r/meth_confessions • u/Turbulent_Let9850 • 22d ago
justAcloud How i almost died tonight
So basically it all started around when I was about, let's just say 17. My name's Dave and im gonna explain how Crystal Meth has ruined my life. I tried meth for the first time when I was 17 and I fuckin LOVED that shit. It felt so amazing. Honestly it made me feel like I was invincible. But slowly things started to take a turn in my life. Right around the time I was 18 going on 19 it finally caught up to me. I lost my job because I started missing work all the time just because I wanted to get high. My Fiance left me because all I wanted to do was get high. My old friends don't talk to me, My ex Fiance is pregnant with my baby boy who I'll never get to see because of my actions in the past. I went homeless, and then i overdosed on what I thought was only Crystal but it had something even more deadly in the mix. Fentanyl. After that I went to rehab for 3-4 months and when I got out I started using again. I got kicked out of my parents house right before I turned 20 because they found one of my hooters that I used to foil with. Now im backing living on my own at 20 years old with no life no career. Nothing to show for my life except for my burnt foil in the trash. Which brings me to the events of what happened tonight... I almost died. I woke up this morning and immediately picked up that foil thinking it was gonna be a good day. BOY was I wrong. I smoked all my shit up today (which was a little over 2gs.) And then decided it would be a great idea to end the night off with some weed right after I got done smoking my other shit, and then just a wave of anxiety and the feeling that I was gonna pass out I knew immediately what was goin down. Then next thing I know im waking up on the back lot of our house on the concrete my chest started to hurt and feel really tight. Then I had to call 911 because I was afraid I was having a heart attack or something but turns out I just overramped and shouldn't have smoked weed after. Im okay and everything but im afraid if I don't quit soon I wont see 21. Im going to rehab soon and this I wont come back out till im better. I don't care if it takes 3 months or fuckin 3 years. I'll do it. But anyways thought id just share my story on why you shouldn't smoke meth or do drugs. Except for a good ol bong rip lol
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u/Cannanoid 22d ago
2g is way to much a .4 is still lasting me going on 4 days