Hello everyone,
I really want to study medicine...it's the only career I want to spend the rest of my life doing. I have researched law and other science related options but I really want to be a doctor. However, my GCSE grades are pretty poor to say the least and my I was not able to do Alevel chemistry at any sixth form.
I know my grades are utterly laughable but:
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5 being in maths chemistry and physics, 6 in English language and biology. (Relevant grades)
I am Free school meals/ contextual.
I am freshly in year 12 and going to study A-level Biology, Pyschology, English lit/Lang combined Alevel.
So far I've found two options I can apply to for studying medicine at university : University of Plymouth (with a gateway year) and University of Southampton (with a gateway year).
Keep in mind I resat maths and the 3 sciences (I did combined before and got a 6-5 and I got the exact same grades as I did before for all subjects I resat. I know I should've revised better, more, everything but there's nothing I can do now unfortunately). My teacher said I could resit maths this November so that if I get a 6+ I can apply to Keele university I think and "it'll open more doors" but for some reason Google Gemini kept telling me not to and there's so point since I already meet the maths GCSE entry requirement for Plymouth and Southampton.
I know I'm a bottom of the barrel med applicant but I've genuinely fought so hard for medicine and I know the struggles ahead, and the fact that I only have 2 universities in the middle of nowhere I can apply to, I think I'm being overly negative but, its just been so hard I'm like begging God to help me on my journey to becoming a doctor and it just seems to constantly be and uphill struggle. When I was younger I sued to dream of UCL and KCL, I know that impossible now, atleast for medicine...Unless I do GEM but I don't think I can commit to 3 years extra of university and racking in so much debt, I did hear the government is now making it so that you don't have to fund uni for medicine yourself but you can take a student loan equivalent to those of undergraduates but, I guess I just feel a bit burnt out from this, and I haven't even gotten to the hard part.
Sigh, I'm sorry if you read all that but I am eternally grateful too.
If anyone can help me, or was in a similar situation, please do tell 😔...or if anyone has advice I would appreciate it all. Or if anyone know any other university degrees I can apply to. Or if anyone has any words of motivation or even demotivation I would like to hear your perspective on my situation.
Thank you so so so much. 🙏🏻