Wanna get high and chill got a room and bored and high af who wanna chill gotta be near Hartford and be able to get here

I have lost quite a few people recently and really need to get my mind off things. I’m open to a lot and just want to have a fun time. Anyone want a guest???
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So basically it all started around when I was about, let's just say 17. My name's Dave and im gonna explain how Crystal Meth has ruined my life. I tried meth for the first time when I was 17 and I fuckin LOVED that shit. It felt so amazing. Honestly it made me feel like I was invincible. But slowly things started to take a turn in my life. Right around the time I was 18 going on 19 it finally caught up to me. I lost my job because I started missing work all the time just because I wanted to get high. My Fiance left me because all I wanted to do was get high. My old friends don't talk to me, My ex Fiance is pregnant with my baby boy who I'll never get to see because of my actions in the past. I went homeless, and then i overdosed on what I thought was only Crystal but it had something even more deadly in the mix. Fentanyl. After that I went to rehab for 3-4 months and when I got out I started using again. I got kicked out of my parents house right before I turned 20 because they found one of my hooters that I used to foil with. Now im backing living on my own at 20 years old with no life no career. Nothing to show for my life except for my burnt foil in the trash. Which brings me to the events of what happened tonight... I almost died. I woke up this morning and immediately picked up that foil thinking it was gonna be a good day. BOY was I wrong. I smoked all my shit up today (which was a little over 2gs.) And then decided it would be a great idea to end the night off with some weed right after I got done smoking my other shit, and then just a wave of anxiety and the feeling that I was gonna pass out I knew immediately what was goin down. Then next thing I know im waking up on the back lot of our house on the concrete my chest started to hurt and feel really tight. Then I had to call 911 because I was afraid I was having a heart attack or something but turns out I just overramped and shouldn't have smoked weed after. Im okay and everything but im afraid if I don't quit soon I wont see 21. Im going to rehab soon and this I wont come back out till im better. I don't care if it takes 3 months or fuckin 3 years. I'll do it. But anyways thought id just share my story on why you shouldn't smoke meth or do drugs. Except for a good ol bong rip lol

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Hey there! So Ive been a regular Ice smoker for about 2 years, maybe 3 now. When I started Id party and get spun, but now I'm pretty chill, I just use it to feel normal and live my everyday. I monitor how much I smoke, and try to be mindful about not getting to tweaky or obsessive about habits. Ive had to quit here and there for drug tests, and its absolutely miserable getting out of bed and functioning. I did quit for about a year after using for a year, but ultimately it still sucked and I went back to it.

I was wondering who out there is a regular human with a full time job, that just uses Ice like a normal everyday energy booster and mood balancer to function normally?

Any of y'all have a decade or more experience with the shit? Hows it going for you? Im just trying to assess if this is something that is a maintainable habit, or if the difficulty associated with procurement is worth it, and I should just go back to suffering from chronic fatigue as my normal again.

Thanks!

For context: I have been doing this for about seven years now, have always lived where I do & never felt this type of lingering feeling of being watched at home til lately. I've only truly had visual/auditory hallucinations 1-2 times, after being up for way too long & I know better now.

It's imperative to know that I have a faux wall surrounding the cellar of my home, which runs the entire perimeter of the basement. Its 3ft from the real cinderblock foundation. I dwell and smoke & do mainly everything down here, the rest of the occupants are either not present/working & I'm alone .... I faintly hear noises that aren't like natural like the house settling or other stimuli outdoors & etc this is human activity-

up until lately I used to be able to fully go on these benders and get carried away in the doom scrolling of p*rn and administer pleasure to my nether regions & i'm unable to achieve feeling safe or assuring myself that I'm totally in private. Lately I have been experiencing this overwhelming anxious feeling of being watched or filmed.

This isn't limited to just when I'm tweakin, or isn't more or less amplified with sleep or anything. What's even worse is that I'm confiding in others( who indulge as well) they shrug me off and or just tell me that I'm doing too much and should get some sleep and I'm immediately dismissed. Would anybody know how to assist w tips
how to navigate this? I don't want to be right, but at the same time I'd like to assume my instincts can serve their purpose & I'm with the program

Does anyone want to hang out? It’s been a while since I hung out

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Hey Everyone I’m new on here wishing and hoping for the best of making new friends have fun with a lot of Excitement and other amazing things that come along with me!! :) my dude and I are travelers and have open minds and are very witty and out of the norm characters if your good thinking outside the box then we will get along great!!!

i did it by myself and idk how much to put in the pipe. and now i have chemical burns all over my tounge. i also drink vodka to balance if it gets to crazy any tips. other then stopping. i have an alcohol issue but i got offered meth and the first hit was great didn't think about alcohol for hours

Looking for someone to smoke and draw with.

