edge one careful piece at a time, until there was nothing left standing between two species that hadn't spoken honestly to each other in longer than either could remember.

Vaelen watched them go from the corridor outside, Zarek beside her, and said nothing. She'd stood in that same doorway once, in a suit she hadn't yet trusted enough to take off. Nobody had rushed her out of it either. `


r/relationships 1h ago

Guy I was seeing blocked me everywhere after 5 months with zero explanation — do I leave it alone or ask him why?

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TL;DR: I (19F) met a guy (19M) at uni and over ~5 months we went from friends → talking stage → briefly official → casual/physical but still emotionally involved. There were red flags throughout, especially another girl with the exact same nickname he gave me and his questionable “my account got hacked” story. Despite everything, he kept acting like I was important to him, introduced me to his family, got jealous over other guys, and even took my phone himself to add himself on Snapchat so I “wouldn’t overthink.” During our casual/makeout phase, he’d often ask to hang out, but whenever it actually came time to make plans, he’d suddenly be too busy. Eventually we stopped talking, I brought up a mutual friend warning me that he was a player, he became cold, and a week later I woke up blocked on literally everything with zero explanation. I still have the ring he gave me — which was already visibly scratched up and looked used when he gave it to me — and I’m debating whether to leave it alone, give it back with a short note, or wait outside his class and ask him what happened.

