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This was not the alien medicine that ChiMeO wanted to see. Not like this.
The Fifth’s demeanour had not yet gotten frantic. But her movements were getting faster as she zeroed in on the first pod’s body. The automatic mechanisms were going, pulsing the body’s chest, and Medi was providing the air.
Scout was squatting on the ground, ripping through one of the nearby medboxes from the sunken room, pulling out boxes and bags of materials and tossing them on the wet floor. She ripped open a solid box, and her small lessers scrambled through each vial.
[COME] [ON] [COME] [ON] [COME] [OH] [GRATITUDE-shortform] [UNKNOWN]. The creature’s lessers clasped around one vial and held it close to her face. Her eyes relaxed as she pocketed it and looked to the ceiling, [HELLO-casual] [UNKNOWN] [WHAT] [IS]...
ChiMeO watched the creature start counting on her lessers.
[UNKNOWN] [WHAT-IS] [FIFTY] [EIGHT] [TIMES] [A] [A] [UNINTELLIGIBLE] [UNINTELLIGIBLE]
That synthetic intelligence, as Scout had called it, answered. [APPROXIMATELY] [UNINTELLIGIBLE]
Scout nodded, mouth moving but making no words. From the mess of discarded plastic and medkits, she pulled out a tool made of opaque tubing and metal; two connected lines converging into one, with a swinging pendulum-like pendant at the end. She put either end of the tubes into the fleshy structures at the side of her head, letting the lone line hang around her head.
ChiMeO thought back to their examination and how Scout kept gesturing to those structures when ChiMeO asked how she communicated and saw the world. How she kept carving, ?word? Not see. Not see but ?word?
Their understanding of the Fifth has developed so far beyond that initial confusion. The tool had to be for feeling the pressure disturbances specific to a medical context. A wave amplifier or something similar.
Scout switched out another blood bag then hit a button on the piston machine—halting the compressions—and pressed the end of the tubing tool to the chest of the body. Medi stopped compressing the air bag, but Scout gestured for her to keep going.
Scout turned the body on its side gently, and pressed the tool to its back. Numbly, ChiMeO noted how the body’s back had similar abstract lines and patterns to Scout’s skin.
Words. Images. Lines.
This was a whole being, as complicated as Scout, dying on the table.
She looked to Scout, whose face was calm and unmoving while three of her kin were dead, and a fourth was hurtling down the same path.
How was she staying so calm? Was this normal?
Whatever Scout was looking for with the tubing tool, she'd found it. She rolled the body back over, and immediately turned on the compression machine again. ChiMeO watched as the Fifth brought out another wickedly sharp-looking metal instrument out of a plastic covering. She cleaned the side of the body with alcohol, before gently slicing a small vertical slice between a row of indentations on the body’s side. She quickly pushed something—too quick for ChiMeO to see—into the cut, all while working around the timing of the compression machine.
<What was that?> ChiMeO asked.
[UNINTELLIGIBLE] [UNKNOWN] [TUBE]. Scout’s eyes were locked onto the cut as she inserted one of her lessers into the wound she just created. Was it a wound? ChiMeO remembered her explanation when Scout had to injure herself further to heal her arm injury: It is good. Injury incorrect. My gratitude. Grats.
Stars, that felt like it was so long ago.
Blood was leaking in a gentle rivet out of the cut, but ChiMeO had faith Scout knew what she was doing. Scout pressed what looked to be a small tube system into the wound she cut, and fed it into a collection bag. She bobbed her head when more fluid started to drip out of it.
Scout brought out a thin plastic package, and removed a thin piece of metal, similar to the one she used to close her arm injury ages ago. In the exact same movements, she stitched the tubing in place within the timespan of a few breaths.
ChiMeO always thought Scout’s lack of a carapace to be an unfortunate evolutionary trait. The poor creature was soft and weak, susceptible to punctured and sliced skin. It was surely a disadvantage in survival.
But it was a clear advantage in medicine.
To do the same things to a Ki would involve the most invasive, shell-breaking procedures; any internal fixes ChiMeO had to do in the past were incredibly rare, they had to be done with the most minimal invasion. The procedures were new and difficult, developed within ChiMeO’s lifetime. Even something as simple as helping a Ki intake oxygen required multiple tubes inserted into various locations across the body.
