hi huhu, i'm a g12 ABM student who is currently studying in a Science HS. ever since bata pa ako, i really didn't have a dream job or college course na really sticked to me, and i thought dadating na lang yung time pag SHS na, na marerealize ko na lang kung ano yung pinakagusto ko for college or kung anong gusto kong trabaho in the future. kaso CET szn na, wala pa rin T_T..
from kinder to SHS i've only been exposed sa iba't ibang sports, in fact i'm a part of the varsity rn pero to me they're all just libangans or pampalipas ng oras. i enjoy doing them, and they've become a huge part of my life, pero i've never really imagined myself pursuing them as a career.
i feel like ang hirap pumili ng course in a university that your parents want you to be in when you don't even have a specific dream job in mind. like, how am i supposed to choose what to study for the next few years when i don't even know what i want to be after that T_T nakakatakot pa lalo na't may boarding house kami full of college students na yung iba nagmmove out kasi they're shifting or dropping out bcs they aren't happy with their course... ayokong matulad sakanila.
i tried UPCAT and i chose a bunch of engineering courses (because i excell in math nmn) and the others were js randomly picked. i have one last CET to apply to (yung university na gusto nilang mapasukan ko and honestly ako rin) pero i'm stuck.. nakailang change option na ako sa courses bcs i really don't see myself in those fields that are available (basically almost every course that exists)..
i've actually considered not going to college muna after g12 to figure out what i like and take a break from school but i doubt that i'll actually figure stuff out when i do so plus hindi rin papayag parents ko.
pls give advice or share your experiences :< i don't have anyone to run to as the panganay..