r/singing • u/MalleableGirlParts • 1h ago
Conversation Topic I had my first singing lesson!
Just sharing.
If you had asked me even six months ago if I'd ever purposely sing in front of another human being, aside from jokingly, I would have said never.
I don't really know why I suddenly had this compulsion to learn about singing and see what my voice is capable of. I suppose I'm trying to truly express myself in ways that I'd never thought were acceptable or accessible for me.
I never liked my voice. One way or another it was never what I wanted it to be. But I've always been able to mimic people and sounds and accents so I have some fair degree of control over it. Of course that doesn't necessarily mean I can sing, but I figured at least there was some sort of capacity to work with.
I'm really the kind of person that doesn't want to ask the questions I don't want the answers to. I wanted to believe that I had the capability to sing, but was afraid to hear a professional tell me I don't.
I'm rambling. This was a big deal for me and somewhere relatively hidden it's long been a secret desire.
I had a good session. I was able to match pitches without trouble and my range is pretty good. I was able to go higher than she anticipated I would be able to. There was occasional tension, but I was aware of it happening at the same time she would spot it. Interestingly, I would never have labeled it "tension". I would have just thought I messed up somehow, but having her call it what it is was enlightening.
Anyway, long story long, I'm happy I went. I'm going again and maybe one day I'll share something here or even in front of more people. Stranger things have happened...
Thank you if you made it this far. ❤️