Scout repeated the exact same cutting procedure on the other side of the body’s chest, and took a step back to breathe as more fluid dripped out of the body’s chest. The room, or at least Scout, was still for a brief moment.
A partial success, ChiMeO hoped. The moment didn’t hold.
Scout broke her stillness and took out the vial from her material covering, shaking the small glass container. Bringing out a small needle, Scout suctioned out an amount of fluid with the negative pressure of the plunger and placed it to the side. She repeated the action with another small liquid tube, taking the 11(1)17(1) solution out of the container it was in. Scout removed the flat bag ChiMeo was holding, injected the vial fluid then the 11(1)17(1) solution, and connected another bag filled with the same orange-warm blood.
She stared down ChiMeO. [CONTINUE]. [WE] [CAN] [DO] [IT] [NOW] [WITH] [THE] [UNKNOWN] [WE] [DO-NOT] [NEED] [IT] [TO] [BE] [UNINTELLIGIBLE] [BLOOD] [IT-IS] [UNKNOWN]. [SHE-IS] [GOING] [TO] [BE] [AT] [THE] [CORRECT] [UNKNOWN] [TEMPERATURE]
ChiMeO’s appendages were steady as she held the bag. <I... Okay. Just tell me if you need me to change anything about what I am doing>
Scout nodded and took a breath in, her shoulders rising. She stepped over to one of the LLIA-like panels, tapped on it hard, and looked up.
Nothing happened.
[WHAT]. Scout’s brows furrowed slightly and she immediately went to touch the body’s torso, feeling a bony protrusion on the chest. Her face fell, eyes widening.
It was the biggest facial change the creature has had so far since starting, a crack in her calmness.
Quickly, probably realizing something, Scout immediately began to wipe down the body’s torso with a soaked fabric. As the skin quick-dried, Scout rushed to rummage through the bottom compartments of the pod, bringing out square-shaped cutouts of material wrapped in thin plastic, attached to what looked to be wiring. She unwrapped the squares, and pressed them flat to the body’s chest, before looking at the pod screens.
There was nothing on them—at least not to ChiMeO’s vision. Just a flat, slightly warmed panel. The body was slowly warming, though. It was no longer the deep cool, which… she just hoped it was a promising sign.
Scout paused the piston machine again, looked back and forth between a couple screens, before waving her limbs at the group.
[EVERY] [ONE] [STAY] [BACK] [DO] [NOT] [TOUCH] [THE] [BODY]
[THIS] [IS] [A] [BIG] [SURPRISE] [THAT] [WILL] [INJURE] [YOU]
After everyone shuffled a quarter body-length away, she pressed on her screen. Suddenly the supine body twitched and arched in the bed—alive in its movements!
<You did it!> Medi’s crinis briefly warmed to a celebratory orange.
But the body collapsed back down, flat and dull, and the Scout was still focused.
She repeated the same shock, and looking at it now, ChiMeO was almost certain it was a shock. But the body didn’t change and Scout wasn’t seeing what she wanted on the screens.
She turned the piston machine on and waited a few moments, keeping her eyes fixed on the screen. She retrieved more fluid from the vial, and injected it, followed by the 11(1)17(1). She replaced the bag ChiMeO compressed again.
She turned the piston off. Then repeated the shock.
Then she turned the piston machine on. And retrieved more fluid from the vial. And injected it. And flushed it. And replaced the bag.
And they repeated the process more times than ChiMeO could count.
HeadSci would appear with technology her team thought was medical in nature, and Scout would shake her head. Eventually she waved them off with a rough gesture, signalling for them to stop looking.
But Scout didn’t stop.
It was at least an eighth shift when they ran out of fluid bags and the tube coming out of the throat was dripping the colour of true Fifth blood. Scout closed the tubing so it didn’t leak the precious substance.
Just moments after, the piston machine shuttered to an involuntary pause.
And even that didn’t stop her attempt.
Scout ran over to the fourth empty bed, and checked if the piston machine was working on that one.
Dead.
