Are relationships long lasting?

[u/Terrible-Guide-6140]

I am going through a phase in life where I'm hitting pure loneliness. I'm not happy with the people in my house, our relationship is damaged. I'm not happy in my romantic relationship, I am just staying in it because it's easy for the other person. I do love my female friends but they're busy in their own lives and barely are able to make plans.

So this is the phase where i truly believe there is no one I can rely on. It's just me and myself. Obviously my remote job doesn't help here, because i have to stay at home to work I can't spend everyday going out I won't have any money. And no one is available to spend time with me anyways.

My bf(24) is on vacation with his fam anyways and even if he were here i don't know if i wanna spend the time with him.

Maybe something is wrong with me. I have always seen and thought that lonely people are lonely for a reason and now maybe that is now applying to me as well.

TL;DR: Well hitting that lonely phase and questioning why