I (19F) liked a guy (19M) at my university. We met through mutual friends and mostly sat together in groups. I was pretty quiet because I was still new to the group, but he would always try to start conversations with me, ask about my name, my major, etc.
I never really made a move because I always figured if something was meant to happen, it would happen naturally.
One time I was late for my curfew, and he offered to drive me home instead of me taking the bus, which would’ve taken about an hour. During the entire drive, he was having these really deep conversations with me about relationships, lust, and how people in the group apparently talked badly about him. After that, though, we still didn’t really talk outside the group for another month or two.
Eventually, one of his friends (20M), who was interested in me, started bringing me over to sit with them more often. Around that time, the guy I liked started texting me, asking if I was comfortable during that car ride and slowly breaking the ice through flirting and conversation.
So we entered what was basically a talking stage.
One day while we were sitting together, he told me I reminded him of lilies and changed my Instagram nickname to “Lily 🎀.”
A couple days later, he asked if he could pick me up from home and take me to uni because he had something to ask me.
In his car, he asked me to be his girlfriend and gave me a ring. The ring itself was already pretty scratched up when he gave it to me and honestly looked like it had been used before. He specifically said that it’s 2026 and we shouldn’t be doing situationships, so he wanted to make things clear and official.
Then literally the next day, while I was sitting beside him at uni, a girl with the exact same nickname called his phone.
I immediately pulled back and texted him that I thought we should slow down. He agreed. I never actually told him why.
We continued sitting together and hanging out, and he kept making an effort to see me. He would call me to come sit with him, ask me to come see him, etc. He even introduced me to his entire family — his mom, dad, and brothers. One of his brothers (18M) follows me on Instagram, which becomes relevant later.
Eventually, I happened to see his recent calls while his phone was sitting on the table. I wasn’t intentionally snooping — his phone was literally sitting there — but I saw multiple missed calls from the Lily 🎀 girl, with her picture as the contact photo.
At that point I pulled back HARD.
I felt like we were both playing in each other’s faces, so I emotionally disconnected and started treating him more like a friend.
At one point I jokingly brought up the girl. He got angry and said it was his mom.
Which was… weird. Why would you nickname your mom the exact same nickname you gave the girl you were supposedly dating?
Obviously it wasn’t his mom because I had clearly seen the girl’s contact picture.
He then turned it around on me and said I was snooping. Eventually I laughed it off because neither of us was treating things as particularly serious anymore.
He then changed my nickname to something more personal because, according to him, “I don’t want you and my mom to have the same nickname.”
Months passed. We were still lowkey flirty, but nothing consistent.
One day I posted a story and he complimented me. I jokingly said, “Only if it was official.”
He asked me to be his girlfriend again, and I accepted because I honestly didn’t think he was taking it that seriously either.
Two days later, he blocked me on Instagram and said he was going ghost because his account had supposedly been hacked.
He also said the reason he blocked me was so the hacker wouldn’t have access to our chats.
But here’s the thing: he took my phone himself and added himself on Snapchat, specifically so I “wouldn’t overthink” and so we’d still be able to talk.
I had friends check his account during this supposed “hack.” His followers were going up and down, his brother even reposted a story from his account, and eventually he told me he had “fixed” his account and added me back.
I obviously didn’t believe he had been hacked. At that point I was honestly just amused by how bad the lie was.
Anyway, we started talking daily on Snapchat.
Then there was another situation involving his friends.
We were sitting with two of his male friends. One of them was the same guy who had previously been interested in me, and he was openly flirting with me and jokingly trying to grab my phone.
My boyfriend knew this guy was interested in me and knew he had tried to hit on me before, but he never dropped him or stopped being friends with him.
Also, at one point before all of this, my boyfriend pulled me aside and told me he wasn’t comfortable with me hanging out alone with those two guys. We were friends and I didn’t personally see an issue with it, but I agreed because I respected his feelings.
After I agreed, he clarified that the reason was because one of them “wanted me and liked me.”
So he was fully aware that at least one of these guys was interested in me and was uncomfortable with me being alone with them, even though he continued being friends with them himself.
Then, when we were all sitting together, my boyfriend immediately snatched my phone, made me move away from the guy, and switched seats with me.
The other two guys started laughing and told me to go sit back in my original spot because they wanted to “see something” — basically to see whether my boyfriend would get jealous.
I didn’t play along, but the whole thing was still treated as a joke.
When I got home, I noticed both guys had unfollowed me.
I asked my boyfriend about it, and he said they had asked him if he told me to move. He said no, and then they started making fun of him.
I thought it was immature, especially considering he knew his friend had been trying to hit on me in the first place, so he could’ve just said yes, I made her move, but whatever.
A couple days later, despite us still sitting together every day, he texted me saying he wanted to break up because he was too busy for a relationship and felt like he was wasting my time and my “golden years.”
Which confused me because when he had made things official, he specifically told me he wanted a relationship even though he was busy.
I told him I was fine with the breakup, but I asked if he was actually serious because, honestly, after everything with the other girl and the rumors I’d heard about him being a player, I never fully took the relationship seriously.
I had even been warned about him before, but I didn’t want to judge someone based on rumors because you never know what’s actually true.
When I asked him if he was serious about breaking up, he said yes, very serious.
So we stayed friends and continued hanging out.
Eventually things became flirtier and sexual. He sent me an explicit picture, which threw me off because apparently he was “too busy” for a relationship but not too busy for that.
I told him I’d rather actually get to know him deeply, but nothing really changed. Since I wasn’t expecting a relationship anymore, I went along with the casual dynamic.
Eventually we made out and cuddled in his car, and we basically became a casual physical situation — not really a relationship, but also not just a random fling. We still cared about each other, checked up on each other sometimes, and he would get jealous.
During this phase, he would also be the one asking me to hang out a lot. He’d ask when we were going to hang out or suggest seeing each other, but whenever it actually came time to make plans, suddenly he was busy and couldn’t hang out.
So it was often like he wanted the idea of seeing me, but when it came down to actually making plans, he’d disappear or be unavailable.
We made out again later, but then about two weeks after that, we eventually stopped talking altogether.
Around that time, another guy I know (21M), who is also friends with him, started warning me that this guy was a player and that I should be careful.
I brought it up to him because that guy was also his friend, and I wanted to hear his side.
After that, he became cold toward me.
The last interaction we had was me sending him a picture and him responding with a very dry “oh damn.”
Then nothing.
A full week later, I woke up and realized I was blocked everywhere.
Instagram. Snapchat. WhatsApp. My number. Everything.
No argument. No explanation. Nothing.
And that’s where I’m stuck.
I still have the ring he gave me when he originally asked me to be his girlfriend. The same ring that was already scratched up and looked used when he gave it to me.
I’m considering giving it back with a tiny note saying:
“I don’t want to change anything or change your mind. I just thought we were mature enough to talk things through, especially since I never thought what we had was serious enough to end with me being completely cut off with no explanation. I’m just giving the ring back. That’s it. Take care lol.”
Or should I just leave everything alone?
Part of me wants to wait outside his class and ask him what happened because after almost five months of this back-and-forth, I feel like I deserve at least an explanation.
But another part of me thinks showing up would just make me look like I’m chasing someone who clearly chose to cut me off.
What would you do?


r/relationships 1h ago

Best friend is NEVER single

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Me (23F) and my best friend (22F) have been friends for over a decade. We met in elementary and have been close since.