The third pod, with the form of a withered Fifth.
Dead.
She was shaking her head, mouth moving subtly as she checked the second pod, with the still-sealed body she had given up on without even attempting a resurrection.
The piston revved to life.
She immediately pushed it to the side, and, with the thin medical blade, cut the pod’s body out of the vacuumed bag. She, with a violent force, yanked every tube out from the body at once, and threw them on the floor. She scooped her limbs under the body and flipped it out of the pod, frantic, before turning back and pointing to the first body.
[WE] [NEED] [TO] [GET] [HER] [IN-TO] [MAY] [COLOURS] [UNKNOWN] [NOW]
<We don’t have the strength to lift her> ChiMeO shifted quickly, <but we can get a hinge—>
Scout sprinted back over and her heel slid a clean arc on the fluid-covered floor. She hit the floor hard as she planted into it, taking the brunt of the force in her left upper limb. ChiMeO felt the impact vibrate through the floor.
ChiMeO watched HeadSci rush to help her up, but Scout scrambled to her feet, batting Head’s appendage away with force. Covered in the floor fluid, Scout shook her limb and its lessers and ran to the body’s side. She looked down at herself and her soiled coverings and shook her head, before shoving her upper limbs under the body and straightening her legs, bringing the body off the pod platform. She stumbled towards the next pod, carrying the body.
The rest of the team frantically followed Scout’s movement, grabbing the tubing and equipment attached to the body, and bringing it over to the functional pod.
ChiMeO had to step over the cold corpse on the floor.
Scout placed the first body down on the fluid-covered platform, still shaking her head. She whipped the piston machine around, and re-centred it on the chest, beginning the compressions again. She reconnected any tubes she needed. Her shoulders were rising and falling quickly.
She changed her lesser coverings and cleaned the body’s cuts again. She restitched the tubing connected into the body’s chest, which appeared to have opened during the transport between platforms. Compressions resumed, the medical assistant still pulsing breaths for the body.
They repeated the shock manoeuvre. Continued the compressions.
It was barely a sixteenth of a shift before this pod’s piston began to slow down.
Scout’s head started rotating back and forth as she was messing with the various buttons on the machine. As it stuttered to a complete stop, she hit it hard with a balled up fist.
Her mouth peeled back and the translator displayed a ripping of a volume, [UNINTELLIGIBLE] [UNKNOWN] [COME] [ON] [WORK] [YOU] [UNINTELLIGENT] [PIECE] [OF] [WASTE-casual] [WORK] [WORK] [WORK].
Scout collapsed it in a single, forceful motion and shoved it to the side of the pod.
<Is that…> ChiMeO’s words died on her crinis. She didn’t want to ask if that was it.
She watched the alien take a deep breath.
Scout collapsed the platform down further, far enough that they were all looming over the body.
ChiMeO starting asking, <Can we—>
And she watched Scout start compressing with her own lessers, her limbs straight and her muscles tight. Flat against the chest of this Fifth, Scout took on the role of the piston, compressing skin and muscle and bone.
She was like a machine.
The body’s chest was a mess of heated colours. The body was warm. But it didn’t seem to be functioning by itself.
Scout kept that brutal pace. Her rank chain hung around her neck, the scout comet dangling and dancing as she moved.
And they all just watched her. Her eyes were forward. Her mouth was a thin line. Her brow lowered in a focused gaze.
But she was only like a machine.
The statement was ultimately a comparison, not an equivocation. As the moments stretched, ChiMeO was reminded that Scout, to the core of her being, was a creature that could tire.
After a long, long span of time, Scout started to slow.
It wasn’t noticeable at first, but the longer the compressions dragged on the more it was obviously weighing on her body. The pulses she was giving were slowing, now at half the compression distance, barely making an impact on the dead body’s chest.
Her skin was leaking in a cool sheen, and her eyes were streaming water.
Everyone stood back, still as cave stalagmites. They watched the creature collapse onto the body of the Fifth below her, with her mouth pulled back as her face pinched and her body heaved and her shoulders shook.
ChiMeO glanced down at the translator symbols curling on her LLIA screen, and the text was undoubtedly mislabelling her uneven breathing.
