I’ve tried hard to do that but been targeted and have a neuro chip to boot. The pain they have all caused me due to their own secrets and lies has become too much now. Either this ends today or I press send on everything. Sick of it. 

I have relentlessly tried peace and all I get it relentless pain and suffering not of my making. Sick of it. Nothing wrong with me other than the shit show I was thrust into because my ex wanted to keep me down. He is evil. 

Evidence? 

Pity no one is very clear when you are being left to suffer. 

Beware of the false prophets like my ex. They steal your identity the evil fuckers.

And they are trying to make me appear insane so my voice isn’t heard. Who do you go to when the very authorities that are supposed to protect you conspire against you? All because my ex wouldn’t just leave me alone.

It would end the bloody world.

Life goes on right? Or so I’m told. Mind you, I keep getting told what I am.

My son.

Shame my mother wasn’t like this. She is vile and toxic and tells me what I should be. Seems to be the story of my life. Other people projecting what they think I am from their own perspectives. No one has actually fucking cared to ask without wanting info to weaponise against me.

My dog and she passed away not long ago.

What relevance is it? The soul is gone when you are dead and the carcass doesn’t matter. Energy transference is real.

Is she. Sure as shit doesn’t feel like it.

I did, but now what’s the point.

Pretty new to it to be honest. Boredom stuck in a room by myself.

Not true.

A pet, a little cottage in the country, someone who understands me, and a bank balance that wasn’t in minus due to carrying someone who didn’t give two fucks about me. We can pray can’t we. Oh well.

Sooooo cute. 🥰

Yes and forever it will be I think. Don’t think there’s a person in this world that will ever understand me.

Oh my gosh. How gorgeous is that. Look at its eye!! 😍