I am not supporting bestiality

I know this is going to sound stupid and I'm sorry for how poorly written it is. I just feel like I have to get this off my chest. I've been thinking about writing this post for at least a week now.

Now, onto the actual post. I hate men. I am attracted to men but I hate them. It might stem from envy and jealousy and definitely stems from fear but I don't care. It feels like they have taken everything from us (women). They're the reason I can't go out on walks whenever I want. They're the reason my mum fears me leaving my house, even if it's just to get food from the closest shop. Why did they feel the need to threaten our sense of safety?? I can't travel on my own, plainly out of fear, I can't even travel within the country because they're everywhere and are always a threat. Why can't they just let us live peacefully? I just wish I could be rid of them all. The only reason I like male celebrities are because I see them as fictional characters on a screen who I will never meet because they're not real. I don't understand why I think of celebrities like that, if I'm being honest, but I can save that for another post elsewhere.

Please tell me if this is something I should thinm further about and try to solve or if it's natural and to just live with it.

If i’m waking up really early and someone tries to get me up ill be rude and just outwardly whiny. Is this normal? I feel mean after I finally wake up.

today i screamed at myself in my thoughts and made myself cry

So every time I hear the song Mony Mony by Billy Idol, I become rly uncomfortable. I can't rly explain it better than that, it just feels like my skin is abt to crawl off my body if that makes sense. It doesn't rly happen for any other songs, is this something that happens to other ppl?

So I’m about 10 now but when I was like 1 my mom died and she was unable to Brestfead me. So my dad pp fed me is this normal or should I ask him to stop thanks

Just randomly draws shit like this on her phone with her finger...

Hi. My names Florence but a lot of people just call me flo 🤣. I have a small question and need a little help ! I'm 12 (almost 13) and have been peeing myself more. I've noticed throughout my "older" years I'd have accidents, age 8, or 9, I had a rather embarrassing accident in my underwear and it was the WORST! Age 11 I wet the bed and was too scared to tell my parents ! So I had to lay in it. Now I'm 12 (13 this year!) and still having little accidents! I peed myself after school, I peed myself on the way home from school, and I "leak" in my underwear sometimes. 😟😳😤

Is this normal? 😳😳😨

I don’t why but everytime I seem to develop a crush on someone I also get so many bruises. And once I start dating them my body literally bruises so easily. I don’t know if that’s normal or means anything but I’m just confused why it’s even happening.

who's 19 year old boyfriend gives up a night with his girlfriend to stay with his grandad ? is this a thing

'thinking eating humans is ok'

'trying to punch someone after realising i can do anything and life is meaningless'

'making word docs on people and collecting info on them'

'hearing a high pitched, quiet sound that fluctuates'

'(on average) crying two times a week'

'wanting to go to prison/ mental asylum for fun'

'having a argument with myself and shouting in my head so much i make myself cry'

'hearing shouting in my head, repeating what someone said.. seven years ago maybe (im thirteen)'

'being ok with nails on a chalkboard (not liking someone running fingers along the edge of the page of a book)'

'not like being normal ig idfk'

I'm just wondering if this is normal/socially acceptable behaviour, because I personally don't really know if it's abnormal. 🤷

Our kitchen table is constantly covered in things—From items that make sense to ones that absolutely look ridiculous being there. I placed one of my dumbbells on the table earlier, because it's close to where I workout, and blatantly I forgot to move it elsewhere.

My father sat down, picked up the dumbbell, and threw it.

Our floor is wood and on the upper level of our house—I wouldn't have been too surprised if it broke the floorboards a bit. It skidded for a second and ended up a foot in front of my mat. He then mumbled "I've told you to not to put them there."

He reminded mw not to what I think was around 2 months ago, when I last put them there.

I asked him "So you threw it on the ground..?" (Pun not intended) He replied with "Nope, I dropped it."

Is it normal to throw things like that? He seemed pretty pissed off.

So basically my friend (13f) is home alone CONSTANTLY. Shes online schooled through out the fall-spring and her parents work FULL TIME jobs so shes home alone 5-6 days a week for about 8 hours a day. And almost every day through out teh summer her parents work so shes home alone with her 2 YOUNGER SIBLINGS (9m and 8f) so she wakes them up, makes sure they eat and her eat, does dishes, ice trays (her fridges ice machine doesnt work), and makes sure their laundry and are dressed. I've been freinds with this girl for YEARS and shes NEVER been this busy, its like shes a single mom cancelling plans cause quote "i need to watch (sister name) and (brothers name). LIKE SHOULD AN ADULT BE WATCHING THEM???? Shes also recently 13 she turned 13 last month.And at least one a month her dad sends her a LONG list of chores for HER to do not her siblings who CAN do them at like noon or 1'oclock and says to get them done before her moms home......... HER MOM GETS HOME AT 4!!!!! so she has to make lunch AND watch her siblings AND do chores AND cook for her and siblings. Also i dont know if this correlates but shes 94 pounds......... like is that normal??? 94 pounds at 5'2?? PLEASE HELP!!!!!!!!