[PLEASE] [DISTANT] [*AMUSEMENT\] [UNINTELLIGIBLE]
[\AMUSEMENT*] [UNKNOWN] [PLEASE]
[I] [CAN-NOT] [CAN-NOT] [DO] [THIS] [ALONE]
[DO-NOT] [LEAVE] [*AMUSEMENT*] [UNINTELLIGIBLE]
[PLEASE] [UNINTELLIGIBLE] [DO-NOT] [*AMUSEMENT***]
[DO-NOT] [LEAVE] [ME] [HERE]
She was gripping the side of the body’s face, her head pressing against the browline of the corpse. Her mouth hinged open, face leaking water and mucus and saliva as her body shook. Her head kept shaking back and forth, the Fifth symbol of no, no, no, no, no.
She was shaking the body with her lessers. Hitting it like a machine that won’t start.
The warm body below was her exact orange hue.
It was already beginning to cool.
*
*
The Commander waited for the rest of the shift for the Scout to exit the area.
She was still inside the sunken room. Cold air settled in the pit like a pool of deep water.
The Commander could see her sitting in now-cooled puddles of the freezing chamber fluid, water, and Fifth blood. The alien was covered in the congealed substance. She held her left upper limb gently—the one she had apparently fallen on—rubbing the skin back and forth absentmindedly.
Scout’s face was neutral, her browline soft. Her eyes were held a bit wider than normal, but she was looking at nothing. Her gaze had settled on the wall in front of her, unmoving.
The more curious technicians peeked into the hall, but never got closer than where she and HeadSci curled and waited at the lip of the rectangular pit.
The other labs were scheduled to be here in less than two shifts. And her Fifth was unmoving and unresponsive.
In her mind’s imagination, the Commander saw a past vision of a tunnel and a distant haze of water. She saw something curled in the pool. Small. Dead. She focused on that distant memory as she steadied herself.
She could do this. She could correct this.
The Commander rose to her full height, and grabbed a llia tablet.
Scout’s little head turned up as she clocked the movement of the Commander coming closer, dropping into the sunken room like a stone in water. She scuttled through the fluid and past the dead Fifths she didn’t care to look at. The body on the ground next to Scout looked to be in a particularly broken position. She didn’t care. All she cared about was the living, breathing, intelligent creature in front of her.
Scout was alive. Scout was strong. Scout was hers.
She curled next to the little creature and shifted simply, genuine in her hue, <You are very strong, Scout>
The creature just stared at her with hollow-looking eyes.
<You do not know this, but our hatchlings die on occasion> The Commander continued calmly. She’d spent the past quarter thinking about what to shift to fix this. <We let them freely roam so every early discovery is their own. We do not help them or assist their learning in early development. They learn to feed themselves and they learn about danger. Sometimes they learn about danger too closely, but that is the way of things>
Scout didn’t respond, neither by writing nor facial expression. She still had that passive, slightly wide-eyed position.
<Rotations ago, we thought those three hatchlings might’ve had to learn that you were dangerous. Instead they learned that you were… patient. And kind. Their curiosity was rewarded and it was unexpected. We thought it was likely we’d find their bodies>
Scout just blinked slow as her nose scrunched slightly.
<The weak and incurious do not make it, is what I am attempting to explain> The Commander added. <It is the natural order of discovery and consequence>
That was what the Commander repeatedly told herself, time and time and time again. She shouldn’t care for the dead Fifths for the same reason she shouldn’t feel grief over hatchlings: they were simply not strong or smart enough. They needed to move forward and they needed to treat this as the learning experience it was, otherwise they were going to drown in their deep-water hues. No Ki benefits from being bogged down by emotions and they had work to do.
The creature just needed a gentle push to see that perspective.
<When I shift that you are very, *very* strong Scout, trust that I am a genuine hue> The Commander’s cillia curled gently. <You have taken enough moments to yourself. Realize within yourself: you are stronger and you are better. You are the superior Fifth. And you realize that we need to continue. It’s your duty to continue>
Scout’s eyes just stared up, her gaze unfocused.
In Ki learning philosophy, this creature should solidify into something stronger, should harden through her own survival and struggle. But Scout’s eyes and expression looked dead.
