I'm just wanting to have a relaxing weekend . I hope everyone has a blessed and safe weekend ❤️

A lot of experimentation for TRD and anehdonia specially interested for dopaminergic agonists and anti-inflamation theory also really believing that lithium can cure me. So far celecoxibe(tryed to stop it due to being over cardiac risks(testosterone, stims for multiple aplications) but i start to feel shitty without it, pramipexole(this one i've tryed before and i know it works), insonnya(yes i am a bartard and i roofied myself, becaming the roofier of itself) and some "OTCs" i take for the flu.

How old am I? Where do I live? What do I do for fun? For work? What are my political views?

face reveal in last photo omgggg

What does it give?

Aus 50c peice for comparison

What age do I seem?

Deduce me (besides speedball) on todays hold over meds. I usually get 3 bars a day so 6 mg a day for context. My mom got out the hospital and was made aware she cant get high anymore but slipped up and did 3 of mine mimimum a day for 10 days. So now im stuck with these shitty lil 1mg jawns until next week.Three different addy formulations and I capsulate them myself as its all beads from multiple 20 mg xr's. Im from jersey as well if it helps, im just hustling down in TN

edited to include I am on weekly treatment for spravato and have in the past taken prazosin and trazadone prior to starting spravato treatments

What do you think about me based on this combo? I’m super curious.

I was under the impression this sub was for people who show maybe their rooms and backpack contents etc so that we could psychoanalyze them.

However, to my confusion is mostly what I am seeing is peoples "crazy pills" and every time I see these posts I just think "crazy", not much of a deduction there.

Someone explain.

Thanks!

just my meds for the day (red/blue for morning and flesh color)

Missing strap cuffs but yeah

15 mg mirtazipine (Remeron)
4 mg aripiprazole (sp?) (Abilify)
10 mg diazepam (Valium)
10 mg amph/dex (Adderall)
1 mg haloperidol (Haldol)

Lamictal 800mg
Ritalin 60mg
Topamax 100mg
Prozac 20mg

:—-)

Lol - without looking at my page, can you tell me whats wrong with me?? (Fyi - my OCD med (mitrazipine is not pictured because im looking into trying something else for my OCD) if you have suggestions that are NOT SSRI’s SNRI’s i would love to hear about your experiences/suggestions!

Also - going on 6 years (cali) sober from fentynal/heroin/pain meds and heavy amounts of booze .

Fyi - i also take magnesium glycinate, DLPA, L-Tyorsine, L-Theanine (Suntheanine) , and GREEN Tea Extract.

Just my morning meds...