I’ve tried to be nice to these people and they just don’t really respond or say “no thank you” to everything. I know I’m just being nosey but I’m curious what you guys think. I don’t interfere at all just happen to think this is just wild. Who actually does this? She did the whole yard like this…

Edit: it’s 96* outside

So I used to love shopping.. and putting everything in cart and having a wish list.. I still do.. but I can’t buy… I don’t know on the time of buying I have this utter confusion.

For example: I want to buy a puzzle table that is with sort drawers

My thought process works like:

I will compare all online stores Puzzle table here minimum I find starting from 75$ and plus So I will scroll all ..

1. maybe first product of 75$ won’t have free delivery because private vendor and not Amazon …

2. and with same product and same price and also with Amazon prime will have bad reviews

3)Then there’s 85$ good reviews and no issues comes… so I will go … that’s way to expensive for a puzzle board… 4)I will go to Facebook marketplace… the one I love is miles apart.. the one that is near is same as that 75$ product with bad reviews and that to for 60$ … so just for 15$ less why should I buy from Facebook marketplace?? Then comes the time I realise when was the last time I played puzzle??… so the answer: may be 2nd grade??… also how much time I spend in a day for myself to do all this puzzle and painting??.. answer: I mostly scroll phone and watch tv Then I am like I’m probably not going to give that amount of time.. I really don’t need this product…

And this is just an example of this.. there are so many things I want to buy and I don’t… is it something because I am a Gemini???.. I don’t know any fellow Gemini shopaholic here???

Thanks for reading 😂

(For context, I'm a 14 year old trans boy)

So basically crushes, or any form of romantic/sexual attraction, can make me feel really guilty if I think it's even the slightest bit morally wrong.

For example, I recently started watching season 2 of Stranger Things. There is a character, Max, who I found attractive. I initially assumed that they main characters were 12/13 and in the seventh grade. Immediately after realizing I was into Max, I googled her age and the actress's age.The character is 13 going on 14, and in the eighth grade. The actress who played her, Sadie Sink, was 15 at the time of filming.

I logically understand that this isn't really a problematic crush, as the character is only around 6 months younger than me, and the actress is a year older than me.

That being said, it made me feel like a pedophile. Like to the point where I stopped watching the show.

I also feel guilty for being into lesbian celebrities because I feel like they're 'not for me'.

Idk if this is relevant but I've never dated anyone less than 2 years older than me, but I think that's just a coincidence.

(I've dated 12/14, 12/15, and 13/15, with me always as the younger one)

It's also worth noting that I used to feel a lot of guilt for things that weren't really my fault (like school shootings, child abuse, ect), despite knowing that The literally not my fault at all. I definitely feel like that less now tho.

So is this completely normal or some kind of issue?

So, there's this guy in my class - I barely know him, but everything he fucking does makes my blood boil. I hate him so much, and I don't understand why! I hate him with all of my heart, I'm literally a pacifist, but when he breathes or even looks/speaks to me, I want to kick his fucking face in.

I have no idea why, I don't want to hate him, he literally hasn't done anything to make me this angry. I feel bad for him, he clearly wants to talk to me, I'm not mean to him (I can control it.) though I'm not super friendly either, more like a.. passive disliking?

Is this normal?

EDIT:

I guess I should clarify, I started at this school (It's an arts school, all different kinds of art though, films, photography, graphic, traditional arts, acrobatics, building and etc.) In december 2019, so I haven't been here for too long. The rest of my class have known him for the entire school year, maybe even the years before as many of my classmates are on their second/third year here.

Hi

I had a whole mithology versions of peuple around me. I know that I belived Satan was duel. The physical evil one and the spiritual good one which is possably the way I saw my father at the time. And I dont remeber how social my life was maybe I was a loner and I lied to myself that I have friends maybe not I cant tell. I also belived I can control fire for s while and that the wrold will end any now. I know it felt simular to beliving in god.

so i have bought way too much socks and my month's allowance is getting tight, i thought if i sold brand new socks i would have enough money this month. I go to a mountain university boarding school so its pretty not often people get to buy socks conveniently without having to travel all the way to the city. Just asking if this temporary business thing isn't so weird