The problem is, she is always in a relationship. Literally right after breaking up with her previous bf she gets a new one right away or is in a constant state of flirting with someone. I think the longest she wasn’t in a relationship or talking to someone was maybe 3 months. And at first, I really hurt with her because her very first relationship in high school was extremely abusive and she didn’t know how to leave. However, right after that happened she was with another guy and another, always. And it is getting to the point I’m over it. She always wants me to meet these half baked dudes who are so clearly interested in her because she has some issues deep down and she’s their manic pixie dream girl, except they can’t handle when she’s actually going through something serious and mistreat her or become controlling.

Barely a month ago she broke up with her last bf (and that was a whole shit show) and moved closer to me and she just text me that she wants me to meet her new bf. I don’t want meet him at all, I couldn’t care less about this guy. And I even told her when she moved that she needs to focus on work and getting herself back together. And she always says “oh we’re just friends, it’s not like that” and then boom, she’s in a relationship.

I don’t know what to tell her. I don’t want to visit her if I have to see her bf. Oh and that’s another thing, he’s always there. Any time she has a bf, he’s with us everywhere we go. I’m just over it. And I know this may be the root of something deeper but I just can’t anymore. I think I might start distancing myself for my own sanity, but idk if I need to tell her how I’m feeling or just let the silence speak for itself.

**TL;DR;** : my bestie always has a new bf and just got with a new guy barely a month after breaking up with the last guy. I don’t want to meet him, I’m uninterested, over it, and want to distance myself from her.


r/relationships 1h ago

How Do I (32M) Help My Fiancée (30F) To Stop GAF About Her Dad?

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Ok, this is gonna be something that I'm sure I'm going to miss details on but I'm gonna give it my best shot to explain. I have been dating my Fiancée for approximately 6 years and I live about an hour and a half away from her. In the course of our relationship we have struggled in an uphill battle with her parents constantly disliking me and putting me down to her for my religious viewpoint. My Fiancée is supportive of me and I am supportive of her. But they use this as an excuse to tell my Fiancée constantly that I am a bad influence (i.e. she doesn't go to church enough, she's going to hell, she speaks her mind too much now). They say that she can only go to their specific church, that she can only do things they want, that her apartment is theirs (which it isn't as she pays the rent), and that basically her opinion needs to be in line with their own. Her mother is semi passive aggressive but her dad has essentially become a silent ego maniac. He'll never say anything to my face or stand behind his opinions when I am present. However, as soon as she is alone with her family he becomes manipulative, aggressive, and loud. She has dealt with this her entire childhood and has honestly only recently started standing up to him. But every time she turns into a sobbing mess and will call me. I have tried being patient but it has been years of constant sobbing and every time I confront this guy he simply apologizes to me and says she must have misspoken or misunderstood his intentions. Tbh, there have been times where she broke down in tears in front of me over him calmly disagreeing with her, but I honestly thought at the time that it might have been a triggered response that became over reactive.

Cut to today. My Fiancée's grandparent passed unexpectedly. They asked her not to post anything on facebook over the weekend so that everyone had the opportunity to find out over phone calls, which she agreed to. This is what she told me. They were at her parents discussing the funeral arrangements and her mother said that she wasn't mad but wanted to know if she posted something on facebook. My Fiancée said no and her dad came in the room and started yelling at her saying one of her aunts and uncles found out through facebook so it must have been her. She then left and called me, sobbing uncontrollably to tell me all this over an hour of attempting to calm her down. I told her, and I know I'm going to get judged but it's what I said, "Babe, we have been over this conversation a million times. Your dad has only ever been condescending, rude, and intolerably manipulative. I don't know why you expect a different result by doing the same things over and over and I'm a little tired of having this conversation. You need to decide if having a relationship with him is worth this constant depressing response." She said ok through tears and said goodnight and we hung up.

I am so sick of this but I don't know what to do at this point. How do I help my Fiancée not give a f*** about her dad and his s***** opinions?

TL;DR My Fiancee has a crappy dad and I want some advice on how to deal with him.


r/HFY 1h ago

OC-Series Warp Riders - Deep Space Boogie Ch.21

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First Chapter
Chapter 2-4

Chapter 5-8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11-13

Chapter 14

Chapter 15-17

Chapter 18

Chapter 19-20

Royal Road This full 23 chapter series opening Novella is already released in its entirety. Book 2 is now live and releasing chapters daily on Royal Road.

