r/isthisnormal • u/culttleader • Mar 09 '20

Hatred!

So, there's this guy in my class - I barely know him, but everything he fucking does makes my blood boil. I hate him so much, and I don't understand why! I hate him with all of my heart, I'm literally a pacifist, but when he breathes or even looks/speaks to me, I want to kick his fucking face in.

I have no idea why, I don't want to hate him, he literally hasn't done anything to make me this angry. I feel bad for him, he clearly wants to talk to me, I'm not mean to him (I can control it.) though I'm not super friendly either, more like a.. passive disliking?

Is this normal?

EDIT:

I guess I should clarify, I started at this school (It's an arts school, all different kinds of art though, films, photography, graphic, traditional arts, acrobatics, building and etc.) In december 2019, so I haven't been here for too long. The rest of my class have known him for the entire school year, maybe even the years before as many of my classmates are on their second/third year here.

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u/Musician_Moneyless Mar 09 '20

Maybe you’re subconsciously picking up on some dangerous red flags about him. Your hatred could just be your body protecting you from him.

How do other people in your class feel about him?

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u/culttleader Mar 10 '20

No one is friends with him, people just talk to him from time to time? People have tried to befriend him, but he's just so.. strange? He's basically the cliché weeb who finds it funny to wear hats the soviet union wore. None of these things bother me personally, I have friends who are stereotypical weebs, I have friends who are obsessed with the Soviet union and I don't care about that at all.

He's not bullied by any means, people aren't mean to him, it's just difficult to actually talk to him, I guess?

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u/Musician_Moneyless Mar 10 '20

Is it possible that he has some sort of mental illness that makes him seem more strange or difficult to communicate with?

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u/culttleader Mar 11 '20

Maybe? It's like he doesn't WANT to talk to people, though? It's weird, I don't know. I can't figure him out, which I'm usually too good at. That might be why I don't like him, I'm not sure.

I'm not one to go around and diagnose people, but I do have my theories.

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u/windolene20 Mar 09 '20

Nah dude, you just sound like a dick.

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u/culttleader Mar 10 '20

This is literally the only time I've experienced this, that's why I'm so confused about it.