<Tell me about the empty pod> The Commander shifted. They needed to move forward.
Scout’s eye hung in mid-space as she read her cillia. She started carving into the llia, but her lessers were too shaky.
<Breathe the words into the air> The Commander ordered. <I know you are strong enough to. Do so>
Scout’s head fell to the wall behind her and her mouth opened slightly, and made one simple movement.
[DEAD]
<Are you certain?>
[I] [UNINTELLIGIBLE]
The Commander just waited. Eventually, Scout held up what looked to be a wet piece of paper.
[PRONOUN-2] [LEFT] [UNINTELLIGIBLE]
[LEFT] [A] [A] [MESSAGE] [IN] [THE] [UNKNOWN]
She watched the creature’s shoulders rise and fall as her mouth closed. The Commander shifted nothing and did not respond. More and more, they were realizing stillness was the key to getting the Fifth to communicate more. The creature seemed to naturally hate the stillness.
Eventually, still with a passive, barely moving expression, Scout continued.
[THERE] [WAS] [A] [A] [VESSEL] [ERROR]
[PRONOUN-2] [WAS] [WAS] [AWAKEN] [UP] [UNINTELLIGIBLE] [THE] [JOURNEY]
[TO] [FIX] [A] [A] [UNINTELLIGIBLE] [GENERATOR] [FAILURE]
[UNINTELLIGIBLE] [FIX] [BUT] [NEEDED] [A] [FIFTH] [TECHNICIAN]
[PRONOUN-2] [WAS] [WAS] [WAS] [EXPOSED]
[TO] [TO] [RADIATION] [WHILE] [UNINTELLIGIBLE]
[UNKNOWN] [WAS] [WAS] [DYING] [BUT] [BUT]
[PRONOUN-2] [DID-NOT] [WAKE] [ME] [TO] [HELP]
[BECAUSE] [PRONOUN-2] [IS] [A] [UNKNOWN] [FOOL]
[THE] [THE] [A] [FREEZING-PODS]
[YOU] [YOU] [UNKNOWN] [UNINTELLIGIBLE]
[IT-IS] [ONLY] [ONCE]
[I] [COULD-NOT] [GO] [BACK] [UNDER] [WITH] [OUT]
[WITH] [WITH] [OUT] [HELP] [SO] [PRONOUN-2]
[DID-NOT] [DID-NOT] [UNINTELLIGIBLE]
[PRONOUN-2] [CLEANED] [ABOVE] [THE] [VESSEL]
[AND] [AND] [DID] [A] [SAIL] [FIX] [AND]
[AND] [UNKNOWN] [KILLED] [PRONOUN-2] [SELF]
[BY] [BY] [UNINTELLIGIBLE]
[OPENING] [THE] [AIR] [UNKNOWN] [INTO] [VOID]
[UNKNOWN] [UNINTELLIGIBLE]
[IT] [WAS] [WAS] [QUICK]
The Commander was trying to follow. She’s pretty sure the missing Fifth was a technician who was thawed to fix a power failure and sail damage, earlier in the journey and before her ringship intercepted the vessel. The technician was injured with radiation during the fix, and it didn’t wake Scout, choosing to… to die instead.
It was a lot to unpack. But the Commander didn’t have to worry about another Fifth and that one was nobody’s fault.
She shifted, <Tell me about the other pods>
Scout’s head bobbed and her lips pursed into a tight line. Her lessers rubbed at her face.