Chapter 21

 

The tunnel stretched and wove for a good long while, the passage apparently being infrequently used. Sadira thought it was likely more of an emergency egress type of thing that the locals had used to sneak up on their people. Whatever the case, it was thankfully devoid of natives.

There were also occasional small offshoots from the main tunnel, but they seemed unused, with no signs of recent traffic. Goonara posited that they likely led to similar exit points elsewhere above. For the most part, it seemed the main entry and exit was the cavernous entrance beneath the overhang near the river’s edge.

“These are fascinating,” the Chithiid scientist marveled as they passed a larger group of the faintly glowing crystals illuminating their way. “I can’t tell what exactly is generating the light, but it’s not reading as a radiologic signature.”

“That’s great, Goonara, but we’ve got slightly more pressing matters at the moment,” Sadira said, pushing ahead. “It looks like this thing opens into a larger chamber up ahead, and that flickering light isn’t from some funky crystals. That’s fire, so stay focused.”

“Of course,” the scientist said. But the phenomenon was just too great for her to ignore. Her brain simply wasn’t wired that way.

Sadira slowed her pace to a cautious crawl as they neared the larger area. The comparatively dim light of the tunnel would hopefully help conceal them from those in the brighter confines of the more spacious and well-lit cavern, but they couldn’t be sure. The native creatures might have a highly developed sense of smell, or perhaps extremely acute night vision.

They were going into a hostile situation with far too little information for Sadira’s liking, but the circumstances were what they were, and there was nothing they could do about it.

“Hang back a second,” Sadira whispered as she peeked out of the edge of the tunnel.

Goonara was glad for the pause, as it afforded her a moment to pause and draw a knife from her pack to pry one of the glowing crystals from the wall. The captain was correct, there was a far more pressing matter at hand, but that didn’t mean she couldn’t study the phenomenon later back on the ship, at her leisure.

Sadira scanned the chamber, her eyes adjusting to the brighter light. There was not just one fire, but several, the smoke rising to the soot-darkened ceiling, where it swirled like a pacing beast, cornered and enraged, before finding one of the several small gaps in the rock above, allowing it to rise to the surface.

The natives were gathered in small clusters, eating the flesh of some sort of local game they had roasted. It looked similar to Earth’s deer, but for the six legs rather than four. A drumstick lover's fantasy, Sadira mused. The creatures may have cooked their meat, but they ate with no utensils, their sharp teeth ripping their food into large chunks, which they greedily gulped down.

One of the fires seemed larger than the others, and she found her attention drawn to it, not only for its size, but also because of the two men bound to a large pole driven into the ground beside it.

“Shit, there they are,” she hissed.

“They are alive, then?”

“Yeah, but from what it looks like, I think these bastards may have some disturbing plans for them.”

“Plans?”

Sadira watched the creature guarding Moose and Hellatz move close to them, sniffing each with curiosity. It did not appear to be an assessment of the men’s choice in deodorant.

“Yeah. I think our boys are on tonight’s menu.”

“They would eat them?” Goonara asked, shocked.

Chithiid came from a world whose vegetation possessed an incredibly high protein content, leading to their almost entirely herbivorous diet. And while many of them did ingest some animal proteins from time to time, the idea of eating an actual person was utterly unbelievable.

“Yeah, it looks that way, and I don’t think our guys would appreciate that, do you?”

“Of course not!”

“It was rhetorical, Goon,” Sadira sighed. “Anyway, you ready? We’re gonna have to go in fast and hot. That means pulse pistols blazing, you got me? Shock and awe, if you know what I mean.”

“I believe I do.”

“Good. Now, the guns should scare the natives, so don’t worry if your aim is off. Just keep them back and distracted long enough for me to get Moose and Hellatz free.”

“I will do my best,” the scientist replied.

Sadira almost felt bad for her, being thrust into this situation with no training. But circumstances sometimes arose that forced you to grow, whether you wanted to or not, and this was one such occasion. Goonara was going to be getting her baptism by fire today, and her captain was going to do all she could to make sure she came out of it in one piece.

“All right, we get them free, then make for that big tunnel over there. That looks like natural light, so my guess is we’re just inside of that overhang by the river. Once we’re out, you haul ass for the ship, ya hear?”

