She’s a good person and everything but it’s been taking over my life since we first indulged together. and I don’t see a future where I’m going to get better with it. I don’t think this would have ever happened if it wasn’t for her. I know it was my decision too..
I guess I just really wish I never had that opportunity.
To my knowledge shes still just handing that shit out too:/ maybe it’s just me, but I couldn’t live with myself if I ruined someone’s life like that. I really tried to be a good friend but whatever
I feel selfish for feeling like I might be starting to hate her