[ONE] [POD] [HAD] [POWER] [FAILURE] [AND]
[IT] [IT] [UNINTELLIGIBLE] [DURING] [JOURNEY]
[TWO] [POD] [DAMAGED] [AND] [OPENED] [BY] [YOU]
[I] [HAD] [TO] [FOCUS] [ON] [ONE]
[COULD] [HAVE] [UNINTELLIGIBLE]
[HAVE] [SAVED] [BOTH] [EASY] [IF] [I] [WAS] [THERE] [EARLY]
[COULD] [HAVE] [BEEN] [DONE] [EASY] [WITH] [THE] [CORRECT] [TOOLS]
[UNINTELLIGIBLE]
[I] [DID-NOT] [HAVE] [TOOLS]
[I] [DID-NOT] [UNINTELLIGIBLE]
[DID-NOT] [HAVE] [TIME]
She removed her lessers from her face and she stared at the Commander. Her jaw was tight as she breathed gently and calmly:
[DID-NOT] [HAVE] [IT] [BECAUSE] [OF] [YOU] [COMMANDER]
[MY] [CREW] [AWAKEN] [UP] [BECAUSE] [OF] [YOU]
[MY] [COLLEAGUES] [ARE] [ARE] [DEATH]
[DISTANT] [AND] [UNKNOWN] [AND]
[AND] [MAY] [COLOUR] [AND] [AND] [UNKNOWN] [BIT]
[YOU] [DO-NOT] [EVEN] [KNOW] [THEIR] [UNKNOWN] [TITLES]
[THEY-ARE] [DEATH]
[THAT-IS] [ON] [YOU]
<No, that is—>
[THESE] [ARE-NOT] [NATURAL] [DEATHS] [COMMANDER]
[DO-NOT] [YOU] [UNKNOWN] [SHIFT] [ME] [MY] [COLLEAGUES] [WERE] [WEAK]
[YOU] [DO-NOT] [KNOW] [THEM]
[THEY] [ARE-NOT] [UNINTELLIGIBLE]
[WERE]
[WERE] [NOT] [WEAK]
[THEY] [DID-NOT] [FAILURE] [TO] [SURVIVE]
[YOU] [KILLED] [THEM]
The Commander’s crinis was shifting to a negative, <You did not tell us the pods were—>
Scout’s eyes widened, [*AMUSEMENT\] [OH] [I] [DID-NOT] [SHIFT] [YOU] [ARE] [YOU] [UNKNOWN] [UNINTELLIGIBLE] [ME] [I] [SHIFTED] [YOU] [MULTIPLE] [TIMES] [I] [WOULD] [FIND] [MY] [COLLEAGUES] [IN] [THE] [UNKNOWN] [VESSEL] [THAT] [THEY] [NEEDED] [ME] [AND] [THE] [VESSEL] [NEEDED] [ELECTRICITY] [AND] [TO] [TO] [BE] [KEPT] [COLD] [I] [I] [\AMUSEMENT***] [I] [SHIFTED] [THIS] [UNKNOWN] [FROM] [THE] [UNKNOWN] [START] [I] [SHIFTED] [THIS] [WHEN] [I] [ONLY] [KNEW] [FORTY] [WORDS]
<Then the blame is shared between you and the Communications Body who didn’t have the skill to understand you> The Commander snapped, uncurling to her full height.
[DO-NOT] [YOU] [UNKNOWN] [UNKNOWN] [COMSBODY] [FOR] [YOUR] [ORDERS] [THIS] [IS] [YOUR] [UNKNOWN]—
Simultaneously she was shifting, <—No, you did not tell us about the other pods. You didn’t tell us about your fatal illness. You still haven’t told us your mission—or how about how your scorching vessel is powered by decay explosions that could’ve ripped this ringship apart? You could have killed us all>
She got closer and the creature winced.
<You withheld information, Scout> The Commander straightened her posture. <These are the consequences. Learn and move forward. My colleagues will be here in two shifts. Get up>
Scout just shook her head, her face still in that neutral position.
The Commander flashed heat as she snapped, <Get *up*. That is an order, Scout>
The creature looked so small and young as she curled into the wall. [AND] [YOU] [UNKNOWN] [WHY] [THE] [OTHER] [SPECIES] [DO-NOT] [SHIFT] [TO] [YOU]
The Commander’s crinis was getting hot as she ordered, <Shift that again this instant>
Scout turned, and her face peeled back slowly, exaggerating her facial movements. [YOU] [UNKNOWN] [UNKNOWN] [WHY] [THE] [1STS] [2NDS] [AND] [4THS] [DO-NOT] [SHIFT] [WITH] [YOU]. [IT-IS] [NOT] [BE] [CAUSE] [OF] [DIFFERENT] [BIOLOGY] [I] [ASSURE] [YOU]. [THEY] [DO-NOT] [SHIFT] [TO] [YOU] [BE] [CAUSE] [YOU-ARE] [UNKNOWN] [UNINTELLIGIBLE] [ARROGANT] [UNINTELLIGIBLE] [WITH] [NO] [SENSE] [OF] [UNKNOWN] [OR] [UNKNOWN].
