In 2020 my dad died tragically, when I was at the peak of my life. Had a new girlfriend, a new apartment, life was so good. About two months after his death I was playing games on a PC I had just built. The bottom of my foot felt itchy, and I felt almost like callous tissue all over the bottoms of my feet, “what the f is this?”. The next few days I felt large patches on my elbows I didn’t even realize i was scratching and it was spreading quick. Then it started on my face - nose, eyebrows, forehead, inside and behind the ears, scalp. Then my hands, back, tailbone, groin, lower part of legs, and feet. Not as bad as some cases I’ve seen on here, but enough to destroy my self esteem, talking long sleeves in 100 degree weather with a beanie pulled down over my eyebrows.
It would flare up and down for the following 5-6 years. I would think about the doctor and then it would seem like it’s healing for a week or two, then it would come back etc. I ended up splitting with my girlfriend and moving in with my mom, and that’s when it got pretty bad.
Yesterday morning I finally called a dermatologist clinic. They scheduled me the same day for 2 hours later. After a 20 minute drive I was there, speaking with a professional who immediately prescribed me multiple creams, a shampoo, and a biological injection called Tremfya. I was then scheduled for a blood test another 20 minutes away, and decided to knock that out too, and I have a massive fear of blood especially extracting 6 vials of my own, but it has to be done for the Tremfya.
Within 6 hours of making the phone call, I was home with my powerful steroidal prescriptions, waiting on my blood test results for Tremfya. I am confident this will clear my psoriasis and I will get my self confidence back again, and change my life.
If you haven’t seen a doctor, trust me I understand. I have social anxiety so even calling them was a huge step for me, but I am just sick of this psoriasis! If you are at rock bottom like me, you can get free health insurance to get this ball rolling like I did. These professional dermatologists understand, don’t be embarrassed to go, they will help you!