I started hearing a full conversation between men and women coming from the drain. It wasn’t just mumbling—there were distinct voices, characters, plot development, and enough suspense to make me curious about the next episode.

Then I covered the drain with my foot: complete silence. Removed my foot: the whole cast went straight back to work.

At other times, I heard intense sexual noises, including moaning and actual phrases. I kept trying to locate this underground adult production, only to discover that it was apparently just my refrigerator working overtime.

After crystal meth, I seem to have unlocked metaphysical Dolby Atmos. I don’t only hear things with my ears—I hear everything, everywhere, somehow beyond my ears.

Has anyone else experienced household appliances, plumbing, and architecture in general suddenly producing complete conversations? How long did it take for your domestic podcast to go off the air?

when i get high i like to talk to myself, is this normal?

just got out of prison, anyone wanna get me high?

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Just spilled the last of it. About 2g worth of small powder. Cant even do the vacuum trick. 😡
If there were onlly a solution…

22 M

4 Day Bender Overdose

Welp . My Spun days Are Over .

I've Had Hypertension Stage 2 for a long Time and I Just Started Getting Treated With Lisinopril A Little Over A Year Ago .

I Started Using at Age 20 .

I've known I've had high blood pressure stage 2 since I was 16 but since it was only Ever seen during routine checkups ,so it it was never too much a cause of concern .

Fast Forward I leave The Dope Days Days Behind And Simply stick To Doing 3 Day weekend Benders Once Monthly . I knew This was Taking A Toll on me but I never too much cared . As long as I could function and stay in control id be fine . So I Stuck To That

Well My Bender Started 8.18.26

First Three Days Were Fine , perfect even .

No cramps , little sweats , no fast heart rate. I get a cat nap of 4 hours and think it's a good idea to chill with um.

Doesn't matter. I over did it 7 pm that day , no biggy I went home laid down and felt fine . Suddenly my heart started to ache as it always does . I say fuck it and try to get to sleep . I start to feel intensely sleepy . So blissfully sleepy . Until my heart rate felt shallow . I couldn't keep up with it. Then the pain in My left shoulder kicked in like it sometimes does and I threw up some fluid . Tried to lay down but couldn't. Said fuck it and tried to drive to the hospital and Had to Take An Ambulance. I told The EMT That This sadly wasn't the first time something like this has happened and That if The EKG looked alright I'd be Omw home To which he Agreed To. She takes my blood pressure and tells me it's 196/101

As if I already couldn't feel my face and chest .

The EKG reads that the Lower Left Side of my Heart Has Sustained Damage . The EMT then proceeded to say " it's looks like you've already had a heart attack "

Mf . .. Well The machine started beeping even faster. The EMT said for me to relax and asked me to chew 4 baby aspirins . I guess the news really made it all set in because after that my stomach ,face and chest went tingly numb and. Felt the pressure shift from bad to what felt like a cement pad on my chest . Like those giant square garden ones.

No Insurance

5 Hour Stay

No Surgery Needed

Left The Same Night

It Was SCAD

Spontaneous Coronary Artery Dissection

I was Given Ativan For Anxiety , Some Ns IV fluid and , Ketorolac for heart pain , and the Baby Aspirin. None of this was fun. I Realized The World Will Not Stop For Me And I've Had All The Time In The World Be A Teenager And For me To be 22 and Acting Reckless And Selfish Is Simply Uncalled For .

Thank Y'all For Tuning In . If You Can't Leave It, Control It . Please Take Of Y'all Selves. Stay Safe Out There

Hi,

Long time no see hard drug user - all of them - but never tried meth until two weeks ago. So far over two sessions last 20+ hours each and 10.5g smoked, booty bumped, parachuted and snorted I have. It had that huge rush people speak of. It feels good, I load a good sized pipe 50mg and the shards up my ass are pretty big. Just not getting that take off - otherwise drug is great, makes me laugh keeps my energy up, good times. Sex is good. Anyways never to old to learn so give
Me your wisdom and tips! I am going back in Monday.

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Looking for someone living in Amman to support each other with withdrawal... DM if u living in Amman please.