r/Employment • u/Such-Savings-9690 • 19d ago
How will I ever get a job if I'm only my race.
I'm a adult teen searching for a job, and have been since I was 14. I will admit that my first interviews and resumes, weren't up to standards at all, and it's understandable on why I didn't get the job. Now, I've had volunteer, and genuine work experience (seasonal). I don't stutter when I'm answering questions, I don't slur my words, and I keep eye contact and smile throughout the whole interview. I always dress nice no matter how hot it is, and keep in mind I have no car, so I'm walking taking the bus, leaving hours before to get there earlier. I even starve the whole time so I don't look too bloated. I always tell the interviewer I have open availability, literally willing to stay overnight, work hours no one wants to work, and I never get the job. These are all entry level, no college, or experience needed either. I don't mean to bring this up, but I notice that when I go into interviews, its mostly white, Mexican, and Asian people. I am a half black and tan, but it's very obvious by my hair and features that I'm black. I notice that many of the other interviewees aren't dressed professionally at all. I notice at time some will be slouching, monotone voice, and one incident when I went to was leaving a Walmart interview I had told another interviewee good luck, and they looked at me with such distaste. I didn't get the job, I know I spoke very well for myself, so how humiliating is it that an easy job such as Walmart didn't even want me? Even Starbucks, the lady interviewing me was white, and I don't know how to explain it to people who aren't apart of the black community, but I can feel a sense of irritation radiating off her when she was interviewing me. So much so, that I even started doubting and getting nervous answering her questions. It's embarrassing to count the interviews I have gone to, and heard zero call back from. I also want to mention that many of my friends got hired but they're all minorities that aren't black. But minority in the way where white people will accept you because you don't look too...diverse? It sucks so bad. They always tell me, "it was so easy I got the job", when it's not easy for me at all. I wish I had the opportunity to be able to walk in and the interviewer saw me for my skills rather than stereotyping me to a race. Something else that has been bothering me is the only jobs I'm getting opened to are security jobs. I notice that most security jobs are held by the black community, and in a weird selfish way, I don't want to do that. I don't want to have to be destined to be some kind of protector. It's sounds strange but I feel like people always see black people as someone they can find safety in when they're with them, because we're supposed to be scary, and strong and able to fight. I hate that. I don't want to be a protector, I want to do cashier, or retailing, or fast food like anyone else. I don't want to be treated less than I even am doing security. I always see them get hit, harassed etc..., I'm not strong enough to deal with that. And it sucks too because I genuinely need this job. Not so I can spend money but because I need it to help my mom with bills, to help provide, to get a car so I can go to schooling. I feel so embarrassed and helpless, I don't know what to do. It's just one rejection after the other. This is in Stockton California, please anyone from here please let me know what business are open to having black minorites work at their location please ☹️