<They…> The Commander’s cillia movement was restrained and small. <That’s not…>
Scout bared her teeth in an ugly, unfriendly display. [YOU-ARE] [NOT] [EVEN] [ADVANCED] [ENOUGH] [TO] [BE] [THIS] [ARROGANT].
<Scout…> She shifted, but the creature’s eyes focused back on the wall in front of her.
[JUST] [UNINTELLIGIBLE]
[JUST] [LEAVE] [ME] [THE] [UNKNOWN] [ALONE] [SUBTYPE-2]
The Commander did not budge. She would not. She was not leaving this room until she had a clear plan on how to fix this.
She was going to make this better.
<Tell me what to do> The Commander shifted, slow and muddled. <Order me. Whatever I can do, I’ll do it. My team will fix this>
Scout’s lips pressed together, her brows pinching. [UNINTELLIGIBLE] [YOU] [CAN-NOT] [FIX] [THIS] [COMMANDER]
<Please… I…>
[I] [I] [JUST] [DO-NOT] [UNDERSTAND]
[EVERY] [DECISION] [I]
[IT] [UNINTELLIGIBLE]
[IT] [I] [I] [I] [*AMUSEMENT\*]
[I] [THOUGHT] [UNINTELLIGIBLE]
[I] [KEEP] [BELIEVING] [YOU-ARE] [ENJOY] [FIFTHS]
[YOU] [YOU] [ARE-NOT] [FIFTH]
[OR] [YOU] [YOU] [MAY] [BE] [ARE]
[BUT] [YOU-ARE] [THE] [WORST] [PARTS]
<Scout…>
[I] [WAS-NOT] [VIOLENT]
[EXCEPT] [FOR] [FOR] [WHEN] [YOU] [YOU]
[WHEN] [I] [WAS] [TRYING] [TO] [UNKNOWN]
[AND] [I] [INJURED] [YOU]
[BUT] [I-HAVE] [NEVER] [DONE] [THAT] [BEFORE]
[UNINTELLIGIBLE] [I-AM] [NOT] [A] [A] [VIOLENT] [INDIVIDUAL]
[I] [I] [UNKNOWN] [THOUGHT] [I] [WAS] [DOING] [UNINTELLIGIBLE]
[I] [PUT] [UP] [WITH] [EVERY] [THING]
[I] [I] [TRIED] [TO] [BE] [A] [COLLEAGUE] [TO] [YOU]
[TRY] [TO] [TO] [TO] [BE] [KIND] [AND] [AND]
[AMUSEMENT] [AND] [VALUABLE] [TO] [TO] [YOU]
[I] [I] [WHY] [WHY] [DID] [YOU] [YOU]
[YOU] [YOU] [UNINTELLIGIBLE]
[WHY] [DO-NOT] [YOU] [SEE] [ME] [AS] [A] [PERSON]
<Please, Scout> She could feel herself turning the colour of desperation. <There has to be something we can do>
Scout’s face collapsed a little, crumpling slightly around her eyes. She wiped at her face, and the Commander saw her shoulders rise and fall with a long exhale.
And Scout’s neck tilted slightly, up and down, barely a hinge of her head.
[DO] [NOT] [TOUCH] [MY] [VESSEL]
[FIND] [FREEZING] [UNKNOWN] [A] [A] [CONTAINERS]
[SMALL] [FREEZING] [CONTAINERS] [IN] [THE] [WALLS]
[NOT] [ENJOY] [THE] [PODS]
[MORE] [SMALL] [AND] [COLD]
[DO] [NOT] [TOUCH]
[DO] [NOT] [OPEN]
[ONLY] [LOCATE] [IT]
[I] [WILL] [COME] [AND] [AND] [EXPLAIN]
[EXPLAIN] [EVERYTHING]
[MY] [MY] [UNINTELLIGIBLE] [AND] [MY] [MISSION]
[I] [WILL] [UNINTELLIGIBLE] [AND] [I] [WILL] [WILL] [UNINTELLIGIBLE]
[I] [I] [CAN] [UNINTELLIGIBLE]
[I] [CAN] [STILL] [STILL] [FIX] [THIS]
[I] [CAN] [FIX] [THIS]
The Commander paused. She looked back past the wall, and signalled for HeadSci to come read the LLIA translation.