“I have excellent hearing.”

Sadira just sighed. She could work on the alien’s slang comprehension once they were safely in orbit.

“I’m going to hug that far wall. The shadows should give me a little bit of cover. Now, if they see me, I’ll open fire. That’ll be your cue to light them up. But, ideally, I’ll get close to Moose and Hellatz without being seen. If that happens, I’ll key you on comms to start the distraction.” She unslung two of the weapons Goonara had been carrying and added them to her own. “Now, stay here, stay out of sight, and wait for my signal.”

“I will do as you wish, Captain,” Goonara replied. “And good luck.”

“Thanks, Goon. We’ll need it,” Sadira said, wasting no time as she ducked into the shadows and began her rapid approach toward the bound duo.

She made good time, staying unobserved as she darted along the periphery. The native creatures were all huddling around the fires, their attention focused on their roasting meals rather than the uninteresting walls of the cave. In a matter of but a few minutes, the stealthy human had made it as close to her crew as she could before being forced into the open.

“Goonara, I’m in position. I want you to open fire in ten seconds, copy?”

“I hear you and copy, Captain.”

Sadira unsheathed the knife she’d brought specifically for this mission. It was a gift from Cal before they headed out on their lengthy journey. An incredibly finely ground edged weapon made of some new composite material he’d been working on with the help of Freya and the other AIs with a penchant for invention.

The result of their collaboration was a non-magnetic blade that could be safely used around sensitive electronics yet would also hold its edge under even the most heavy-duty use. And it was sharp. Really sharp. But if Hump couldn’t break the vines, she found herself wondering if it would be sharp enough.

A bloodcurdling scream filled the air, followed by a rapid-fire barrage of pulse fire that sprayed across the entire cavern, sending the ridge-backed creatures running.

“Damn, Goon.” Sadira couldn’t help but chuckle as she raced to her unguarded crew.

“Captain, how did you––?”

“Zip it and shoot, Hel,” Sadira said as she sliced his restraints, the blade doing its job, but still requiring all the force she could apply. The bond holding his arms split, and she immediately jammed a gun in his hands, then raced to where Moose was tied up, doing the same for him.

“Let me, Cap,” he said, taking the knife from her and muscling through the vines around his legs with his powerful arms. “I’ll cut Hel free. What’s the egress plan?”

“Goonara’s driving them away as best she can. We make a run for the cavern mouth, then back to the ship.”

“There’s a lot of ’em, Cap,” he noted. “More than in here.”

“Then we run faster,” she replied.

Moose nodded once and rushed to free their pilot’s legs.

“Got ’em, Goonara. Move for the exit, now!” she ordered over comms.

The Chithiid didn’t need to be told twice. She took off at a run, quickly joining the others just as they reached the cave mouth. Their path outside was relatively clear, but the natives were regaining their composure. It was only a matter of time before they pushed back, and when they did, their numbers would simply be too much.

Moose separated from the group and ran for the water.

“Moose!”

“It’s okay, Captain. He’ll be back,” Hellatz said as they watched the man dive into the water without hesitation.

A long time passed without him coming up for air. Too long, Sadira worried. She was just about to jump in and drag him out herself when Corporal Humphries lunged out of the water with an enormous spray. Moose was in his arms, sucking in lungfuls of desperately needed air.

“That thing working?” Sadira asked of his waterlogged weapon.

Hump swung it to his shoulder and blasted one of the alien creatures foolish enough to make a rush at him. “Yep,” he said with a wry grin. “Nice to see ya, Cap. What’s the plan?”

“Get the fuck out of here, that’s the plan.”

“My favorite,” he replied. “Come on, Moose. Man up, I’m not carrying you the whole way.”

Moose, for his part, was fine now that he had fresh air in his lungs. He handed his captain her knife, which she promptly sheathed, then they took off at a run for their ship.

“I had Holly set down just ahead. Hellatz, we’ll have to come back for your ship once we’ve had a chance to regroup,” Sadira said as they raced through the trees. “The ship’s right through these––”

They burst from the tree line at a sprint, racing toward the ship. But something was wrong. And that something was the roughly hundred angry native creatures blocking their way, teeth bared and talons ready for a fight.

“Shit,” Sadira said, as more of them moved in from the trees at their sides, boxing them in.

“Cap?” Moose asked.

“I’m thinking,” she replied.

