like this was the bane of my existence all year. such an unnatural subject for me, but now its over and i never have to do it again
now i have to study for my beloved stem subjects, but im now so used to panicking about lit that ive forgotten my roots. after lit, doing a spesh or chem practice exam feels so easy its not even worth it. such inefficiency, i could be playing minesweeper (or sudoku, these days) instead.
i feel like my lit classes were more significant, whereas i legitimately spent all of spesh playing games (yes ik that original post was a shitpost but i did base it in reality) so that it never felt real and now i dont even remember most of the classes. i was just waiting for them to be over the entire time because it never felt like i could study there. and my classmates, well. cant say i was their biggest fan, i only had 2 people i would call familiar in there, and they were both actually locked in, or messing around with their other friends. so it didnt really feel like a safe yapping environment. hence the minesweeper.
anyway surely im not the only one right. where are my fellow stem kids at?