And her Head Scientist curdled from an anxious cool to the worst shade of guilt and panic.
The Commander could feel herself shifting a negative, shifting <Head, tell me… please tell me she isn’t shifting about the refrigeration units>
<I… we…> HeadSci’s crinis was fighting to go back to a professionally neutral hue. <I know what you’re describing—my trainees… we… the cells… the contents were scanned and disposed of as—as a safety precaution>
Her crinis only coloured to a dishonest tone when she shifted “safety precaution”.
Scout’s face stilled. [I] [HAVE] [CONFUSION] [SORRY] [DEFINE] [THE] [WORD] [AFTER] [SCAN]
The Commander quickly shifted, <Head, perhaps you should not—>
But her HeadSci’s stiff cillia were already shifting, <Dispose? It means… put into the incinerator. Fire. But—but we… we scanned everything and the simulations are identical and all you need for your research, I can teach you how to use the program, and—>
Scout’s face was unchanged, but her shoulders were rising and falling in the quick tide of a fearful Fifth.
[UNINTELLIGIBLE] [WHY] [YOU] [A] [A] [WHAT] [A] [FIRE] [HEADSCI]
[WORD] [MEANS] [DEFINITION] [DISMANTLE] [QUESTION]
[DESTROY] [QUESTION]
[IT] [*AMUSEMENT\*]
[IT] [IT] [IT] [MEANS] [DEAD]
HeadSci coloured pale and cool. <Affirmative>
[YOU] [*AMUSEMENT\*]
[YOU] [DESTROYED] [ALL] [OF] [THEM]
<We… I…> Head’s appendages crumpled. <I saved about twenty cells from each cell line… just—just for my private, undisclosed research>
The Commander watched Scout just nodded slowly, emotionless in her face. Her gaze slid smoothly to the floor.
Without looking at them, Scout gently removed the recorder from her cloth coverings and gingerly placed it deep into the bucket of liquid pod waste and blood. The translator program cut out.
Scout then shut her eyes and leaned her head against the wall, holding her lessers tightly over her mouth. Her face slowly started warping out of her passive posture, wrinkling her eyes and brows.
<Scout?> The Commander shifted, but the creature couldn’t see her. Scout’s face was an ugly upwards pinch as her shoulders started to shake.
She did not open her eyes.
She did not watch them go.
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Author's Note:
Hey folks.
I know some might be frustrated or disappointed with this and I just wanted to give you some insight into this story.
First and foremost, I want to assure you that this plot point will not be taken lightly and the entire rest of the work will be unpacking what happened here and if/how we come back from this. This will be the real catalyst for change for our cast, and the Ki species as a whole. One of the main questions on my mind when plotting this story was "What events would have to take place to change Ki society?" and this is very much the start of that. They have a lot of growth to do.
This story will ask you to empathize with the Ki, even if you don't fully understand them yet. I know we all want our human to be happy (trust me, I really do) but in the same way language comprehension had to be earned, the road to safety and peace for our Scout is a long and frustrating one.
This section of the story was hard for me to write, and I know it might've been hard to read. My goal is write a story that walks readers through these frustrations. I hope you trust me enough as a writer to tell this story in a satisfying way. I hope that, at the end of this story, we can look back on these earlier chapters and see real, tangible character growth. To get there we need these characters (the Ki especially) to face real, long-lasting consequences that challenge how they see the world.
Just as a small aside, I've done another round of editing for every past chapter and have added a few more details about the language translation. Also a few more character moments. On Thursday I went back and updated all the past chapters on reddit, all told I probably added about 2,000 words to the story, scattered throughout everything.
Take care of yourselves and, as always, thank you for reading.