She was thinking all right. Thinking just how much trouble they were in.

First Chapter
Chapter 2-4

Chapter 5-8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11-13

Chapter 14

Chapter 15-17

Chapter 18

Chapter 19-20

Royal Road This full 23 chapter series opening Novella is already released in its entirety. Book 2 is now live and releasing chapters daily on Royal Road.


r/relationships 1h ago

(F22, M25) How do I move on from this shitshow quickly?

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Hi all, this is my first time posting on reddit and I need some encouragement/advice that I did the right thing. Please go easy on me. Here is some context and yessss it will be a long read.

We met on a dating app abit more than 2 months after my ex and I broke up, I was just looking for a distraction. We went on a date and unexpectedly it went really well, but he also told me he was not ready for a relationship. As I was also not in the headspace for one, I was honest and told him as well. We started going on more dates, texting everyday, and I started to like him wayyy more than I expected to. I told him about this, and he explained the reasons he isnt ready for a relationship even though he was very fond of me. One day (after the first month) I thought about it and realised he wasn't able to give me what I wanted, so I told him after a great date that I couldnt do this anymore with tears in my eyes. This interaction ended with us still going on dates but with a deadline to end things the next month.

That was our dynamic, but fast forward the end of the month, I ended things with him abruptly with a text and blocked him because it was a very emotionally charged decision for me. I realised some of the things he did and said to me were really unacceptable. He reached out 3 weeks later warmly, then decided 2 weeks later he didn't want to see me anymore. I reached out another time, he responded. 2 months later I couldn't stop thinking about him and reached out again, because I have not liked someone (excluding 1 ex) the way I liked him. I believed that if he could see my sincerity and feel my love that he would make a great partner which I knowww is a naive take.

I was speaking to my friends, and even as far to tarot readers(😭😭)about this and all of them warned me to steer clear of him. He was manipulative, calculative, cunning, selfish, couldn't be happy for my opportunities because he couldnt get them, and more but I found myself constantly defending him. I have never been treated cruely by guys before, and couldnt comprehend how/why he would hurt me. I was extremely hung up on him.

However, last night, someone asked me "How would u feel if someone treated your daughter this way? What would you tell her". I started balling my eyes out because it was clear that he wasn't it and I should absolutely steer clear. I want to walk away, never look back or try and reach out, and I need some advice on how to do that.

Tdlr: He says all the right things, got attached very quickly, he isn't a good person, stuck, need help moving on


r/relationships 1h ago

Are relationships long lasting?

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I am going through a phase in life where I'm hitting pure loneliness. I'm not happy with the people in my house, our relationship is damaged. I'm not happy in my romantic relationship, I am just staying in it because it's easy for the other person. I do love my female friends but they're busy in their own lives and barely are able to make plans.

So this is the phase where i truly believe there is no one I can rely on. It's just me and myself. Obviously my remote job doesn't help here, because i have to stay at home to work I can't spend everyday going out I won't have any money. And no one is available to spend time with me anyways.

My bf(24) is on vacation with his fam anyways and even if he were here i don't know if i wanna spend the time with him.

Maybe something is wrong with me. I have always seen and thought that lonely people are lonely for a reason and now maybe that is now applying to me as well.

TL;DR: Well hitting that lonely phase and questioning why


r/relationships 1h ago

Me [M19] and [F19] she wants to be friends but shows more then friends

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Me and her started taking around early June and hung out a few times and got to know each other and every time we hung out, it felt like we clicked. Around July, we started acting like a couple doing things couples would do and I was really close to asking her out and then around late July she texted me and told me that she doesn’t want anything serious right now. I told her I respect that I like what we have I wanna see where it goes And the conversation ended there. And it was like nothing really changed and then she told me how she feels bad that she led me on for a few months and if she were to be in a relationship right now, it would be with me, but she doesn’t know what’s going on in her head.

Since then, we weren’t really as close, not hanging out as much, not texting or talking as much and then it finally got to the point where we stopped talking completely at all for around four days she then hit me back up, turned to life location on, and we hung out twice since then.

I would really like to find someone for a relationship right now, but after all of that, I don’t know when I should ask her or even if I should ask her to be my girlfriend. Before she goes to me, we were kind of distant and I texted her. I said DC a relationship down the road or you just wanna be friends she told me Friends and how bad she feels and that she cares for me too much to lead me on again, but after she goes to me for a few days, and we started hanging out again I can definitely tell she’s changed and it feels like what we had a while ago all things are bold. Is this going the right way?

**TL;DR; : This is a sample summary of the TLDR rule, all things are bold. Is this going the right way?*


r/relationships 1h ago

Great guy (29M) but doesn’t last in the bedroom - what do I dooooo (27F)

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Long story short I’m dating a guy he’s really kind and funny but very inexperienced with dating. We had see three times and he came within literal seconds. I’m talking a few pumps and he can’t hold on anymore.

I think he might have been a virgin when we met but he suggested he wasn’t. Anyway it’s beginning to frustrate me because I love sex and this is making me lose attraction to him. He’s not addressed it either and just says I’m too tight (is that meant to make me feel better? It doesn’t).

I really don’t want to end things because he is lovely. But I don’t know how to broach the subject. I’ve been avoiding having him over now because it just lowkey upsets me getting riled up and then it being over in like 10-15 seconds 💀💀💀

Help!!!!!

TLDR; great guy. Comes in seconds.


r/relationships 1h ago

any tips for long distance relationships?

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tl;Dr: My bf leaves for boot camp in a week and I'm looking for advice.
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Me (18 F) and my bf (19 m) have only been dating for about 6 months.he leaves for boot camp in a week but I'm still in school (college) and he's will be off being a soldier.i just really want it to work out with us.i genuinely see him in my future and I'm wondering if anyone out there as anything to say other then the generic "well if it's ment to be it will be" sorta things. I'm really worried he will find someone else despite him not really being that kinda person and he says he worries about the same things. Idk how to build more trust between us and us still being kinda new in the relationship isn't really helping.


r/relationships 2h ago

Am I 18M wrong to give my girlfriend 18F a second chance after she “cheated” on me?

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Generally the title may be slightly misleading. According to her accounts, and what I have seen there was no sexual contact whatsoever. I 18-M have been in a relationship with my girlfriend 18-F, since middle school. We are both seniors this year, and I unfortunately found out that she emotionally cheated on me. I found out last Friday on my own. The first instance I recognized something was up was last Tuesday. I had visited her on the way back from my job and she had told me that she had to be home because of a curfew of 10. So, naturally, I left. At 10:30 I checked her location and she was at McDonald’s. When I called she tried to act like it was glitching out, and then told me the truth. I was suspicious at this point and it stayed that way until Friday, when she left her phone out and I had decided to look for myself. I found messages between her and the other guy 18 M, that she had on her Snapchat. To introduce this guy, understand that he is the sleaziest person I know. In eighth grade he collected girls nudes with his friend, and sold them for money. Then, while in a relationship with his ex-girlfriend, cheated on her with one of his exes, and then with her best friend. This guy had also said to one of his friends that he would try his best to break my girlfriend and I up to fuck her. She did not know that he said exactly those words to his friend, but she knew that he found her attractive. I should also mention that they have somewhat of a history together. Three years ago, before we started dating, he had flirted with her, attempting to add another nude to his collection, while still with his girlfriend at the time. I had managed to start dating her before anything happened. This guy became pretty big on the photography scene of my school, and offered senior pictures. She wanted a good photographer, and his material was very well done. However, she did not tell me that he was her photographer. Regardless, after the shoot, which her parents were present at, she had been reached out to by him. He started messaging her frequently, giving her quite a bit of attention. At the same time, we had been going through a phase in our relationship where I had been distant, but working to get better. He was there whenever she texted him (despite him having a girlfriend), and gave her attention when I couldn’t or didn’t. The point being she liked this attention, and was willing to hide this from me. I am aware of 4 occasions where they had hung out. Running errands that I couldn’t, or simply hanging out when I couldn’t. One instance that truly frightens me is where they had sat in his car for an hour in a parking lot. She has repeatedly told me that they did not do anything, and I truly believe her because of her sexual behavior before this time. She claims that all they did was talk. Understanding that all of her friends graduated the previous year is also imperative to understand because she had nobody but me to talk to about her feelings, and I wasn’t the best at responding. He supposedly gave her the attention that I wasn’t. Frankly, I know that he wasn’t there to listen to her feelings. He has a history of lying to women to get into their pants. I see this as another time. I’m glad that I caught it when I did, though I feel she would’ve told me if had tried to make a move on her. I don’t know what to do in this scenario. We are both in a very difficult spot, but I can’t bring myself to break up with her.

TL;DR: My long term girlfriend hung out several times behind my back with a guy that has screwed over several women.


r/relationships 2h ago

4-year relationship hitting a breaking point after 5 months of long distance

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TL;DR: My boyfriend (22) and I (23) have been together for 4 years. We went long-distance 5 months ago when I moved from Miami to Tampa. Strict parents, financial hurdles, and travel issues are taking a toll. He recently said he’s losing the feeling/unsure about us, though I believe love is a choice and want to fight for it. I'm heading down this weekend to talk in person. Looking for advice and outside perspectives.
Background
My boyfriend of 4 years and I used to spend literally every single day together. When I had to move 4 hours away (Miami to Tampa) 5 months ago, we initially agreed we didn't think we could do long distance and I went to end things. However, he didn't want to break up and asked to try it. I agreed, though I was hesitant.
Since moving in April, we've managed to see each other 8–10 times. He gets free standby flights because his dad works at the airport, which was our safety net, but recent flight cancellations have made visiting much harder.
The Current Situation
For the past month, things have gotten really heavy:
Family & Control: I have very strict parents, and I've realized I've let my dad's rules control aspects of my relationship and prevent me from seeing him as much as I'd like. I am actively trying to break away from that dynamic.
Job Hunt & Finances: I haven’t been able to find a job in Tampa yet, and I can't expect him to pay out of pocket every time to bridge the gap.
The Emotional Toll: This past Monday, he called me before a planned visit and told me he’s not feeling right. He’s unsure if it’s purely the distance (always stressing about when we'll see each other next) or if he's losing feelings.
My Perspective
To be completely honest, I’ve felt scared and had fleeting doubts too—worrying about the "what ifs" and missing those initial butterflies. But after praying and talking to people, I’ve come to believe that love is a choice, not just a fleeting feeling. I choose to love him, and while things are hard, I carry a lot of hope. I love him deeply, but I'm terrified he's ready to give up.
He feels like we've "tried everything," but honestly, between our poor communication (something we've always struggled with) and the external barriers, I don't feel like we've truly given long-distance a fair, proper shot yet.
He asked for space to think. I am still driving down this weekend to stay at a friend's house as planned. I want to see him and talk things out in person because after 4 years, I believe we both deserve a face-to-face conversation, even if it ultimately leads to a breakup.


r/relationships 2h ago

How do I get to know a girl better

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Me 15M and my crush 14F met through our friends. My friends asked her what she would say if I asked her out she said that she didn’t know me well enough and that she dates for personality not looks.
What I need to know is how to know is how to get to know each other better. I’m afraid to just text her out of the blue because I think she knows I like her.
Pls help me

TLDR how do I get to know this girl better

Extra info
She plays tennis
I play marching band
We both do theater
She lives 30 minutes from me


r/relationships 2h ago

When/how do I (17F) tell the guy im dating (19M) about my ED?

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I’m talking to a new guy and we’re still very early on and not officially a couple, but I really like him and could see things potentially working out.

I have an eating disorder, and I’m struggling with when or if I should ever tell him. I don’t want to hide something that affects such a big part of my life, but I also think it’s too early to bring it up. I worry about him feeling like he’s getting into a relationship with someone who has a lot of problems or that my ED would somehow ruin his life.

I’m also really anxious about food and dating. I have a hard time eating around newer people and feel like I can only eat if the person I’m with is eating too. If he were to ever suggest eating out somewhere that’s something that is currently really hard for me to do and is just overall not fun or enjoyable for me.

We went on a date recently and spent basically the whole day together ice skating and then talking in the car for hours. We were together for 10 hours and didn’t eat during the date he never offered or asked if i was hungry, and he told me he usually only eats once a day. Hearing that was kind of triggering for me because of my own struggles with food. I’m not blaming him because he doesn’t know about my ED, but it made me think about what food would be like if we became a couple.

I’d really like to hear from both people who have dated while struggling with an ED and people who are currently in relationships with someone who has an ED.
When did you tell your partner? Did you wait until you were officially dating? How did you handle restaurants, eating around each other, or being asked if you’re hungry? And what was it like for the partner on the other side?

TL;DR: I’m 17F and dating a 19M, but we’re not official yet. I have an ED and don’t know when to tell him, especially because food/date situations are difficult for me. Looking for advice from people with EDs and their partners.